Linda

Need the tall boy to help replace fluoros in the kitchen. Need him to raid the snack shelf. How can he not be here for Halloween? This absence. I hate it. I’m still waiting for Ash to appear in my dreams. #ash

So much skywater! My dog is a disgrace #moombi #soggydoggy

Gemini: Great news! You’ll finally find someone to blame for your shitty life.

I’d like to type out all of the stuff that’s been going through my head, but the possibility of someone calling me out on it is just unbearable at the moment. I would agree with everything they said.

I will never watch the live streamed execution, just as I will never watch the Melania documentary. I reject Trump in all his fucked up incarnations.

Look at this beautiful kid. I loved him from the moment I saw him. #ash

Three months to the day since we lost Ash.

And really, fuck you Universe, the number of shows I’ve watched recently which feature *surprise hanging!!* is just ridiculous.

Ash’s exit has been as unnecessarily complicated as his life. His remains were given to my cousin, whose father (Uncle Jack) died a few weeks later, but he very kindly returned them. His photo montage didn’t work at the funeral and neither did the longer one with playlist at his wake. I miss him.

Ash’s ashes are home. Aiden has big plans for them.

Ash was cursed with an introverted mother and brother, which infuriated and enraged him. But he loved us too, as we did him. So we all got along together just fine. He wanted a big life. He shoulda just tried for longer. I hate the finality of this.

I don’t think I’m the only person who will appreciate this

I have to be strict with the fuckwits who were/are my son’s friends, who have been living here at his invitation for months. He’s been gone for months.Wednesday is d day. They’ve had so much notice. I fucking hope they get shit organised before the family gets called in.

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I’m staring at this next drawing, the one I’m doing to avoid starting the big one, and I’m all reluctant to make a new mark even though I know what has to be done.

Just over two months. I miss him; I keep thinking of things I want to talk to him about. #ash

you think that after meeting luke skywalker, jabba asked bib fortuna if he thought luke was kin to that famous pod racer?

RT if you've never had a tab of ChatGPT open, period.

What a segue! Okay, back to rich people’s bullshit.

Watching ‘Succession’ again and it’s obvious that these people do nothing, they are not serious people but fuuuck, I’d like to be Tom’s kinda rich, the bit wot he’s trying to teach Greg in the first season; just doing nothing but talk on the phone and bullshitt people. And they pay you for it!

I forgot how cool and immersive a good set of earbuds is. Bye now.

Nearly two months. I’m just toodling along, doing random shit, and all of a sudden I’m stricken with the enormity of the loss of him. He was so funny. I miss the banter. I miss him. #ash

I seriously can’t wait until every fuckwit is outta my house.

Although recently I’ve been very oblivious to what the date is. Fucking September, are you kidding me? (I know this is cliche aging bullshit but it gets really bad).