HANS

HANS

@hansel.bsky.social

10 hours caramelldansen + strobe lights

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This is a 1/48 scale unicorn gundam. I painted it this year and it stands around 18in tall it is fucking huge. A lot of paint and a lot of hand cramps to airbrush

Bought three resin kits in the last week but sold one plastic kit so that my stash isn't over-encumbered

The idea that the ufos are just us from the future is especially funny when thinking about cow abductions like they're just trying to eat burgers too

One of my Spotify playlists has four saves and I cant express how much that has done for my self esteem

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I think a lot of things I've bought over the last year have been bandaids - in December I was like a gong will fix me, then throughout the year plants more plants will fix me, or an art book from my childhood, etc etc but the truth of the matter is I think this job has broken me

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I ultimately quit watching it first episode. Was just destroying the first book for me and I really liked that book

Is there something about being in healthcare that allows them to delude themselves into believing that common women are lesser

In my late teens I said righteous a lot, but transitioned to right on and cool beans in my twenties and in my mid-thirties now saying sweet deal is this what maturity looks like

I spent more on this plaplate cutter than I did on my high-end airbrush and I am a little ashamed at how infrequently I'm going to be using it

Bajorans didn't have Jesus to save them and I've got a sneaking suspicion that that's why Cardassia mogged them so hard anyway, watching DS9

I submitted an entry into a small local model build comp and had my confidence completely shattered. Judges took it to a point they made me feel like I didn't do a good job. It's been emotionally devastating and I haven't been able to stop obsessing over it. I like, dont want to see the ppl anymore

This is the second competition here in a row that they've disregarded all of my creative elements and rated a very mid diorama over mine. It feels extremely personal like they have it put against me. Everybody outside of the judging panel says the same, idk it just stinks. I'm second guessing myself

And I dont even want to post photos online bc they've made me feel like it's not worthy of anyone's attention, let alone praise. I'm telling yall these ppl made me feel like real dogshit. Anyway, I just needed to put this out there in a place where they won't see it coz I'm fn Goin thru it