Minilla⁷ missing BTS

Reposting my thoughts here in a slightly edited form from what I posted on reddit in a megathread on the whole situation. The discussion both here and there had been invaluable to me, at least when its been done in good faith and not to belittle others for their feelings on this.

As it is, I get a pit in my stomach every time one of them posts on tiktok or ig with a song playing, just hoping it's not him. I'll feel anxious about lives where they play music. And I'm worried about what they're gonna say when they play in Toronto.

Reposting my thoughts here in a slightly edited form from what I posted on reddit in a megathread on the whole situation. The discussion both here and there had been invaluable to me, at least when its been done in good faith and not to belittle others for their feelings on this.

I can now sort of look at clips and photos, although it doesn't feel the same. If they don't double down on this, if they don't make a snippy comment in a live, if they don't play his music again, then I think the trust can slowly grow back. I'll be following them cautiously until then,

Reposting my thoughts here in a slightly edited form from what I posted on reddit in a megathread on the whole situation. The discussion both here and there had been invaluable to me, at least when its been done in good faith and not to belittle others for their feelings on this.

leave us in uncertainty, though. Did they know? Who knows, I'm leaning towards no. Do they know now? Again, who knows. The company must. I think namseok might, but who the hell knows? I would hope they had been made aware of it so they can avoid making this any worse.

Reposting my thoughts here in a slightly edited form from what I posted on reddit in a megathread on the whole situation. The discussion both here and there had been invaluable to me, at least when its been done in good faith and not to belittle others for their feelings on this.

Idk why you would think the people objecting now are the same people who get mad over dating rumours?? It annoys me so much when people conflating these things. That has literally nothing to do with me.

And you know what? No I won't be embarrassed about my reaction or the things I've written here if - IF - a statement comes out to relieve all my doubts and fears. Because I'm operating on the information I have and the morals I hold dear. I have nothing to be ashamed of.

Idk why you would think the people objecting now are the same people who get mad over dating rumours?? It annoys me so much when people conflating these things. That has literally nothing to do with me.

I'm sorry, I just can't let this go without some kind of acknowledgement. Namjoon posting those stories yesterday felt like a raised middle finger, especially the picture of the ARMY. At the VERY LEAST it was incredibly poor judgement. It's been days now and they've given us nothing.

At this point I'm gonna have to decide how long I wait before I have to lose hope. A week? Two weeks?

Seeing Hobi look kind of shaken up in his soundcheck video really got to me ngl. Instead of anger, there is only sadness. But it also gave me hope that this will be resolved.

I'm just so sad. At this point I'm desperate for any acknowledgement but it's just business as usual. At least I hear hobi and joon didn't repost the cb photo (I don't have insta so idk) and like that's something, at least. Normally they would, right?

Normally, my days off would be spent happily basking in all things bangtan. Now I don't know what to do. I feel unmoored.