Icebrrgh

Icebrrgh

@icebrrgh.otter-space.com

18+・Otter・ VHS-Tuber 📼・Mango Juice Connoisseur 🥭🍹 • Maddie Fun-Fur-All Suiter! PFP by Kayphiart Banner by Remulle Welcome to my video store~ 📼 twitch.tv/icebrrgh

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otterpop video shop was thrown out! I do like that one

Icebrrgh@icebrrgh.otter-space.com

I'm hoping to make a new sign for icebrrgh home video, and I was thinking it might be good to also have a new name, I drafted up some ideas, but I'd love to hear what you guys think! Icebrrgh Home Video Icebrrgh’s Video Galaxy Video River Otter this World Video Be Kind Video Ottertainment Video

I'm hoping to make a new sign for icebrrgh home video, and I was thinking it might be good to also have a new name, I drafted up some ideas, but I'd love to hear what you guys think! Icebrrgh Home Video Icebrrgh’s Video Galaxy Video River Otter this World Video Be Kind Video Ottertainment Video

I want to make sure to include elements of icebrrgh, and the typical stripe I use (since my room is painted like that) Also, VC Is gonna be the store mascot even though Icebrrgh will probably be involved, and they look like this if that gives any inspiration

Is it ok to be proud of being trans, but also, wish I wasn't, like at some point it's less about putting myself under the umbrella of being trans and more just always wanting to be born a girl, just from the start. Idk if it makes sense, I know a lot of people are super proud, and I am, but..

Like a lot of my friends are outwardly loud about being trans, and I tried it, but it always felt more like the journey is a personal thing because chances are I won't find widespread acceptance, I'll have to find the acceptance for myself This comes as a 6'7 tall AMAB with a naturally deep voice

I think after this video is done I'm gonna find a script revisor, I just feel like my writing needs some work even though my editing is really good and solid

I'm somewhere between hating how fast paced everything has gotten, and realizing it's important for a modern audience which sucks. Trying to find some, middle space

Actually tempted to do her for iceys costume this year Maybe I'd do it irl too, but don't know if I could pull it off I also eat pizza and garbage so im already in character

Everything in my life feels terrible right now, I'm going through loss in my family, everything that makes me happy feels like it's getting worse, I have no future, my content/art feels pointless and unwanted. I just, I'm really having a hard time to be positive about anything.

Just had some horrible news, taking a while to process it and understand, don't be surprised if I'm a little less active for now. Im alright, just personal family stuff

Anyways, update on the video, i'm trying to create it for myself, pretty much accepting that people won't inherently gaf about it, but having this desire to create regardless of that because I care. If you don't watch it, fine! if you watch it, I hope my enjoyment comes through, my love, ect ect.

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Anyways, update on the video, i'm trying to create it for myself, pretty much accepting that people won't inherently gaf about it, but having this desire to create regardless of that because I care. If you don't watch it, fine! if you watch it, I hope my enjoyment comes through, my love, ect ect.

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Basically put myself on hold to give myself a damn break, almost done playing through and completing control resonant (goty btw) and it's been insanely helpful for me, I just needed to let myself enjoy something, and now i'm more inspired than ever to actually make stuff, I want to create art.

NOW hopefully, when I get back into working, I won't stress out about numbers, or value of time spent ect. ect. but, uh, we'll see really! that's my hope.

Anyways, update on the video, i'm trying to create it for myself, pretty much accepting that people won't inherently gaf about it, but having this desire to create regardless of that because I care. If you don't watch it, fine! if you watch it, I hope my enjoyment comes through, my love, ect ect.

There was a twitter post that kinda went viral, and it helps, knowing that there are people who agree that the kind of "art" i'm making deserves to exist just because I want to make it. People will gravitate if they want it, but that can't be the reason i'm making it.

I don't mean to vent, but if anywhere is to do it it's here, I just want support from the people who have been able to crack the code of not caring what other people think about, well, everything really.

LIke i'm motivated for art, but I also hate my body, and myself more than ever, feeling like i'll never be truly happy, because my happiness is conditional to what other people view me as. It sucks, I want to just make things for me, be me for me, but it just feels like an impossibility.

Icebrrgh@icebrrgh.otter-space.com

Feeling motivated but probably also the most dysphoric i've felt in a long time, fun life is a game of buffs and debuffs but THEY CANCEL OUT WHEN I GET MULTIPLE AT A TIME.

Feeling motivated but probably also the most dysphoric i've felt in a long time, fun life is a game of buffs and debuffs but THEY CANCEL OUT WHEN I GET MULTIPLE AT A TIME.

I think I think im a content machine, but right now it's just me shoving it between classes and other things

Icebrrgh@icebrrgh.otter-space.com

I need to realize that my art, my videos, streams, ect have no expectations of being out, especially if it comes at the expense of my mental health. The video will be ready when it's ready, and I'm sorry that it's taken so long

Hopefully, I'll be able to consolidate, bring people in that might help make things more manageable, eventually! If I want to make YouTube videos more professionally

I need to realize that my art, my videos, streams, ect have no expectations of being out, especially if it comes at the expense of my mental health. The video will be ready when it's ready, and I'm sorry that it's taken so long