Magyk
“there’s gonna be a flounder in the near future” direct quote from @xbunnyyx.bsky.social
this situation has resolved itself by my old (as fuck) laptop breaking and me having to get a new one
I still have a sticker on my laptop from someone who has me blocked. I really need to take it off but I just haven’t. Makes me feel weird every time I see it but it’s been on my laptop for so long it’d be weird without it too. Probably not good for my mental health either
the other thing I wanna say is im tired of seeing the overt ableism in the community towards people with more substantial autism. I don’t think most of it is intentional but it is very hurtful. It doesn’t get mentioned as much as it should but I’ve been a recipient of it and it’s been frustrating
I have to be honest, im completely sick of being autistic. I know I have a reputation for being someone who fails to understand boundaries often, and I can’t even say that reputation isn’t warranted. I just don’t know how to change it. A lot of it is just due to symptoms of autism, and I genuinely
am always trying my hardest to not be that person. I hate nothing more than the fact that I’ve ended up like this where people distrust me or see me as someone who can’t understand social cues, but I don’t know what to do to fix it. I’m trying. I really am. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I’ve hurt people
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Riptide!!! Ty @ihasmagyk.bsky.social and @raptura.bsky.social and @ mudcup for giving my silly idea a chance. I joked we were getting top 16 but getting 17th is actually more than I really expected. thanks everyone for cheering us on and to the teams who mirror-matched! Yall made my weekend.
stuff with everyone but sadly it just didn’t work out. A selfish positive is that some people who I was worried would be problematic or were malicious to me in the past (it’s not who you think) didn’t show up so that was nice! But I had such great interactions with some people who I hadn’t talked to
too too much and that was so great! Just a couple, Osa and Minty, FlyNn and Big Gay and their team (I forget the other two names sorryyy) who will either be LI banned now or in about two weeks because they’re cracked, Slim_Java, Shak who I hadn’t talked to in forever, and others who I can’t remember
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