maria

NEW VIDEO! A long podcast where I talk about my personal life, why I quit YouTube, and other health-related things. This will be the last thing I post. I hope you enjoy listening to it. Much love ❤️ youtu.be/CorCZ7y2rlI

Does anyone have a used RTX card they might wanna ship me? I'll pay shipping. I wanna switch out my 1070 for something newer. IF you're European, shipping will be cheap.

sorry for the silence! i've been hard at work on a gamedev project, including the music and graphics. i won't really be active on these accounts anymore, but i'll update you once i have something to show. any support would help, you can find me on kofi! ko-fi.com/ilmutus

sorry for the radio silence. my health and life have changed a lot. i'm not feeling too well. it was nice knowing some of you folks. but i'm not sure if i wanna have social media at this point.

expressions

The stranger.

lowk there's no actual reason for me to be alive lol. but i have an art project i want to finish and gf who would be sad if i died. but objectively i should end it.

i feel bad that i got a small following from making video essays, when in reality i've been pivoting to music and game development. i just hope people enjoy my work in the future. i feel guilty for not tweeting about anime enough i guess

i voice acted a scene from deltarune :3 youtu.be/0fmk4UbFAfU

after 15 years of saying "yeah i'll get to it", i finally beat MOTHER 2. holy fucking shit dude. perfect game no notes.

the knight who likes roaring

deltarune fanart yayyy

holy fuck man. what a game.

sorry for being inactive. there's been ongoing construction at my place for 2 months and i'm not really in the mood to work right now.

finally played CRITICAL TRIAL. i've been eyeing this game for a while because i love the artstyle. it was excellent. one of the most moving games i've played in a while. super cute too.

hey good news, my psychiatrist changed my meds. hopefully this will make me feel better and i can work again :-)

her hand gets more pawlike everyday

just letting y'all know that i took the patreon down. and i'm ceasing production of videos and things of that nature. i've just been dealing with a lot and after many health concerns i think i'm about ready to stop. i currently don't have a job so idk what i'm gonna do about money but yeah.

hey, i'm not really doing okay anymore. i think i might shut down the patreon and other stuff if that's okay. i'm about ready to call it. i don't know if i can finish the next video.

Had a nice foggy walk home the other morning.

ultraman sneak peek #1

wish i could go back in time and teach david lynch how to use gmod. bet he would've made some crazy ass machinimas

guy who just found some old origami paper voice: many of you would fold in this situation

the new video might take a while to fully edit, since i've been having trouble sleeping and working. i will try to get it out within a reasonable time, but pls be patient.

finally got to the episode where ultraseven gets crucified

what the hell's going on here?

i've been rewatching this recently so i drew some fanart.

Sometimes someone posts "54% of US adults read below a sixth-grade level" with a snide, implicitly self-aggrandising comment attached and it really bubbles my piss juice. Low literacy is a failure of system, not personal responsibility. Nobody chooses to be illiterate.

i have not watched video essays in a long time. my FYP is old camcorder reviews, chemistry vids, and this vietnamese auntie that fixes TVs.

apparently using any footage from the Jissoji-directed "Father of Ultra Q" documentary gets my video blocked globally. but not footage from ultraman... huh