john smith

when i was a teen, i was on grindr a few years too early and old gay men used to invade my boundaries both physically and emotionally. being young and naive, i became a people pleaser to a destructive extent. it was clearly abuse, and im still breaking it down til this day

and i don’t think im rewriting history. i remember being a college student and being so stressed hearing the stories my friend would tell me about my boyfriend, and trying to be polite and respectful by listening and sympathizing anyways. I was people pleasing for an old man, just like in my teens

when i was a teen, i was on grindr a few years too early and old gay men used to invade my boundaries both physically and emotionally. being young and naive, i became a people pleaser to a destructive extent. it was clearly abuse, and im still breaking it down til this day

I spent months, and now have spent years, second guessing my memory of someone i cared so deeply about. Because i have these fun, tender, and wild memories of him that are based on my experience… and then i had this image of him that was cold, cruel even. But he never was cold or cruel to me.

when i was a teen, i was on grindr a few years too early and old gay men used to invade my boundaries both physically and emotionally. being young and naive, i became a people pleaser to a destructive extent. it was clearly abuse, and im still breaking it down til this day

i remember in the moment, being just as confused as everyone around me why my view of my partner was shifting so suddenly. I’m sure it seems like i woke up one day and decided i hated him. But now i know that it is a lot more complicated than that.

when i was a teen, i was on grindr a few years too early and old gay men used to invade my boundaries both physically and emotionally. being young and naive, i became a people pleaser to a destructive extent. it was clearly abuse, and im still breaking it down til this day

My friend had insecurities with his relationship with my boyfriend, and he turned to me to vent and seek advice about them. for months he began oversharing these incredibly distressful stories about my boyfriend. And unfortunately, those stories began to shape my insecurities

when i was a teen, i was on grindr a few years too early and old gay men used to invade my boundaries both physically and emotionally. being young and naive, i became a people pleaser to a destructive extent. it was clearly abuse, and im still breaking it down til this day

it’s something i’ve come to terms with, but when i look back, i thought it ended in college. but im realizing that the pattern continued one more time, and it took something from me that was so much more meaningful than my high school experience ever could’ve been. it cost me the love of my life

when i was a teen, i was on grindr a few years too early and old gay men used to invade my boundaries both physically and emotionally. being young and naive, i became a people pleaser to a destructive extent. it was clearly abuse, and im still breaking it down til this day

brought out my messy italian diva last night like never before

I want to focus less on dating so i’m setting my standards and boundary at: australian with a beard or my ex

Also want to just have a hookup today idk i have work off and it’s been a second. grindr is dry asf where i live but hopefully someone handsome pops up today 🔥

goin to burlesque with new friends tonight… a lil nervous but very excited!

what was that is fun, but after so long from melodrama it would be nice to hear an evolution of that sound rather than an emulation. felt it was too similar

decided to finally watch eulogy from black mirror and damn i really relate to this guy. i destroyed every photo of my ex from sophomore year of college because my heart was so broken and i regret it every day :(

i hope one day i find a letter like his and learn that there was nothing but love… I wish so desperately that relationship went differently. that he felt differently.

decided to finally watch eulogy from black mirror and damn i really relate to this guy. i destroyed every photo of my ex from sophomore year of college because my heart was so broken and i regret it every day :(

Already having the ticket too…. WHAT THE FUCKKKK

decided to finally watch eulogy from black mirror and damn i really relate to this guy. i destroyed every photo of my ex from sophomore year of college because my heart was so broken and i regret it every day :(

i love taking care of my clients at architecture firms but for gods sake, i come in and just watch them basically play planet coaster/sims for 2 hours while getting paid like… 5x i do 😭 smh for the fact that getting into architecture is basically pay to win.