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I feel like I should fake it and get stressed for the holiday. Everyone is adulting and doing their thing being miserable. We need to take control and change this holiday into something better. Make it joyful and bright.

I feel this… My kitchen is on the second floor. After making a few trips up and down my stairs I question if my windyness is normal or from being fat, should I back away from the kitchen or get a snack after I catch my breath.

I’m going to get back into running in 2025… I just wish this goal wasn’t starting so close to eating all these Christmas cookies at the end of 2024. Looks like it will be a rough start. But a fabulous end.

Gets a small inkling to activate my dating profile. First profile-"job and kids come first. I don't have much time for anything else so use my time wisely." Second profile-"I don't want a pen pal or to spend all my time texting. Don't waste my time. I think we are good here. Inkling gone.

One of my biggest wins this year? Scoring two new friends who are down for low-key movie nights in pajamas. No drama, just pure comfort and snacks. That shit is hard at 40!

My mother hacked all over the place like a dirty toddler today. I didn’t want kids. Cover your mouth. Wash your hands. Don’t breathe on me. I’m oil infusing On Guard while drinking lemon ginger tea and doing a germ go away dance. Humans 😑

Beautiful start to the day. Step outside onto the deck, breathe deep the cold winter air, wave to the poor mail man who sees my pjs often.

Alarm clock goes off, I hit snooze and just lay in bed. I hear a snow plow go by and I’m like a child, I fling back my blankets and run for the window. Magical and beautiful! My whole world changed while I slept. #newsnow #newengland #energized

I never joined Twitter. I feel like you all need therapy after the breakup. Your ex comes up a lot and it doesn’t sound like it was a healthy relationship. And boasting about how many followers you have while only having a few engage with your post feels like a bad trait you got from your ex.

The sun doesn’t rise. We rotate and I think that is more amazing and magical to think about. To stand still and physically see it and be aware of it. I dream to find a human who asks me to stay awake and watch us rotate towards the sun. #isthattoomuchtoaskfor 😂

The show Hoarders really got me in gear to toss shit out and clean. My 600lbs life helped me throw out Thanksgiving leftovers and get in a workout. I think I’ll skip the show Love After Lockup… might be taking things too far. …..Naked and Afraid or Drag Race next?

Been on a dry spell from reading but still gathering books to stack up to collect dog hair and dust. The time has come to settle in and find out what’s been waiting for me.

Thankfully my dogs and I didn’t commit any crimes last night. We seem to have left an obvious trail.

Morning 5k Beautiful calm morning doing my mental checklist of what I’d do if I found a dead body in the water as I wobbled by. One thing to be thankful for, found none!