juuni 🦋 white mage 🌷

juuni 🦋 white mage 🌷

@juunibug.bsky.social

(she/her) juuni with a lowercase j! RPG heroine and creator! I love Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Dragon Quest 💗 YouTube Partner ✨ ENG/日本語/조금 한국어 OK 💍Taken❤️ 🌙 https://juunibug.carrd.co 💌: juunibug@gmail.com

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Cheesed to meet you! I'm juuni (30, she/her)✨ 🦋autistic, socially anxious, queer 🦋Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, and Nintendo ↪️10, 8, 6, 4 and 14 are my faves!! 🦋VTuber and IRL creator 🦋sometimes outspoken 🦋real FF heroine 🌈 Find me here! juunibug.carrd.co art by freesiavacadoo!

Do any cosplayers with tattoos have makeup/color correction brands they recommend for covering tattoos? I also just don’t wanna deal with my controlling parents at home either but I also need it for cosplay LOL

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Since my streaming hiatus, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and reflecting of what I want and who I want to be. I’ve also minimized my time in discord servers, including my own for this as well. I have some things I wanna share. 🧵⬇️

Since my streaming hiatus, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and reflecting of what I want and who I want to be. I’ve also minimized my time in discord servers, including my own for this as well. I have some things I wanna share. 🧵⬇️

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I deserve better, not in a numerical way but I deserve respect bc I know my worth as a person and creator. I’m tired of people not considering my feelings, and I know not everything is intentional but I just wish ppl knew words and actions do affect me. I want streaming to be fun again

Thank you for reading. I’ve done a lot of healing where I can be more assertive and feel like I’m allowed to express my displeasure without feeling like a burden. I deserve to take up space in my own stream and community unapologetically

Since my streaming hiatus, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and reflecting of what I want and who I want to be. I’ve also minimized my time in discord servers, including my own for this as well. I have some things I wanna share. 🧵⬇️

I realize in pursuit of giving everyone the benefit of the doubt, I’ve done it to a fault where I’ve allowed people to be unpleasant whether it’s with pushing the envelope with rules, be snarky/passive aggressive, or “erm acksually-ing” me or other viewers and it’s made me wanna quit

I’ve also felt drained trying to give everything I have to streams and feeling like I’m just a second option. Ppl point out when other streamers go live, announce they’re leaving to go live, bringing up other streamers’ playthroughs during my own unprompted. I don’t deserve that.

Hilarious the moment I start standing up for myself, internet people insult me and say I should be the bigger person. Honestly, I think it means I’m doing something right bc people need to stop posting rude shit without consequences IMO

My rogue cosplay came and I look so cute in it but it’s really small. I used the size chart and thought it’d be a little larger but it’s hard to move in! I’m so bummed bc I look hot as her ugh!!!

I’m watching a video talking about how “bean soup” is getting stronger more and as someone who’s been on the receiving end, it’s very frustrating “Why didn’t you mention my favorite character in your meme?” “You talk about FF8 you must hate FF7” “why didn’t you bring up my favorite game?”

It’s impossible for people to consider every single opinion ever when making content. We can only speak for ourselves. It’s similar to how gamers get annoyed watching people play and don’t play the exact way they do “what about me me me me?” NO NO NO

Can I be vulnerable for a second? Debated sharing this bc I don’t always feel comfy sharing family matters But I tried to put a feeler out for a tattoo with my mom and I knew she’d be unhappy, but I’ve learned she’s furious about this whole ordeal and says it’s “blatant disrespect”

I’m still gonna get it but cover it up because I feel like I’m 30 years old and I want my body autonomy. It’s not hurting anyone either so I don’t understand. All of my friends and siblings have been supportive, but it’s given me anxiety and ✨religious guilt✨ you know? Anyone been thru similar?

I just think it’s so smarmy when people demean others online with “I’m employed so I’m better than you” and assume everyone is chronically online for knowing internet happenings! Shut up!! You can inquire pleasantly!! A concept I know

Korea loves the nightlife and I’m not built for it bc what do you mean I’m at Costco at 9 pm and it’s packed?? What do you mean we’re eating two dinners and getting coffee at 10 pm?! HELP

If you told me 10 years ago I’d be having heart to heart chats with my brother over dinner, beer, and baskin robbins I think I would’ve been super shocked lol It’s nice our relationship is better now!!!

Personal opinion I am not a fan of streams that are open discord calls, it feels exclusionary as a chatter and often times you get ignored by everyone in the call so I kinda feel awkward and just quietly leave 🥲

Anyways sorry I complain so much about FF8 negativity, it’s just frustrating and ppl say “just block them” it’s endless. It doesn’t stop. I post memes and people take it as an invitation to be a dick, I don’t do anything to warrant it.

Man accused me of only playing FF7-10 and said because I like FF8 I don’t know what I’m talking about despite me saying I’ve played 1-10 and 14! I’m so tired of these dumbasses saying “you don’t have a clue what you’re talking about” why don’t you eat my ass!