Kibure

Rough day to be me.

Today is an incredibly bad pain day. Trying hard not to make it my family's problem.

This is one of those days where it is very hard not to give up.

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Today i am not ok. And I don't really know what to do.

I miss home.

Depression, especially when you are disabled, can get very expensive.

I decided to do a total rework of my book. Help me....

I know i moved to Texas willingly but this heat feels like it wants to do me in. When I was a kid I didn't have the issues I have now and this heat is literally making me very sick. This move was a bad idea. I like my job but I miss home.

I am starting to think that maybe moving here was a really bad idea weather wise. I was not aware the heat would cause me go feel so terrible.

I am getting so tired of everything being a fight. Aetna please just cover another month....

Today is just one of those days where the pain is so much you feel absolutely no joy in anything.

Hello, I have an autistic child that I am taking to a residential treatment facility on May 7th. Please don't judge, this is what is best for him. However I would like to take him somewhere fun before his admission. We will be near #Austin The cidercade was brought up to me. Is it a decent place?

Husband is thinking of playing WOW again, and loudly wondered why we stopped playing around when Mists of Pandaria came out.i told him it was because it came out in 2012. He asked what was so significant about that year. Y'all that was the year my oldest son was born.

@figmentpudding.com how are you? How is your dad?

I had to reinstall windows on my PC. I decided just after that to try and work on the last thing to my book being done, the cover. Despite the shitstorm that is my life and trying to keep myself from crying a lot I wanted it to be done. I have none of the programs installed. Damnit.

Whelp, my life is hell. I am debating going into the whole issue, but that might just stir up people i don't care to talk to. Then again, this isn't X and I really need to talk to someone. Choices, choices...

Really tough being alive right now. Barely holding together.

My brain is far too noisy lately

I am really, really unhappy with the amount of free time I have lately. And what i do get I am often in so much pain I can't use the time. Bedtime snail edits are mostly done. I just need to fix the cover. But it has been in that state for almost six months. 😕

Today is one of those really rough days.

Proof copy has arrived! And already being marked up for changes. LOL.

Today is a bad pain day. Which is great because I not only get to close my store but also open it up again tomorrow. Also pondering a potential major life change. Can't do anything by halves, can I?

My employer accidentally reported i make 5x what I actually make. Now Supplemental security isn't helping this month, when I really need it. Great....

Made my inability to sleep productive. Finished the cover to Bedtime Snail to my liking. Uploaded it and publishing it through KDP. Not the best choice but it's what I went with right now. Ordered my proof copies, and have to say I am pretty excited.

I very much know that having to stop school like I did is fixable. However at thr moment it sure as hell doesn't feel like it.

Had to withdraw from classes today. Since I messed up over the summer semester and failed Math and got a D+ in my accounting class I don't have the grades to sustain my grant so I can't afford school again. I really tried this time....

Best thing to come of tonight though? Proof copies of my book ordered. So what if I self published? I will find a way to make it work this time!

Having a really tough time tonight, having to come to terms with the fact that I may have to drop out of school again for the time being. I really don't like that and I really don't want to do it. But I can't afford to pay out of pocket and I really miffed it last semester.

Am sitting here annoyedly crocheting a baby blanket trying to will myself not to be as sick as I am and hoping the KDP website will cooperate because book is done except for cover issues and I just want to get it out there already. Hmph....

Just 13 pages left. Phew.... Who knew a children's book was so difficult (everyone... everyone knows books are difficult. I am being sarcastic.)

Today's struggles produced this. :)

For some reason this little dude is giving me so much trouble tonight.

Totally excited because very soon I will be able to bring a story that my husband has been telling to our kids to life and it will be able to entertain other children. Soon everyone can know Snailio and read Bedtime Snail!

Have something interesting coming out of the pipeline soon. Here is a teaser.

My 13 year old autistic son is being bullied by kids (and adults!) in the mobile home park we live in. There is even a video. I can't afford to move again. I don't know what to do.

For someone studying accounting, I really hate Algebra. 😆

Just got told my position is not a good fit for me and I need to find a new one. 😓

I am home from work today because I am not feeling well and I hate calling off. But the pain is just too much. Most days I can handle everything just fine but add extra (like pulling a tooth) to my normal pain and I lose my grip.

Today felt like a mini-disaster. In reality it was mostly my doctor saying he can't do much for me because I am in specialist territory. The crash really ruined my life.

Life went hard mode recently. Has anyone figured out how to turn down the difficulty?

Things are difficult. My phone died, so hubby kindly gave me his but it seems unfair as he is so careful with his. Hoping to get a new phone when the Samsung Fold 6 comes out. 😞 I sincerely hope everyone is having better days than me. It has been a rough year.

Recovering from surgery sucks. I am so sore. And just found out cannot go back to work until 5/30 at the earliest. My poor wallet.

Whelp, I am in the hospital...

Spent mothers day in the ER to find out I need my gallbladder removed but not so urgently that they did it there. Now to figure out how I am gonna afford being out of work for recover which the ER doc said was 2 weeks?

They came out adorable! Pet safe peanut butter paw prints. And they taste great. So if you eat them and slip a bite to your canine friend they will be okay. And yes, I made sure the peanut butter had no xylitol!

Despite being sick, I passed my first semester back at school with a high B. Right after that I ran into a candy customer. Her husband has alzheimer's and will forget what the dog can and cannot eat. So I made her Peanut Butter Paw Prints - a candy her husband can give to the dog safely.

Been super sick lately. Also may have something crazy going on. So life is unstable at the moment. Good news is the book of bad parents is well on its way to being done. Hope to have it out by the end of the year.