Kivan

19 Aug

As I am still looking for work, I'm sorry I must fundraise for Sept rent. If you know of any jobs in PDX that will not physically break my body (bad knee + shoulder) please let me know. Thank you. paypal.me/kivabay cashapp $kivabay ko-fi.com/kivabay/goal... #mutualaid #MAboost #helpsky #MADboost

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30 Aug

I did some more expressions so I can try to actually get his face more consistent, just some doodles

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1 Sept

They're amateur paranormal investigators

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19 Sept

If you see this, post your green art

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If you see this, post your green art

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I love them (Seyon is @chelody.bsky.social character)

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18 Sept

One of my OCs and one of @chelody.bsky.social OCs

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Wives

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18 Sept

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I'm also enjoying it without my attempts at shading lol

I also was given a foam sword. This is... totally on point for me.

My neighbor friends just gave me a tmnt piggybank and I'm so happy I'm losing it

I'm sorry but no. Why do you love me so well? I'm furious but happy

I love them. I have to clean out my closets and I have gifts they can take. This is so lovely. I'm so touched Ry remembered I fucking love TMNT.

I MUST. Leeks and parsnips is god tier, I never considered it

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Ok this really yummy and will fix me Recipe in the next posts:

Was rereading my notes to myself from 2020 and it's actually a miracle I didn't kill myself

Things are hard right now but they were worse then and I know they'll get better again someday

I wouldn't say I'm particularly loving life right now. But I'm glad I didn't kill myself. I'm glad I left a record so I can look back and remember what I survived

Was rereading my notes to myself from 2020 and it's actually a miracle I didn't kill myself

And if I had, I'd have missed out on some great moments. I'm struggling with being suicidal again now but I'm trying to remind myself how much worse it was before. How I would have missed out on so many friends and so much love

I could explode with pride. My neighbor friend in my group on Outlier beat me today. I am bursting with pride. I'm so fucking delighted, dude. This is what highschool football coaches feel like.

Our local neighborhood team is consistently in the top ten on the global leaderboard. This is the first day I haven't finished in first place. I'm literally bursting with pride. I just could cry I'm so happy about it. Damn. We are so fucking weird about words.

It means he's as weird about this as I am. I could fucking soar.

Did I mention that I hated the new Carrie series so much that it's retroactively making me dislike other Flanagan projects that I used to love?

I hate it bsky.app/profile/kiva...

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I think one of the meanest but vaguest things I can say about this adaptation is that I bet King fucking loves it

I need to stress: taking away Carrie's agency in the prom night scene is infantilizing and infuriating and cowardly. I hate this

Did I mention that I hated the new Carrie series so much that it's retroactively making me dislike other Flanagan projects that I used to love?

I'm so mad still

I get why we had this push for "actually you can understand why this fmc did this" with stuff like Cruella and Maleficent but like Carrie was already monstrous and sympathetic. I just despise this

Did I mention that I hated the new Carrie series so much that it's retroactively making me dislike other Flanagan projects that I used to love?

Hell, even the impulse to include Ghost Dad Visions feels like a way to remove agency and villainy from Margaret, who is WEIRDLY softened in this compared to the book

I'm sorry I'm still on this, how do you make the school shooter connection in ep 1 and then never follow through because you can't actually engage with the monstrous female character archetype like no. No. I'm so angry at the production and the audience lack of media literacy

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I need to start raising rent. I have no idea how bad things are going to be with patreon next month. I genuinely do not know if I will be able to keep my apartment after next month or if I'll need to find a place to live. Any small bit or share helps #mutualaid #helpsky #urgentneed

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Unfortunately I am still looking for work and dealing with health problems and uncertain how I'll pay November rent let alone get to stay in my apartment. I still need to pay $185 for my power bill. Anything helps #helpsky #mutualaid paypal.me/kivabay Cashapp $kivabay

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Trying to raise $40 more today to stay on track to pay rent on time

Did I mention that I hated the new Carrie series so much that it's retroactively making me dislike other Flanagan projects that I used to love?

Like not to be that guy but I actually think taking away Carrie's agency and making her this pure, blameless victim who has never had a violent or selfish thought ever is actually crazy misogyny

Also get your OCs out of here. Fucking xmen ass plotline I s2g

Did I mention that I hated the new Carrie series so much that it's retroactively making me dislike other Flanagan projects that I used to love?

I've always had sympathy for Carrie as a character, but I think if you need to cast a pretty actress you want to protect and also keep Carrie from ever purposefully doing anything that might make the audience uncomfortable that kinda reveals more about you than the character

Anyway my new nightmare is Flanagan doing a Sharp Objects adaptation lol I have truly become a hater

Did I mention that I hated the new Carrie series so much that it's retroactively making me dislike other Flanagan projects that I used to love?