KnightHawk🦅

KnightHawk🦅

@knighthawk899.bsky.social

AuDHD/MCAS/EDS 30s/Disabled & Chronically ill Movies/Comedy/LOTR/Video Games/History ♿ Disabled Ally&Advocate♿+Politics Needs of the disabled are not being met in the US, let's change that!! Tell Congress to raise SSI above poverty line! My tip jar 👇🩵

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I did the thing Interests: Star Wars Lord of the Rings Fallout Bioshock Call of Duty Assassin's Creed (og ones only) Darksiders 2 Dragon Age Warcraft 1-3 Starcraft Command and Conquer Silo (apple TV) Death love and Robots Geology WW2 documentaries History South Park Christmas Vacation #promosky

Going to take a break from Blue Sky until like hopefully get some stuff sorted out of my life here. I don't have the spoons to read about politics right now my life has got too much going on as it is trying to find a house that I can actually live in with my disabilities, so far none!

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Not gonna lie, this has got me feeling a bit down today. If you could send me animal pics or pretty gifs or pics, positive vibes, that would be make me feel a bit better.

Some people have this idea that the world is split into the "strong" people (who control their fate) and the "weak" (who just didn't work hard enough) This creates an illusion of safety. If a person believes strength shields them from pain,vulnerability, or failure, they cling to dominance as armor

Tonight I thought I'd double check some of the papers I had got out of my house to see if they stilled smelled like metal and burnt my throat, lungs, and everything. Snd yeah instantly regretted that. Had major #MCAS flare after that! Did my nebulizer and took shower and I'm still feeling shitty.

For context : had new heating and air system installed in my house I had lived in for 10 years and somehow they did something wrong and this bad metallic, almost pine smelling chemical (maybe from soddering) got released and contaminated everything I own. I still don't know what's next exactly.

Trying to find new place to live but so far no luck! I don't know what is gonna happen or how I'm gonna get through this situation... Still need to go over to my house and figure out what I can I salvage and how to clean the things I can.

It's hard for people to understand that there are things you can't work your way out of. In an age where so many problems are fixable just by watching a short video, it can feel like we can solve every problem we and everyone has!

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People feel justified in treating disabled people (especially young men who look healthy from the outside) like garbage. There is no winning. If you advocate and stand up for yourself you'll be labeled difficult or some other crap. If you try to not ruffle feathers, you'll be walked all over.

I say all of this to offer a window into some of the daily struggles of my life, and millions of others living with disabilities. 1 out of 4 people has a disability. Judging other people says nothing about them, but it says everything about the person doing the judging. We deserve respect.

It's hard for people to understand that there are things you can't work your way out of. In an age where so many problems are fixable just by watching a short video, it can feel like we can solve every problem we and everyone has!

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It's not something anyone can see. I don't have anything visibly obvious. I'm sure there's a lot of people who think I'm a simply a hyper sensitive person or some crap like that. I get so tired of having my daily reality questioned. I just want to be treated with respect I deserve.

I get treated like a useless eater, lazy, irresponsible or insert mean thing. Just never ending cascade from all sides coming at ya. Your government, family, community, doctors, nurses, office space, businesses, insurance

It's hard for people to understand that there are things you can't work your way out of. In an age where so many problems are fixable just by watching a short video, it can feel like we can solve every problem we and everyone has!

If there was a simple video I could watch and the follow steps for a month or even a year to get me all fixed up and 100% free of all of my disabilities, I'd do it. It hurts me so bad to sit down and do simple things like sit on a toilet seat. Hurts at a level that would make avg person cry.

So yeah I don't know know I'm gonna find a place to live. I can't find a single family home one bedroom house anywhere in my area. With my severe Allergies, there's no way I can live in an apartment building with shared vents, people cooking things I'm allergic too around me.

Not gonna lie, this has got me feeling a bit down today. If you could send me animal pics or pretty gifs or pics, positive vibes, that would be make me feel a bit better.

Another word that's ableist. therollingexplorer.com/ableist-lang...

therollingexplorer.comAbleist Language To Avoid And Acceptable Alternatives – Idiot and IdioticToday’s words are “idiot and idiotic.” Keep reading to learn why these words are inherently ableist and discover alternatives you can begin to use in their place.
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Ok, I stand corrected. After doing some digging the word moron actually has a much worse history than I realized. I thought it was harmless term very benign. I was wrong. Gonna make sure to not use that word and do more research on this! #Disability www.merriam-webster.com/wordplay/mor...

Republicans keep wanting to make gay jokes about Democrats. Meanwhile, Trump is saying the gayest shit anyone has ever said in the history of politics during political events and the main stream media is not even bringing it up!

HEALTH POST This Cromolyn Sodium on the nebulizer is the best thing for my lungs omg. When my lungs start burning or twitching after being exposed to something, if I'm home I'll just fire up my nebulizer! And in 15 minutes I can breathe with less pain! #MCAS #Nebulizer #Disability

Tonight's #HalloweenMovie is (pause for effect) Ernest Scared Stupid, starring Jim Varney RIP 🙏🏻 Classic Halloween movie if you've never seen it you're missing out!

The fraud is coming from inside the house. People like Dick Scott from florida. They're wanting to make scapegoats and keep people's focus on the ones who are really screwing people over. The rich republican bastards! #Missouri #SNAP www.dailyjournalonline.com/news/governo...

dailyjournalonline.comGovernor Kehoe Announces Operation Show-Me the MoneyMissouri launches Operation Show-Me the Money with federal partners to identify, investigate and prosecute fraud in taxpayer-funded benefit programs.

Gonna start unfollowing people who keep making diaper jokes

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Ok folks, [pulls up chair] It's time to stop making fun of trump for wearing a diaper. It's ableist. Extremely ableist. There's many good people who suffer from conditions that causes them to need a diaper and they don't want to be made fun of for that

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Dear People On Medicare, BEFORE YOU VOTE. It is Medicare Open Enrollement, go to medicare.gov & check your Part D RX plan for 2027 vs. 2026. Mine went up 3x the amount in a YEAR. That is because of Donald Trump & RFK Jr. and Dr. Oz REMEMBER that when you CAST your BALLOT!🗳️💙

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I think at this point we need to have a pledge that we require every Congressman to sign that they are going to fix Social Security disability and SSI. We don't get talked about at all, we get talked about the least of anybody. Nobody gives a shit. Do we deserve dignity or not?!

Tried to go see a new dentist today. When I scheduled the appointment they said I was all good to go. When I got there they said they couldn't do the exam because my insurance only covers the type of exam they want to do every 3 years. The lady at the front desk was on some power trip. 0/10

So then had to do three way call with my insurance with the rude lady again who kept talking in a condascending tone "As I said earlier your insurance won't cover that exam we need to do for two more years." Well, I need a dentist so what else can we do. I had to her job for her. Hours of my time😒

Haven't had any movement on this.

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Folks I know times are tough for everybody right now. I think Disabled people are being hit particularly hard right now. We can't go work another better career If the government doesn't give us enough to survive, we unfortunately have to rely on other people's goodwill❤️‍🩹 $Venmo @KnightHawk899

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I guess we're all having trouble sleeping tonight looks like. Remember to not be too hard on yourself! We have a racist, rapist, disabled mocking, pedophile, glutton, self absorbed megalomaniac, unqualified dude in the White House. Nothing makes sense. It's okay to not feel great right now❤️‍🩹

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Please don’t judge disabled people for staying in abusive relationships. You can’t imagine the terror of being financially and/or physically dependent on someone for survival. There’s no one to step in and rescue us. This is why disabled people have higher rates of abuse. We can’t escape.

I'm not in a cult. If the person from the Democrat Party does things I don't like and Promises to fix things to help me survive better and doesn't follow through on them. I'm going to call them out on it. I'm not in a cult

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