Communications

You make a lot of x-rated content but you do it while pretending to be a woman. I’ve always been confused about this because you seem like you hate women who do that.

Something I’ve noticed about you is that you have stronger RSD than anyone I’ve ever met. Any hint of rejection or abrasion and you’re like “I WAS GONNA REJECT YOU FIRST.NO I HATE *YOU*” I think it’s tied to the anger thing but I can’t make assumptions.

I keep being like “why am I not more sad” and I realized that it was just easier for me to act like it was a solved problem. The feeling I have is more like the feeling I get when I realize I forgot to get something important while grocery shopping than a feeling of great loss.

Happy that I feel detached. Happy to know I’ll be fine either way. Happy to have opportunities for joy without needing to control everything. Life is good and God is ever good-er.

Today I am content

I really wanna make Bible time be a pre-requisite for my yappage. Like, it’d be cool if I did not start writing at all in a day until after Bible study. First thing in the morning and last thing at night feels like a good line of action.

Omg I lost my phone all day lmao. 😂 IT IS FOUND. What on earth would the internet do if it wasn’t privy to my every passing thought and unsolicited yappage. Crisis averted 💀

Boy why are you so amazing tho

I think i might be able to time choosing a gig with Halloween. I’m just going to stay quiet about it but I think I can pull it off

I will reiterate that I strongly appreciate that western formal just kind of decided you could wear cowboy boots with dresses. Like. They kind of just forced it into being okay. My feet appreciate that.

I bet you clean up *so* well.

Wow I am pleasantly surprised at how sentimental I can get about you in sentimental settings. Gross.

Omfg I miss you

You make me happy

I wonder how your day was today. I miss you all the time. You make me happy. I smile a lot when I think about you. That is all.

What’s on this man’s mind today? How can I be supportive for him today? I neeeddddddd to get caught up on his writing (all of it). I love reading his work. I am strongly considering getting a whole corpus of his writing printed out so I can annotate the pages and feel close to him when I crave it.

Daddy ur so hot and cool, why are you so cool and hot. Do you have a license to be that cool & hot? Because if notftt It’s horny-himbo hot boi jail for u 💀 if you’re tough and a cool athlete and a warboy who never loses his cool 😎 you can have conjugal visits, at least.

I keep telling people I hope to someday have a full sleeve on one arm so that we can kinda match. Hold hands on the tattoo side when we have to be tough, hold hands on the other side when we can be soft.