lillie

lillie

@lillie.garden

29, he/him transfem. disabled streamer. mom of @smeemos on tumblr

150 followers53 following142 posts

since i got banned on twitch for " " (being a trans woman on the internet) ive been trying hard 2 reach youtube partner milestones & make it a viable platform for me, but they're doubling the watch time requirement next year to 8000 hours. ive got the current one, but just need to reach 1k subs!

youtube.comLilliesleepy sheepy ramboy jester disabled transfem vtuber i stream a lot of retro & indie stuff. currently "indefinitely suspended" on twitch with no explanation so im streaming here !

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reminder: when black transfems do activism, calling them "hostile" & "violent" are, for all intents & purposes anti-black slurs. not even dog whistles. just straight up slurs. that pattern is old and we know you just wanna call us Sapphire caricatures or an ABW.

like if you spend your entire time talking down to a woman of colour and end it with "Try and take care of yourself." it's pretty clear you're being fucking racist and don't genuinely mean that shit in good faith? lol?

"hi my name is Bluesky Liberal and i think that making people uncomfortable is worse than active complicity in genocide"

like let me make it perfectly clear: even if I was unbanned from twitch, for, again, " ", I would still stream to kick too.

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"oh see I think that kick would be worse if they could!!!!" yeah I think project nimbus dot tv is actively doing more harm, daily, than whatever you think about a website you don't fucking use.

and this is, again, crucially, not even advocating to Not Use Twitch. y'all are just fuckinggggg liberals with no materialist analysis capabilities whatsoever.

like let me make it perfectly clear: even if I was unbanned from twitch, for, again, " ", I would still stream to kick too.

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Meanwhile on twitch they're like. organized, and comfortable, and infiltrating your spaces silently before getting you and multiple people you know banned off the platform if not worse.

and that's not, again, even taking into account twitch's complicity as an amazon company in active fucking genocide. but making you Feel Icky because you Think, no see you "think", is worse, obviously.

like let me make it perfectly clear: even if I was unbanned from twitch, for, again, " ", I would still stream to kick too.

I see hate raids happen on twitch regularly. I see organized, material harm happening to trans women on twitch, regularly. In 8 months, I've seen none of that on kick.

Legitimately the worst we get is some loser follows you, you or your mods see that the username is "CHUDZILLA1488" and you ban them. Oh they sent a message before you banned them? It got caught by automod anyways.

really cool seeing every day someone following me being like "i actually think you and what you are doing is DISGUSTING but im just ~polite~ about it" like genuinely hey if you think "nobody should stream to kick" because its sooo yucky but twitch is fine, leave me aloneeeeee jfc

like me jokingly saying uninstall twitch is, like, a joke, i was directly quoting another post but removed one of the two images they posted, but you should, if you are able to stream to twitch, stream to other platforms as well. even if you don't "perform as well" like holy shit are you stupid

im so appreciative of twitch dot tv for OFFICIALLY adding the "im mad at twitch!" button that allows me to express my distaste in their decisions without having to leave their platform or divest from them in any way! it was really considerate of them!

like genuinely i cannot believe y'all are falling for this blatant PR stunt. the disclaimer itself states, explicitly, that they're still using your data in AI training! just not for this One Specific Generative Model.

can't wait for twitch to turn their One Specific AI Model to off-by-default and have every person who Posted Good be like "we did it gang! we really showed Project Nimbus who's boss with our good posting!"