lilybwees 🐝🪫

schedule for this weekend!!! galactic racer, on yt as always but also now on twitch!! same username as everywhere ive been unpacking and assembling furniture and dealing with the new kitten but hopefully should be back to a consistent schedule either next week or the week after

in an hour, more star wars galactic racer!! on the twitch and the youtubes gonna earn my place as sebulba's apprentice by setting record kill counts on the track

i'm back! vtweeting arc is finally over. i am sorry in advance for forgetting how to stream saturday, 10am pst 1pm est on the yt, star wars galactic racer!!! i've been so upset i haven't been able to play yet. also talking abt the move, kitten, health, and future streams! !! !!!

Samus & Kirby

An announcement for the indefinite future.

At 1:30pm ET, 11:30 pm PT (bit delayed due to health stuff) trying out Star Wars Zero Company! I know very little about the clone wars besides the movie and that one tartakovsky cartoon but that's not going to stop me from sending vtubers into the meat grinder On the Youtubes

1pm et, (re)starting the msq in ff14!! i last played this game in 2021. i have over 400 hours and never made it to heavensward. im not a rper or anything I genuinely don't know what happened here, but I barely remember any of the story so let's start again from the beginning

pain got really bad last night so going to be pushing back final fantasy to tomorrow instead 🙇‍♀️

I actually didn't end up yapping much, the game was too engrossing lol. thank you to everyone who came!! funny little bite size game for under five bucks. a bit too repetitive for me to want to go back to but what's there is really fun, check it out if you can ff14 tomorrow!

in a bit over half an hour, 130 pm et, slayblade! beyblade roguelike beyblade roguelike beyblade roguelike also prob a bit of yapping about the current health situation and my upcoming move and the star wars comic franchise because been reading a lot of star wars comics fsr

I am ill to say the least but I'm going a little stir crazy hours so gorilla week!!! streaming ff14 whenever I'm alive enough to do so (I last did 2.x like 5 years ago so we're starting over) and slayblade!!! no watchalongs bc i uh have no glasses and im waiting on a new pair

heh.. unlike most people, i dont fall for the "yuri bait" these gachga games are shovelign out. (card of two girls standing next to each other is announced) oh ffuck they are ahaving gay sex

with the new imaging we might actually have found the problem and in a couple months I might finally be pain-free after 2 years long miserable of this... still too long but that's a light at least 🥹

pain is extremely bad so still short term semi-hiatus but good: bloodwork tomorrow, MRI next week, nuclear imaging the week after, we should pretty definitively know what's wrong pretty soon bad: completely forgot to ask for pain meds in all of that 💀

no watchalong tomorrow I'm sorry. things are bad.

pain is much better than yesterday so gonna do a stream in an hour at 2pm et! star wars: jedi fallen order! that game where i am constantly getting lost and fighting with the controls and modern game design. but the droids are really cute even if cal kestis is insanely chopped

schedule! health is not good so we're gonna play it by ear this week! probably gonna try jedi fallen order again and see if i can figure out modern game design. maybe some minit??? but this sunday we're doing another watchalong, 1pm et! empire strikes back, the bset star war

thank you everyone who came!! it meant a lot to see so many people show up... im sorry for the downer vibes towards the end... I had been in pretty bad pain and was trying to hide it and it kinda wore on me but smalldog is a treasure and you all spoiled me rotten so ty... 🥹

HAVING TO PUSH BACK BY AN HOUR we have had every technical difficulty possible and now we're having to switch to the wii version??????? which says a lot about modern pc gaming I think

BIRTHDAY STREAM!! in an hour 1pm et lego star wars the complete saga with my dearly beloved ex-girlfriend/bestie/landlord/mane-san, smalldog, who despite what pomu rainpuff might think is not literally a small dog, just kinda short she only plays the sims so she is nervous

in about an hour at 1pm et!! star wars knights of the old republic 2 where, having finally finished the tutorial, we investigate the evils of capitalism and the local branch of the mafia in order to find our beloved droid, t3-m4. also we keep hearing the dark side stinger

it's my birthday week i guess??? schedule wed: kotor 2 but we're past the tutorial for real and trying to find my droid son/dog sat: birthday stream!!! playing lego star wars with smalldog, my roommate/exgf/landlord/bff sun: star wars iv: a new hope watchalong!! in the discord

going to have to cancel stream and push back Lego Star Wars to next week.. I got three streams done this week at least but it is really starting to feel like health is a losing battle at this point I'll bring smalldog along and force her to do co-op though to make up for it 🥹

in an hour, 1pm et!! KOTOR 2!!! after like 6 hours of tutorial we can play the game proper maybe (everyone just installs a mod to skip this part apparently) also we we were rude to someone who kept trying to get in our pants and i guess we're evil now. also droids or smth

in a bit over an hour, 1pm et on the yt! my first time trying out star wars: dark forces!! all i know is it's basically the star wars franchise's answer to doom but people seem to really like it so im excited! also it's 100f out so locking myself in the basement sounds appealing

had to push it back bc technical difficulties but starting in 5 minutes!!!

in about 40 minutes!! 1pm est. star wars jedi: fallen order on yt i know nothing about this game besides it's like a soulslike or something but the droid is cute and that's enough for me pain is really bad so might be a lil subdued but i wanna play star wars damnit

"im finally feeling better so im excited to stream :D" i am now in excruciating pain in one of the surgical sites 🥹 still going to stream today but definitely calling the hospital tomorrow

pushing back Tuesday's Dark Forces stream to Wednesday for no reason in particular

less sick so star wars week!!! schedule for 6/29 star wars but dark souls star wars but doom star wars but it's a text-heavy rpg which is really hard for me to stream but im doing my best and hopefully it'll be enjoyable!!! star wars but lego on yt as always!

REPOSTED ART OF HER BEFORE POSTING THIS! OOPS! Inspired by a convo in mintcord @tnurg.bsky.social drew this up and surprised me with her the other day!!! Her name is Weepin Belle The drooly face is so peak design and glasses+freckles are IMPORTANT!!!

in an hour! 1pmish et continuing to tank my channel with SHMUPs!! this one is a mechamusume bullet hell rail shooter with yuri i think youtube.com/live/TNBHqJS...

ikaruga at 2pm et!! this one is apparently kamige or something pushing back by an hour because I've been on the phone getting Medicaid figured out since 9 a.m. 🫠

I passed out right after stream but thank you everyone for coming!!! definitely struggling a bit about how to best stream an rpg like this but I had a lot of fun and apparently the part we played was the worst most boring biggest slog in the game so I'm excited to play more!!!

i might have been fixating on droids and star wars and props and puppetry ever since mando so feeding that hyperfixation with KOTOR II! ive never played either of the games but was informed this one is fine standalone and will probably hit me like crack, so in an hour! youtube.com/live/RhEo3zH...

SCHEDULE TAKE TWO!!!! i mightve gotten sick and it mightve been bad but. this time!!! kotor II and then some shmups that look neat!! on yt as always

kotor tomorrow I'm sorry

privating stream I'm sorry the pain got really really bad and was making what's already kind of a difficult and frustrating game actively unpleasant looking forward to kotor this weekend at least...

in 15!!! 3pm et there's a ouse i love ouse youtube.com/live/2jLaN30...

pushing back today's stream by two hours to 3pm!! I've been super dizzy and light-headed this morning so hoping for that to subside a little pretty sure this is just lingering effects and not something new at least...

"im back! im no longer sick and can stream again" take two. this time for real i hope mina the hollower, and first time ever playing KOTOR 2!! people said I can start with the 2nd one and i'm kinda in a star wars mood after grogu

so i had never bothered getting my name legally changed and have actually been going by a THIRD name different from Lily and my deadname until now. but my mom almost named me Lily when I was born and told me that's what I should use, so hi. im Lily now i guess

I feel like this late in the process I shouldn't still be getting pain around the surgery sites 🙃

just you wait once they cut off my balls my evil eunuch powers will be unmatched

things are still not great and I have been gently scolded by my mom and my roommate so going to be contacting a doctor and getting some meds fixed hopefully soon hoping to at least stream tomorrow still but... orz

my health has been bad since yesterday and this morning has not been better so going to be pushing the co-working stream to tomorrow 🙇‍♀️

is it normal for your glasses to be covered in galvanic corrosion asking for a friend