sydney

sydney

@lizardqt.bsky.social

30. it/she. the universe, dreaming of itself

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the gundam posting will continue until morale improves or until morale gets worse or until i find something else to fixate on

"uh oh" - girl who thought this would be a fun way to spend a day or two and is probably about to spend multiple hundreds of dollars on plastic over the next few years

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"uh oh" - girl who thought this would be a fun way to spend a day or two and is probably about to spend multiple hundreds of dollars on plastic over the next few years

do you think george thorogood was trying to shake off the curse of nominative determinism when he wrote bad to the bone

ok i am a noted philips hater so this should by all rights be a W, but. why are the screw heads on my frying pan's handle *torx*, of all things

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ok i am a noted philips hater so this should by all rights be a W, but. why are the screw heads on my frying pan's handle *torx*, of all things

no hate to torx, it's a solid design. but why there. what's the purpose. how many people are going to have a torx bit lying around when their panhandle starts to get loose

ok so now that i am revisiting these thoughts in the cold light of day and with a good night's sleep i have to issue a mea culpa. i shouldn't have said "kind of". she's beautiful and i need her. huey desperately wanting to fuck the robot is the most relatable thing about him

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sahelanthropus: kind of a stone cold baddie??? 😍 (2/2)

going through MGSV again because i got the itch for its extremely fluid open-world sneaking, and i've been noticing a particular thing i don't think i've ever really seen come up in all the discourse surrounding that game, on release or since. so i wanted to put down my thoughts! (1/?)

some friends put on a crafts night and this was one of the first things i did. i promise i draw meaningful things sometimes too but i probably shouldn't have access to a button maker

camped in the shadow of celeste mountain over the weekend. didn't get an air dash or confront myself but did get a lot of time to relax and spend with some of my favourite people in a beautiful mountain valley (that i didn't take any really good pictures of)

in case it's not obvious, this seems cool as hell, it's just a really funny phrase. also i am a dragon lesbian so i am unfortunately not the target audience 😔

sudden, mysterious, and debilitating lower back pain, i know there's no good time for you to show up, but did you really have to pay me a visit *today*

i have to fast for the entire day (and perform other duties) for medical reasons so i was already not having a great day before it became nearly impossible to sit, stand, or walk

in the first two episodes of zeta gundam, this kid skips class, throws hands at a cop, gets arrested, gets out on bail, *immediately* throws hands at another cop, steals a car, and sneaks into a military base because he is fucking Determined to get in the robot. extremely strong intro imo

incredibly minor thing that annoys me, specifically, but is probably fine: i would like youtube thumbnails to stop promising me that the video is interesting. i'll be the judge of that thank you very much

what other game, let alone MMO, will give you the experience of "resident evil point-and-click adventure game", "old-school TTRPG survival adventure module", and "bloodborne if it was osu" in the span of a single quest

update: went smooth, drugs good, throat sore (unfortunately due to procedure, not unexpectedly successful sleepy flirting), still turned up nothing. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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going in for a gastroscopy tomorrow. anxious both about the procedure and the possibility of it turning up something scary. taking solace in the idea that they're going to give me the good drugs so i have carte blanche to be really sleepy and silly and cute at my girlfriend afterwards

sedation is weird. i know i must have been at least half conscious for all that, but between about 30 seconds after they gave it to me and realizing about half an hour later that i'd been moved to the recovery area, all i've got are vague flashes of sensation

i'm sure this is entirely normal but it's my first real experience with losing time like that. i'm allowed to go "huh, neat" a couple times

going in for a gastroscopy tomorrow. anxious both about the procedure and the possibility of it turning up something scary. taking solace in the idea that they're going to give me the good drugs so i have carte blanche to be really sleepy and silly and cute at my girlfriend afterwards

honestly with how the rest of this health business has gone so far i'm also kind of expecting it might just turn up nothing yet again. fuck you no answers as to why you feel debilitating pain out of nowhere sometimes and can't do most of the things you used to

unsure which outcome would be worse at this point honestly. it's been a long time and i'm very tired. i've been very lucky to be able to take a break from everything and regroup the last couple months, but i would *really like* to go back to living and doing things eventually y'know

weird thing about being plural is that despite having dealt with it on and off for a decade plus, the moments that make us realize we're *plural* plural still kinda hit like a truck lmao

hanging around other plural folks more often really does throw it into sharp relief, too. we get together and it's the same bodies in the same place doing the same thing, with a completely different set of people present. you have the memory, but it was someone else here last time.