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Turns out, learning to manage my anxiety after more than a decade, having a job with a lot of talking, PLUS goofing around and putting on voices instead of being monotone all the time has made people realise "wait hang on you have a really nice DEEP voice!!" so now I'm sitting with... that.

People being nice to me & telling me I'm funny is actually my weakness. Making people laugh is one thing, but being told to my face that I'm funny is like the best feeling ever. Having a friend recall jokes I made 10 years ago that I don't even remember. To be fondly remembered without even knowing.

got a haircut and told the guy to just trim it slightly and tidy it up and he gave me short hair fml. i want to grow it out and have maybe shoulder-length! i want to not obviously be a balding square of a man!!!!

Brainstorming. Thinking my next phase of experimentation will be learning: 1) how to make puzzles (difficulty depends on quantity) 2) custom sprites/tilesets (could be very high difficulty)

Once I show my IRL friends my game I'll continue learning how to do stuff as a hobby but I need something else to secretly learn and surprise them with when the time is right. I think learning Chinese would be really funny. Just. Something nonsensical but ultimately worthwhile and useful.

RPG maker game climax finally being scripted now that I got the ball rolling. Curious how long it'll take to finish... I can't wait to show all my friends online and offline that I made something for me that contains parts of them.

It is literally babby's first rpg maker project with default assets but I put a lot of love into it. I want to watch people play it.

RPGMaker is fun to play around in.

I've had to remake this about 5 times now. Persistence, perseverance, and being annoying, that's the goal.

I've spent so long on thee two that whenever I go back to check my honku (<-- just coined this term, I'm actually so proud) it's always gone.