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@minusuan.bsky.social
Sad and dumb and horny. Here to get dopamine and yell at the void. 19
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And names sometimes just become another hassle. If i just go with any bs i will owe explanations to others, if i try to change it, nuh uh i cant, if i get rid of them, i get rid of a lot of stuff i got under them. Is it greedy to just want more anonimity and good will?
I suck at something as basic as naming. I be talking about how those are a display of basic human dignity and respect and proceed to forget virtually every single person's name i've talked to, not to mention i feel like i'm not using *all* my agency to come up with anything for myself,
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It is also kinda hard to have my own experience if i don't feel seen by others, as scary as it is. I can feel like a cute girl with my sideburns and scarf and button shirt and jean pants, but i don't even know how anyone else would validate the feeling.
I need to figure out who in hell i am first to confidently exist around others. I don't know how, and the dread that i will end up hurting somebody with my lack of self knowledge constantly haunts me...
It is also kinda hard to have my own experience if i don't feel seen by others, as scary as it is. I can feel like a cute girl with my sideburns and scarf and button shirt and jean pants, but i don't even know how anyone else would validate the feeling.
I need to figure out who in hell i am first to confidently exist around others. I don't know how, and the dread that i will end up hurting somebody with my lack of self knowledge constantly haunts me...