MrTwinklehead

MrTwinklehead

@mrtwinklehead.bsky.social

casual digital artist mainly SFW but occasionally there's NSFW here mostly fan art (currently Housamo Trash™) at the moment very shy to interact with other people, even if I want to meet new people art tags: #mrtwinkleart || #TASday

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God I miss drawing. This stupid body and this stupid brain just do not want to cooperate and it infuriates me. 🫠 Part of me want to argue that my whole self is focused on the whole drivers license I'm working on but like I CAN STILL HAVE FUN ON THE SIDE! 😭

been thinking of that "3x3 charas I associate myself with" thingy since I saw it and like, I want to do one, but I can only really think of 3 maybe 4 that I feel like "yes, I do associate myself with that character in one way or another" and I feel oddly frustrated about it

I do wonder if the reason I can't think of more is because I don't really involve myself in fandoms, talking with other people and therefore not expressing how I feel about specific characters and therefore create a sort of "link" to me.

because there's a difference between who others would associate me with and who I personally associate myself with. and to be honest I don't know who others would associate me with since again, I don't really talk to other people, socially anxious as I am.

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If Dolly was our constant reminder that it was Good to be Good, Tim Curry was our reminder that it was Good to be Weird. Embrace your strangeness, sing with Muppets, wear your lingerie with a leather jacket, and fuck with uptight people who hate anything that makes them remotely uncomfortable.

Craig Calcaterra@craigcalcaterra.bsky.social

RIP to a motherfucking icon.

Every time I look at my non-HB pencils I always wonder why I bought a 10H. 7H is still rough, but at least useable... but a 10H? Like bitch, I press way too hard to really use a 10H the intended way (or at least what I assume is the intended).

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I know I don't have to create and post with a purpose to change the world, and that have never really been my purpose and never will be. I'm just one lonesome sad person with the ability to create pictures of my own volition, so the fact my whole body is stopping my spirit from doing that is just 💔

Apologies, I know I've been doing nothing for over two weeks now, and to just suddenly have this thread of sob bait in your face isn't exactly fun. But it is how it is. And I'm done crying now so 🤷

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I have a gross, long lasting self-deprecating history when it comes to my art. I once felt confident enough to try and get comms, but when it went by silent, the confidence I had built up those last couple of years disappeared and I still haven't recovered, and that was almost 10 years ago.

I'm not saying my art is bad, is really isn't, and I do sometimes look at what I've made and feel joy. ...but I always feel like it isn't anything special in the grander picture. Like there's no reason for people to choose to follow me in particular, like there are plenty better options.

Like I've been aware of my unhealthy relationship with deadlines when it comes to drawing for a VERY long time. The OCTs, several daily challenges, TASday over the last couple of years... So many years of constant deadlines and now it feels like I can't create without them. It sucks, majorly.

I keep trying to infuse the idea of "just draw for the sake of drawing, not even post them and have it be all for my eyes only" into my brain, and while there is some...! I don't really feel accomplished by it.

Shennong being ONLY 177cm is mind boggling to me. Like I didn't head canon him as too much taller (like in the 188-193 range) but you know.

Lifewonders (Unofficial)@lifewonders-unoff.bsky.social

【HOUSAMO】 To commemorate Tokyo Afterschool Summoners' 10th anniversary, the height, weight and birthday/summonday data of over 150 characters, from Temujin to Gugalanna, has been released on the game's info page! Currently only in Japanese though. Link: housamo.info/news/chara-d... #housamo #放サモ

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Every now and then I think about that "you can tell an artist's first fandom by their style" post and wonder "what does 'first fandom' even entail?" Like is it the first thing you got really into even if alone, or the first thing you went out of your way to interact with others of equal enthusiasm?

For either cases it's still difficult, though the former more so than the latter. But playing with the latter as the answer; yes, I could see that being the case to some degree. I like the way it portrays things such as emotions and impact (both story & action) and consider them inspiration still.

Granted, I don't feel like I let myself draw as much inspiration from those aspects as I'd like, and it frustrates me. My art has grown a lot over the years, but I'm still left feeling unsatisfied with how little I've made compared to what's in my mind 24/7, all just festering and it makes me sad.