Nance

I know it's not going well when my atheist self asks my ma if she would go to church with me. Still atheist, I just need some words of encouragement and positivity.

My psychiatrist: ...again?! Me:

Now ig why would you suggest to me all those girls that I only have one mutual with...

Lately, all I have energy for at nights is putting water on my face and doing an okay job at brushing my teeth. This too shall pass.

If I would've known my summer would end up like this, I would've gotten a summer job 😭

lol im so dumb

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I am ready for a break. I need time for myself, to enjoy myself, and treat myself to some positive. I can't wait for Tuesday to get here.

Also, men with control/anger/anxiety issues should not be watching sports. Men will man.

The last two months have stretched me thin and have tested the past two years of therapy. I definitely need to go back. I'm going back to old habits that did not benefit me in any way.

me to me: bitch get a journal instead

Realizing that my sisters now have their own families. My older sister already has hers and my baby sister is starting hers with her new baby. It warms my heart, they deserve it all. At the same time, it makes me realize that even though they are my number ones, I am not theirs, understandably so.

Been having strange dreams. Not sure if its due to the l-theanine I'm taking or just life things, but I don't look forward to going to sleep.

The trip that I was enthusiastically planning is starting to feel like something I just want to get over with.

Two years of progress now feels like it never happened. Feeling like I have to start back from zero.

Nights are the worst.

how shitty of a person am i that they chose to be alone instead?

my whole world the one that remains by my side through it all ❤️

Dear me, Start taking yourself out more. Go on long walks with Robin. Take all the bike rides. Start working out. Take better care of yourself. Don't feel guilty about doing things for yourself. It's okay if it takes 7-15 business days to start. You're still going through it. Just start. Okbye.

No time to think. Just sudden, unwanted change.

It feels like how they say that a soul is left feeling after a sudden death - confused, moving through their normal routines not knowing that they are no longer alive.

and it's only the beginning of june.

I have two interviews scheduled in the next few days. In this house we don't believe in God but...

Interview is going well... Gets nosebleed.

I felt like my interview yesterday went well but I also know that I rushed through the questions. Gave broad answers rather than specific examples. I should've paused and thought through each of my answers. Now I wait.

ok so everyone knows the president is a child rapist and is just letting things continue

An old classmate, who I haven't seen since we graduated high school 12 yrs ago, just messaged me about interviewing me for a school assignment. We were never friends, she was never nice to me, she always side-eyed me, and she didn't like me for reasons I don't know. Should I help? Should I not help?

So they rifted 170-180 ppl yet they posted over 400 available positions... huh?

Kristi Noem has used $200M+ in taxpayer funds to pay firms with close ties to her top aides to make anti-immigrant PSAs. Her luxury jets will cost taxpayers nearly $300M. Trump's lackeys rail against "government waste," but are happy to pilfer taxpayer funds for themselves.