Leon

Leon

@newgenerationvee.bsky.social

πŸ”ž NSFW/SFW You're a dork :3 Lv. 21/Pansexual Demi-God Eeveelution Writer/Gamer Macro/Micro, Growth, Hyper and Paw enjoyer I do RP Feel free to DM, love making new friends!~

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Aside in the grow and loom over me mood, I want to be real with y'all I'm coming off a bad week so I'm kinda fragile at the moment. It also didn't help that I tried to rawdog it though the week without trying to seek actual help. Word of advice: Know when you can't do it alone and get help. #vent

Alright, back to Glec. I know, I know... I'm a week early but as compensation, I'll be whatever size you want and listen to your commands for the rest of October. ;P

*Yaaaawn...* Being big sure does take a lot out of me... Mind taking my size while I use your body as a bed? ...Please? ...Don't make me use the puppy eyes, I will do it- >w> #sizesky

*Thoom-* *Thoom-* *Thoom-* *Looooom...* ...O-Oh- Uhm... I didn't mean to scare you but... *Lifts my paw up-* Was this your car...? I'm still getting used to being this huge... Sowwy... >///< #sizesky

Fun Umbreboi fact: Shikyo is canonically more shy that you might interpret. He usually acts all open and tough just as a way to protect himself from emotional harm. However once you get close with him, he's more like a shy little puppy just wanting to love on/be loved on.

Not gonna lie, I'm fricken tired. Tired of existing as a whole. Shit ain't getting better with my best efforts. I'm honestly ready to just check out. I'm tired of constantly being kicked down by anyone because they just feel like it. I got my own problems to worry about, leave me be dammit.. #vent

A character I dug back up from the archives for a story I'm working on. Meet Adilyn (Eevee). Be gentle with her, she's socially anxious and has PTSD. But she's a kind a gentle soul (especially if you're huge, she's only 5 ft tall) once you warm up to her. #pokemon Art by @br01y99i0.bsky.social

You know, today just kinda proved my point that some people really just don't want to talk and rather push the problem away. It's a shame what this community has become honestly. But it's whatever, at least I know who my real friends are and where my safe spaces are.

Did a little purge on my friends/discord server list due to a mental breakdown. If you were unfriended during the purge, feel free to re-add me. The only reason you were unadded is because I was scared of letting you see me like that or we didn't talk much and assumed (incorrectly) we wouldn't talk.

I'm going to be honest with you guys... I'm not okay. I feel like I'm breaking apart all over again... I feel like any second now, I'm going to snap and just- I don't even know what I'll do. I'm tired of being invisible and hurt over and over, doing my best to keep a smile on my face that's fake...

Between the crap I'm dealing with in real life and the experience I have in the fandom... It's to the point where I have to choose if it's worth continuing on. I'm just stressed out because I was already hospitalized for stress and malnutrition yesterday. I feel like I'm clinging to life right now.

Well its seems we're stuck with the benefits cuts for at least another month, and didn't hear back from the study. Only in America is where the gov't doesn't even want you to buy your own food. ;w; I hate asking for help but it's appreciated. I'll even do story comms for a little bit of food money.

It's not a guarantee or anything that I'll be accepted but at this point, I'm just trying to find something to make up some funds for food. If you're willing to donate anything, It'll still help while we try to figure out stuff and stabilize.

Leon@newgenerationvee.bsky.social

Alright, so I applied for a study that's willing to pay out almost $300, hopefully I'll get in. Won't hear back till next Monday though. xwx

So you're telling me pack-a-punching a Barrett M82 .50 Cal Sniper Rifle gets the nickname "Macro Annihilator"? ...Uhm, I don't even think this is going to annihilate any macros, let alone be practical for self-defense. But we could certainly test it! Hi, I'm Leon Akiyama and welcome to Jackass! /j

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I cast *Grow*! "Whoa, I'm a lot taller now, I wonder how much mor- I cast *Growza*! "Whhoooaa Okay okay *Bonk* ow... my head... Okay... Now I can barely fit in thos room... Please don't cast growga-" *ZETTA GROW*!!! "I- wwhh o o o O O O O O A A A A A H H H ! ! ! ! "

You ever try to be social but just... Don't know how to start a conversation or how to jump into one? Or just feel discouraged to do so because you feel like you're not even there despite trying? That's been me honestly and it's been kicking me down, and I'm very socially shy/anxious. Any tips...?

Not gonna lie, some of the questions made me think about myself for a bit...

Gauzy@gauzy4035.bsky.social

Some of the questions here made me reflect quite a bit. It isn’t wrong, but the descriptions it gives after really make you think about yourself

Slowly feeling better after the events over the last week. That being said though, am sore... Got a paw to spare I can loaf on? (Reposted because of spelling error)