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Fuck got sick today...

Figuring to change the invite of my discord server, to "dm me if you want to be invited" some minor was caught in my server and multiple servers and now are trying to innitiate raids and shit.. discord let me pause invites for 24 hours as maximum option so got no choice but to terminate my invites

Recovered the Emails! thanks to RECUVA! SUCCESS!!!

Deleted a file that contained my list of emails i wanted to recover their passwords when i was organizing my freakin disks

ended up erasing a 42gb Unreal engine file preserved in my external drive because of a MacOS file being in it, i hate Unreal Engine for its bulky size and Mac integration, who the fuck still using MAC, that shit don't run Cyberpunk or any shit at all, except mobile ai slop

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Iris The Hawk

@irishawk.bsky.social

I have created a classy bimbo

received my pay from the new platform. i guess that works now..

@martybigburr.bsky.social

i go outside for jobhunting, and go back to hear about some sort of keys leaks, damn..

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Adore34 🎃 NSFW Platform

@adore34.com

Hi everybody!! It's Monday, so... update thread time! A little shorter than usual, but let's dive in! 👇

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i still really need the help if anyone can share or spare anything

MartyθΔ🐻‍❄🐮🐗🏳‍⚧🇵🇸@martybigburr.bsky.social

im exhausted and depressed from living month to month like this but nowhere will hire me so im getting ahead of this before it becomes too late. i really need to get groceries/toiletries and to pay my bills/rent. anything helps me out whether its quotes/shares/donations ko-fi.com/martybigburr...

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this shit is gonna be a life saver during works

there's a thing where the moment i get productive or indulged in something that i need to put my whole focus on, wether art, coding, studies.. i prefer no sudden distraction because then i lose motivation.. like i can't afford to be distracted if i want to achieve something >

generally, i need to stay focused somehow, and work on myself to leave the country, with every possible calculated way i could make. just need to focus, no distractions...

forgot to mention the post is from facebook by a recent irl friend who left to the US effortlessly.. looking at his posts from past year made me think that i needed to focus more than ever..

i'll never have free time until i rest away by achieving my goals... that's the point of why i tire myself a lot, isolate myself sometimes.. cannot talk or respond because honestly it's hard to explain my points without being rude or angry at the moments.. i thank snek for telling me to try >

to try meeting new people, and make some irl friends, even if it doesn't work out, at least get some real life communication for a bit, staying all day on screen where i can't even be free on my screen due to the family, which ofc i need to go outside sometimes to avoid the family shit>

it's like i'm overcharged with thinking, and giving some recent events with paypros it led to crash-outs and depression.. took me long to get myself up and i'm currently just patient, when i mentioned a break, i meant it as a break from doing arts non stop, where i'd take a month or two >

a month or two going outside to breathe some air, let the sun touch me, move around in my country and doing job hunts from a company to another since some companies could be easy to get into through physical attending applying rather than the online one.. which doesn't look like free time at all.

like entry express seemed to be easy on paper, but on application and points related scoring it's actually hard, which i needed to study my financial capabilities and papers of application and how much work experience i need, which now i'm doing job hunts on hospitals and food production factories >

thing i find hard most in that path is the signing of my NOC code of work, which requires the HR to write a detailed attestation of approving that i worked for the whole year or 2 years etc, i also need to improve my french level which it's at B2, i better increase it to C1 at least >

but there it's everyone is focused on their piece of art, i ask others on opinions, tips and how to fix my work which somehow is a productive way of using voice chats, it's why i prefer group voice chats. as for studies, it's when i need no interruptions due to... >

due to me having to calculate possibilities and chances of achieving that hard thing i aim a lot to achieve.. which i prefer to look at options by myself realistically, through videos, articles, guides etc.. found about the Canada path to be hard which is entry express >

like wether my focus is unhealthy or not, i prefer to keep myself locked on something until i achieve it, even if it may take long to achieve i prefer to not waste time at all... there are productive servers i join voice chats of it, it seem like waste of time but >

Finished a 2 pages comic on speedrun, unfortunately cannot post it, since it'll have to wait for months to be posted by the commissioner who is doing a dub of it. but my plannings are almost done, one more comic to work on now. a mergy one, Orange haired too!

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Qsy

@qsy.bsky.social

Tailends Studios => Sewing

upcoming slot commissions are gonna be closed, until i verify myself on that new paypro i'm now using, they apparently did reset my sales from 3/3 to 0/3, removing them from dashboard for some reason, and i suspect it's due to having sales without embed files. despite providing proofs they asked for

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@tailends.bsky.social

(bleating gets louder)

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Qsy

@qsy.bsky.social

Luminouslyiii ✨⚔@luminouslyiii.bsky.social

Need more artists to openly and explicitly say trans rights so I know which ones to trust that won't backstab us for a transphobic + misogynistic art trend