Nova

Nova

@novadrox.bsky.social

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I know deep down I have friends that care, and would be upset if anything happened to me. But the feeling is still there. I can't really talk about these things to anyone directly anymore. But I've kept things suppressed for so long, I gotta let em out somehow.

I feel like I'm just sitting around, waiting for the day I die. I enjoy almost nothing in life anymore. Nothing really brings me joy. This is just me getting my thoughts out. Not a cry for help, I'm just tired.

It's nearly impossible for me to really talk to anyone anymore. Even the few people I try to reach out to frequently, I typically feel unwanted. I just can't shake the feeling that I have no one. The loneliness is killing me.

Espresso Depresso today. I wish it wasn't so difficult to look past the downs of a con. Ending the con poorly just causes it to overshadow everything and ruin my mood and memories of the con 😭

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BLUESKY GIVEAWAY: - 1 Bigscreen Beyond 2e: @vrchat.com Edition (no 10 years of VRC+, sorry). As long as Bigscreen can ship to you, you're eligible. RULES: - must be following me on Bluesky - must RT this post you must be comfortable with me ordering it for you!