Dark Shadoan

Dark Shadoan

@nytrobladewing.bsky.social

I am an Avali Streamer, Gamer, and Gremlin! I stream on Twitch at https://www.twitch.tv/dark_shadoan TransWoman/Questioning Single (but dating someone) Gameshow Staff Organizer on VRChat

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Twitch and Amazon are apparently planning to use streams to train Generative AI. Multiple sources tell me it will be announced in the coming months, despite some internal friction against it. Creators may be able to opt out of some training data.

Celebrating today for those that gave their lives so that I can live free and safe from harm. Not for the fascists in charge of our government or the idiot who thinks he's an Emperor. To those serving; Thank you for your Service. To our fallen; Thank you for your Service.

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Thanks to the big raids of late, I am once again at 3 of 6 in the push for Twitch checkmark. The iron is hot to strike for a legitimate partner push with me out of work and all. I keep scuffing around it and never getting a real push going. Shall we try yet again?

The midterms this year could be very much "Make or Break" for the US. It doesn't matter if you don't like politics or not--Trump and his admin are counting on you both not paying attention and being disinterested so they can usurp control of the country away from you. --->

Remember; Congress, the House, the Senate, The White House, the DOJ, FBI and the President all serve -US-, the people. -WE- do not serve -THEM-. That was how the Founding Fathers intentionally designed the Constitution.

It has been my one dream to be able to host a gameshow during Furality. This year, the gameshow group allowed me to submit a panel for Card Sharks to Furality. I just received word from Furality that it was rejected. I feel like my dreams just got utterly crushed.

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𝕺𝖚𝖗 𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖔𝖗𝖘 𝖔𝖋 𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖘𝖚𝖒𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖑𝖒. 𝕿𝖍𝖊𝖘𝖊 𝖌𝖚𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓𝖘 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚, 𝖓𝖔 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊𝖘. 𝕭𝖊 𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖋𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖒 𝖆𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖋𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘, 𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖓𝖌𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖒 𝖔𝖋 𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖘, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖕 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖊 𝖎𝖓 𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉. 𝖂𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝕿𝖊𝖆𝖒, 𝕯𝖊𝖋𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖘.

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GOP in 1992: "Clinton will take your guns!" CLINTON: "No, I won't." GOP in 2008: "Obama will take your guns!" OBAMA: "No, I won't." GOP in 2020: "Biden will take your guns!" BIDEN: "No, I won't." GOP in 2024: "Harris will take away your guns!" DONALD TRUMP: "You can't have guns."

Aaron Rupar@atrupar.com

Trump: "With that being said, you can't have guns. You can't walk in with guns. You just can't. You can't walk in with guns. You can't do that. But it's just a very unfortunate incident."

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TikTok is already being turned into a propaganda machine. A lack of ability to see criticism can persuade users to think that means there’s (unanimous) support. That, AND it’s collecting your data for whatever purpose it wants, & I bet at least a few of them you’d be horrified by. Just delete it.

I have been trying to keep my head down for the next few years, trying to keep quiet about the shit going on.. but I can't anymore. If you support, even indirectly or minorly, -anything- that either this traitorous administration or their Goon Squads (Including ICE)? Go fuck yourself.

I've made the official decision to transition. I am switching from being "Genderfluid" to being "TransWoman", my pronouns will be She/Her from now on and I do plan on transitioning once I get out of my current living situation.

Not gonna lie, I seriously have not been feeling okay lately. Between being disrespected by people I thought were friends, feeling like I have to dance on eggshells or landmines whenever I talk to someone, and the abject failure of my twitch streaming career has left me feeling completely --

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-- out where I'm going, what I'm going to be; if my identity is what I want it to be, if I'm going to just switch to being a TransWoman, if I'm just going to burn my family and start over, and if I'm going to continue dealing with the mental and verbal abuse I have been dealing with for the last --

Not gonna lie, I seriously have not been feeling okay lately. Between being disrespected by people I thought were friends, feeling like I have to dance on eggshells or landmines whenever I talk to someone, and the abject failure of my twitch streaming career has left me feeling completely --

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-- ever enough. Last night was the one time in a long time where I've actively thought about just purging my entire friends list and just starting over. Debating if going homeless and living in a homeless shelter is worth it for my own peace of mind. Or if I should just burn everything --

-- and just start over in some other state or country. I'm not okay. I'm not happy. I'm not content. I'm just existing, just surviving. And at times it feels like the only people who legitimately care are people who listen to me all the time. The next few weeks will be dedicated to figuring --

Not gonna lie, I seriously have not been feeling okay lately. Between being disrespected by people I thought were friends, feeling like I have to dance on eggshells or landmines whenever I talk to someone, and the abject failure of my twitch streaming career has left me feeling completely --

-- ostrasized from reality, making me question certain friendships I have, and debating whether or not I should just completely isolate myself from everyone and just hide away for several months. Despite everything I've done, been trying to do, or aspiring to do it feels like nothing I do is --

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I am afraid I have absolutely terrible news. I need a lot of help now, from everyone. I currently have NO CLEARED DONOR for transplant and we only have a short period of time to get this done. Please SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE AND PLEASE TRY TO DONATE! All the information is at iggyland.org

iggyland.orgIggy needs a kidney - Iggy's Up All NightThe TL;DR on how you can help (if you scroll down, the full story is below): In short I have a disease that requires a living kidney donor. There are no other viable options for me. I have only a few ...

Birthday is in 2 days... Should be happy, but I'm getting up there in age. And the FOMO of age is starting to hit in. Feeling like I missed out on a lot of things in my life and I kind of want to get out there and actually DO shit. Can't right now because of family. About to say 'fuck the family'

I want to go out, explore. I want to go and try and make a go of it on my fucking own. Nobody in my family is supportive of this. They'd rather I stay in the same place, in the same cage, and just do the same dull shit day after day...

I'd rather take a chance and fail, than not try at all and just feel like my entire life passed me by without me ever trying to take charge of it. And I legitimately do not think I will ever truly feel freedom until my Dad passes on. Just stupid old person thoughts, I guess.

Also I received an email from my workplace about 4-5 days after they sent the original email, and were able to find additional funding so my job is secure--for now, at least. Fuck this current government administration. I've seen headless chickens act in a more organized manner than this nonsense.

Considering my friends keep falling the scams and getting hacked on discord... DO NOT CLICK ON ANY LINKS you receive from anyone or see in channels--ESPECIALLY if they claim its a Free ANYTHING. Game, money, cards, whatever. Ignore them all. They're all phishing scams.

Considering what Zuckerburg just did for his 'content changes' where he is completely going full-on hate-speech against anyone that isn't straight or cis? Whatever chances I had of thinking about getting a Quest 3 or Quest Pro? Poof. Gone. I'm not going to support someone who hates on identity.

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<-- editing videos to be extremely relaxing and something I vastly enjoy doing. I was planning on getting After Effects so I could learn even more tricks of the trade, but, honestly? I need stable income. Not a hobby. So that dream is dead in the water until further notice. I'm willing to bet -->

<-- money that the reason I'm losing my job? Is because of Donald Trumpfucker and Elon Muskrat. DOGE likely gutted the DDD and they cut my boss' off at the same fucking time. 2025 is shaping out to be the worst year of my life so far. Fuck it all. *

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<-- other things going forwards. I can't even pay my dad what he wants for rent. I have to literally take every single center of my income and pool it because that money is ALL I'm getting until I can find another job. I have options. I'm going to try and land a job at Geek Squad first. -->

<-- Failing that? I'm going to try and just get a job at a corner store, gas station or liquor store. If those end up as failures, I'll either go into retail (grocery) or fast food again. The career path I WANT to take is that I have aspirations of being a video editor as I find the process of -->

<-- Above my employer is a government agency called the "DDD" or D.D.D. They essentially are the ones who ensure I get paid. They cut all support and funding for my employers, who have been loyal to me for literally almost 15 fucking years. And I have no intention of becoming a caregiver again -->

<-- because I want to pursue other avenues of employment. So, as of the end of this april, I will be terminating any and all subscriptions I have to non-essential programs. This includes Twitch subscriptions, MMO subscriptions minus simply FF14, and it will mean I will be terminating alot of -->

After spending around almost 12 hours working on my Nebula the Foxigen avatar--the entire project BROKE because I tried to optimize the fucking thing. Love the avatar, but holy jesus fucking christ is this thing a piece of shit to optimize. Now I have to nuke it and start over.

I'm still abouts, just goddamned awful about posting on social media. Stream and channel have been greatly improving. Focusing on just what I want over the metric helps so much with it. My community is small, but I prefer it that way. Makes it easier for me to connect to my viewers more personally