Pemanil

Pemanil

@pemanil.bsky.social

Meow I like OMORI and Ben 10 and other kid friendly cartoons (Please don’t recommend me adult cartoons, I have no interest in shows with excess gore and/or swearing in them) sometimes i draw (They/Them)

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(1/2) I've made some #OMORI Basil PFPs, with multiple different variations you can use for free! #OMORIFANART #OMORIART #OMORIBASIL #BASIL #OMORISTRANGER (IF YOU ARE GOING TO USE ANY OF THESE, PLEASE GIVE CREDIT IN YOUR BIO OR SOMETHING)

Drew Knuckles from Sonic Boom, as he is the absolute best character in the entire show, no contest The drawing is based on the official render’s pose. I wanted to draw a character with a different body type than I normally do to see if my art style would work with it #SonicFanart

There was a bee in my room yesterday, and it couldn’t get out through the window as I have bug netting over it, so I left the door open all day for it Seems it was too stupid for that cause it’s just dead on my table now Tragic.

How do I tell people the reason I ask for reassurance for every tiny thing during instructions is because of my anxiety without sounding like im making excuses Cause that’s like the actual reason Please tell me im not the only one who does this How do you make people not find you annoying??

I wanna watch through ben 10 with someone who hasn’t seen it before It’s like watching it for the first time again when watching with someone I kinda screwed up by not watching the show through by myself.. but in my defence, I.. always do that. I’m not good at not spoiling myself haha

When I don’t take my morning pill, I’m like a fish, I don’t get full and I just eat until I can’t fit any more, or I throw up I think if I eat any more I’ll actually hurl

Any time I try and watch Ben 10 alien force (other than select episodes) I just cannot continue due to just how dull it looks Like the designs are so damn BORING! The aliens are almost all humanoid and have ZERO uniform, and the designs are so flat! No gross alien details, and all boring!

I don’t hate alien force, I love certain scenes and the way Ben is portrayed. Visual design is just really important to me, and alien force (and by extension ultimate alien) just don’t have what I look for. It’s like someone 2D-fied a live action show, and I don’t like live action lol

I turned off all notifications from discord on my phone, and removed it from my Home Screen I think 2 days ago, and I think it’s paying off amazingly Instead of spending my free time on discord, I’ve been working out and going on walks, and it’s actually fun?? I LIKE working out???

Anyone just have a fictional character you didn’t make that you just know “that IS me”? I guess a word for it is a kin, but like even more. Like you don’t see the difference between this character and yourself, and if someone criticises them, it feels like they’re criticising you

For me, that is Benjamin Kirby Tennyson, from #Ben10 . Especially the #Ben10Omniverse version, but to a lesser extent the OS (original series) version Just look at this man, I see him, and it’s like looking in a mirror, that’s how much i feel like he IS me!

This also makes it so anytime the show tries to push a love interest or shows him having any interest in women, I feel like they’re wrong! I don’t want a partner, so Ben shouldn’t either! He’s a strong independent shapeshifter boy Anyone else have a character they connect to that much?

Anyone who doesn’t care for tuxedo cats haven’t met one that they loved yet I’d know, I used to be like that, until I met this little angel. The most perfect cat. I’ve had dreams about wanting to adopt him ever since I met him.

Ever since I started getting tinnitus, anytime I see a cartoon character do a loud sound to another, all I can think is “you’re gonna give them tinnitus, man!!! Stop it!!!” Ringing in your ears anytime one pitch is a bit too loud for a bit too long is more annoying than you’d think

I’m so tired today that I can’t process what people are saying, but not only that IN MY DREAM, I felt so tired I couldn’t process what people were saying!!! I was just like “dad, I’m so tired, can we just drive to a Burger King and then home?” AND IT WAS A DREAM Why are my dreams so boringly real

If anyone has no idea what to get me for my birthday, just go to the omori section of the omocat store and ask me which of the things I want lmao If everyone did that, every birthday I had would be perfect

I wish the omocat store could send me notifications when new omori stuff comes out I don’t check my email, I got a billion spam things a day on that shit, I just want my phone to beep and show me “NEW OMOCAT OMORI MERCH IN STOCK, GET THIS SICK ASS BACKPACK BEFORE ITS SOLD OUT!!” :(((

(1/2) I've made some #OMORI Basil PFPs, with multiple different variations you can use for free! #OMORIFANART #OMORIART #OMORIBASIL #BASIL #OMORISTRANGER (IF YOU ARE GOING TO USE ANY OF THESE, PLEASE GIVE CREDIT IN YOUR BIO OR SOMETHING)

People think anxiety is quirky and silly and another word for shy until someone with severe anxiety (me) does something they deem inappropriate and rude due to fear and paranoia or stress(explaining myself multiple times. Getting upset at people celebrating new years cause my mom wasn’t home for it)

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But since people hold me up to the standard of a neurotypical mentally healthy person, they get easily upset with me, or at least critical of me when I was just doing my best to be nice or funny or fit in. I’ve been told I’m rude and “always defensive” for this reason.

It effects me more than you can realize to be told stuff like that. I don’t just get upset, it feels like my whole body becomes 10 times heavier, and someone punched me in the gut. Idk if it’s guilt that I upset someone, or that I feel upset they misinterpreted me and my emotions.

People think anxiety is quirky and silly and another word for shy until someone with severe anxiety (me) does something they deem inappropriate and rude due to fear and paranoia or stress(explaining myself multiple times. Getting upset at people celebrating new years cause my mom wasn’t home for it)

I feel like people don’t realise how much of my existence is based around my anxiety. The way I think is shaped by anxiety. The way I hear others or process others emotions is by anxiety. My brain reads most emotions as anger, like it’s innate. I don’t ‘assume,’ I “know”. Usually something wrong

How come anytime I look at the omori community on YouTube, and the big omori creators, all I see are mods? This may be a hot take, but I kinda hate all omori mods I hate the non canon stuff with it, writing characters ooc, all of that, no matter how little it is ooc, makes me upset

I wish we could go back to the omori fun facts, instead of edgy mod number 1 million where Aubrey this time wants to kill Sunny for some reason Wahhhhhhhhhhhhh this is why I only watch new players first playthroughs man aaaaaaaaaaaa

How do I tell YouTube I want cat videos on my recommended shorts, but I don’t want freebooted cat videos I keep putting “not interested” for stolen cat videos, but I bet YouTube just thinks that means I don’t want cat videos in general!

I think watching Neuro Sama has made me a better artist Like, now I can do the trick of putting a cold color gradient at the shadows on a character Absolutely revolutionary

So I’ve been super inactive here for a while now, so soz about that people I usually just hyperfocus on one thing for a bit and then completely forget about it for ages Out of sight out of mind you know

I can actually read a comment that’s upsetting without feeling mad about it for 10 minutes after now Look at me improving, wow Positivity is so great, I feel so much better not being mad all the time This is absurd why do I feel so not bad?? Someone pinch me

If you live with other people, CLOSE THE DOOR WHEN YOU GO TO THE BATHROOM AT NIGHT, INSANE PEOPLE I’ve experienced TWICE in like 2 weeks now going to the bathroom and seeing someone already on the toilet!!! THATS 2 TIMES TOO MANY Just cause it’s night doesn’t mean nobody else can be awake!!!!

As an aro/ace autistic individual, seeing people online saying how it’s upsetting an autistic character in media is aro/ace, I just kinda die inside I’d be very happy with 100 more aro/ace autistic characters in media, just so they aren’t literally treated like children LOL

I may start a DS game collection, I already got 2 now As gifts, from the same person At different times … Maybe I should just ask him for DS games a million times

I can’t deny it any longer… I love Neuro-Sama I based this drawing heavily off a reference of Neuro, it’s just a little practice, maybe I’ll draw more, maybe not. I just love this little demon of a Vtuber child ✨ #neurosama #neuro #neurosamafanart #neurofanart

I had a dream where Jacksfilms made a short talking about a comment I left on one of his videos, and saying how terrible I am and how childish I am Then he literally went and tortured me by putting stuff im terrified of everywhere at school Just cause he didn’t like my comment. I may have issues

Bras are overrated, I’ve got a chest, and I haven’t worn a bra in many many years Big bra corp is lying to you to sell you bras, don’t listen to them