Ludo Dingo

Ludo Dingo

@pupludodingo.bsky.social

A loving dingo pup and Satyr on the interwebs. 34 Gay Demi Polyam Enby Pagan NSFW. You've been warned. I love ttrpgs, video games, anime, books, writing, and various kinks! Will gladly talk about any of them.

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Welp. Finally found out what my sleep paralasys demon is. Considering myself lucky that it was an extremely pudgy racoon. Laid on my chest in my dreams, felt incredibly locked in and stuck, because I can't disturb an adorable sleeping racoon. Other critters also joined in on all my limbs. Heavily.

Belly isnt completely gone, but I can feel my hip bones... it makes me feel like a skeleton. Never dealt with body dysmorphia quite like this before but its really hitting me hard lately. I hate what is happening with my body and I feel powerless to alter it.

Ok... i managed to get the immediate things paid. I've got this. I can do this. Just have to be smart from here and manage what I have left and keep an eye on the next immediate things.... Stress hurts. I just want tacos 😭

After stressing about this for way too long last night, I put pen to paper and made a list of all the expenses that are immediately pressing because they are overdue. The rest can wait. Insurance 290 Credit min 410 Pest 50 Lawn 60 Now how to pay all of that with a balance of 170...

Fucking damn it... I am so tired of financial struggles. Electrical bill just paid and its 3x more than usual despite no change in behaviors. I am now 400 in the red and I think I'm going to be sick. If anyone can and feels like helping, dm for options. I hate this. I hate asking even.

I fucking hate life. My partner was just in a car wreck, he got sideswiped. Hes ok. At least this time it wasn't his fault so hopefully insurance will be kind and help to replace or repair the vehicle. But gods fucking damn it. Can we get a break please.

Fucking damn it... I am so tired of financial struggles. Electrical bill just paid and its 3x more than usual despite no change in behaviors. I am now 400 in the red and I think I'm going to be sick. If anyone can and feels like helping, dm for options. I hate this. I hate asking even.

Normally I wouldn't even ask, I'd figure something out. But I've tapped every option available to me in the last couple weeks. Running on fumes and feeling hopeless.

There is a guy in a chat I'm in and I swear... dude is the living embodiment of Goob. He complains so bitterly about being unwanted, meanwhile everyone talks to him and hits on him and he just dismisses any advances. I think it irks me cuz I worry I'm like that too sometimes, so I feel for him.

Feeling so damn dysphoric lately. Lost a lot of weight due to medical stuffs, out of my control. I can literally feel my pelvic bone in my hips... I feel like a skeleton and it makes me deeply uncomfortable. I dont know what to do about it though... I feel the most unattractive I have ever felt.

Saw this one in there too, so you know I had to. These are my top favorite anime. Ever. Hands down. I'm going to have to do another for the runners up. Cuz I love them too much to not mention. 😋

The universe sure loves tp fuvk with me by NOT letting guys fuck me. I feel so isolated. I have no local fwb and its so hard to be comfortable enough with others to want to have sex even. So when oje I HAVE that comfort with is willing but neither of us can meet, it just extra sucks. Fml.

Recently diagnosed with terminal slutpuppy. I'm afraid there is no cure, only symptom management. But treatment... is difficult to come by. [Queue Sarah McLachlan's "Angel"] Will you be a Daddy for a helpless pup? For just one dicking a day, you can help rescue this horny pup from their loneliness.

Barely horny but its there, mostly because despite the antidepressants, your pup is hella depressed today. Nothing sounds fun or interesting and everything is getting to me/ getting on my nerves. Send love. Or nudes. Or something, I don't know. Feeling helpless.

Second night with CPAP has also gone... terrible. Insomnia is kicking my ass. Yesterday just couldnt sleep or get tired, today I was really sleepy, thought it would be so easy. Got in bed and masked up.... suddenly very awake. I just want better sleep damn it...

Its so frustrating being into niche crafts sometimes. Cuz finding answers to troubleshoot the issues you face is so incredibly scarce and hard to find. Need a community for this 🙄 Always getting myself into activites no one else cares about. 😒 Stupid me.

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I HATE HARRY POTTER FANS IF YOU'RE A HARRY POTTER I HATE YOU Repost this if you want all Harry Potter fans to know you hate them too!!!

Today's diagnosis. Extremely severe sleep apnea. Guess that explains why I am constantly absolutely exhausted and have no energy to get anything done. Going to a specialist to discuss treatment and get a cpap to see if that helps (according to doc, it may not be enough 💀). Yay me. Am I a bear now?

Never fails. Start a convo with a guy. He's really cute. His intro is immediately about kink, which is a bit 🚩 but I give him a pass because his profile is clear that he's on here specifically for kinky fun. He says he respects limits, mind you he never asks what mine are. [Cont/1]

Just what my interests are. I ask what his are and so far, very compatible. Then he says one thats beyond my limits. I'm open to most things but I have a few hard line nopes. Won't judge you for it, but I'm not interested. So I tell him the one thats a limit. Aaaaaand, he never responds. 🙄 [Cont/2]

I guess his idea of respecting limits is to remove himself from interacting at all. Which i guess is better than him ignoring the limit. But for someone who said they were only mildly into it and dabbling, kind of feels weird. [End]

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can we stop doing the data center bamboo post because there's a nonzero chance someone will take it seriously and fuck their area's biodiversity up lol

If you're over 200lbs, drop a pic! I believe I'm still at 240 last I looked, despite being a bit slimmer now due to meds. Best pic you get for now is a pit check after coming in from the garden cuz I was overheating.

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Crazy bored. Work sucks. Understimulated and antsy. Kind of just want to be some Dad's cock socket. Don't want to think. Please just let me be a dumb puppy for a while. Really need the escape.

I adored this comic beyond words. Dingos were always my favorite animal and then I found this little beauty. It was then that my fursona actually started to develop. Reading it got me through a lot of my depression honestly. I was hooked.

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God. This comic made me wanna live back in the day... Artist: Blotch/screwbald

Well. Celtic week was FULL of extremely hot men. So many sexy stud, and most of them kilted. But. At the same time, it was a bit of a huge let down. Not a single guy hit on me, and I did not get to make out with anyone during Cèilidh. Sad face.