Strahd von Derekvich

Okay, here’s my in character posts for DAI. Again in first person, so sorry if I confuse anyone. 😆 Pretend she writes it in elvhen so no one else can read it. Assuming that’s supported by the lore.

Sometimes I feel like monsters were buffed in 5.5e and sometimes nerfed. I guess that’s good. I don’t see any conditions that last more than a round which feels video gamey. I dunno.

Brain is tired in expectation of work. But can’t sleep.

I don’t want to adult today.

Ok I’m going to try to go to sleep and doomscroll in my brain instead of on here.

I worked on some D&D. Didn’t get as far as I expected to be by tonight. (To “L”) But decent. Feel better. Maybe I’ll get up before work and do more. I want to think this CPAP machine is making me sleep less. That’s my hope.

Oh I just realized that my schedule will be changed for Election Day so I need to make plans.

Money is being stressful. Work is being stressful. D&D is being relaxing. So why do I want to go to bed now instead of working on D&D?

3-0.

Why am I suddenly tired?

One game left.

Self-sabotage is my middle name. Actually it’s Derek. That’s my middle name.

I’m feeling really self-loathing the last couple days. Except when I’m working on D&D.

Word 2019 is both my ally and my enemy in making things.

I’m full of regrets and anxiety today. As usual.

Panic attacks should not occur while you are sleeping.

Bustin makes me feel good.

Back to work. Feeling negative. Want to work on D&D instead.

Oh I see they added darkvision to cats in 5.5e. All problems with 5e fixed.

Okay I guess I am going to sleep now or something. I hope K & E come home early.

The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance barely edges out Unforgiven.

People should pay attention to who they vote for in the primaries. And, you know, vote in them. Or you’ll end up with two awful choices.

D&D distracts me from loneliness. So I got that going for me.

I have to work *and* call HR tomorrow. Why am I punished so?

I’m going to stay up another hour just because.

If you are a dog furry I will probably automatically follow you.

Okay I have an idea how to wrap one character into the story. Only four more to go and two months.

I don’t like it when the other team scores points and I like it less when they win games. This may apply to three games right now.

The thing that goes wrong when you don’t sleep for 12 hours is you get more hungry.

Okay I feel better now.