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@resentir.bsky.social

to die under a peony flower, one would be euphoric even as a ghost

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called off work today because i’m so exhausted i almost cried when i had to get ready and thought of the day ahead. and wow i miss doing nothing all day

making me so nostalgic for my unemployment days…. i don’t even care that i’ll lose today’s salary. i’m so sick of the 40 hour week all the time

i literally haven’t thought about anything else all day i didn’t even know this was happening. i’m so sad and angry and i can’t believe the victim didn’t even have a choice in how this would come out

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probably living through a lot of lasts right now, and for some reason having been able to watch nearly every single world cup match from beginning to end feels very resonant. no joke i’m so lucky to be unemployed and share this with my little brother on his summer break

fake news 👎👎 i never ever catch a futbol match im always at WOR[nuclear blast]

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i might genuinely be here for the champions league and the euros. Whats happening to me

im gonna miss spring so much too even though i tend to dislike winter. and i genuinely miss my brother so much i feel like i raised him and he’s my best friend let me have one more year with him :(

woah i almost had the urge to resume use of twitter dot com because i miss my friends and i have a full time job that leaves me little time to even be alive so my screentime wouldn’t be that bad -> detrimental effects would diminish. However comma

also wc final thoughts i watched w my girlfriend my mom and my brother i was very stressed and very happy and 3nzo fernandez got a red card and argentina lost so i’m the happiest person on earth really

i actually didn’t think there would be healings on both sides i just wanted to have fun w my favorite teams by end of tournament but this is so much better

this is literally what i mean who cares that the third place match is the game for losers it’s your best opportunity to forget futbol and kill each other… pad those stats score 10 goals THERES NOTHING TO LOSE

^ just for the joke i did actually want them on the final well whatever. spain can only ever get my support if they make argentina cry by the second half

overall the wc does make me feel like i’m part of something bigger and it feels so special in its scale and rarity. it only comes around every four years… you’ll only be able to watch so many in your lifetime. but it always does come around. idk!

one of my life’s wishes is seriously for venezuela to qualify for a world cup in my dad’s lifetime 😭😭😭 he wants to see it so so badly. and after this wc i might want it too, as badly

probably living through a lot of lasts right now, and for some reason having been able to watch nearly every single world cup match from beginning to end feels very resonant. no joke i’m so lucky to be unemployed and share this with my little brother on his summer break

this happened to me when i watched the 2022 final (only game i watched 😭) and i think it’s bound to happen every time, but i can’t help but wonder where i’ll be by the next world cup year. it’s obviously not beneficial at all to be out of a job but. how lucky and nice in this situation

thought about the csa sub?text in rule of rose for a minute in case i had made it up and had been suffering from a bad case of overreliance on the defunct forums for the game for like 14 yrs and got nauseous. no csa subtext made up here

i will say though i sideline clara so much when i talk about the game but i love her and used to hold her very close. the real mermaid if anything. think it’s both v clever and a shame that the game splits the archetype w these two such that clara is only ever docile and timid and caring & diana

mostly cruel and violent and manipulative, so that the mermaid is realized and defeated in clara but alluded to and abstracted in diana. they may not touch, may not converge. clara is only ever the mermaid; diana cannot ever be the mermaid. it’s very affecting to me

for some reason i had never thought of the scene at the end of the mermaid princess as an act from diana, even though there is room for that reading… i always assumed she was truly in that much external distress knowing the consequences of losing hoffman’s fish (consequences known only to her!)

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consecutive “truths” or revelations. but the way she acts afterward (“give it here,” “i’ve got to clean it up or else mr. hoffman will be angry with me”) could support her crying being a necessary measure to mollify hoffman & play into her innocence as much as it could support her mockery in the

for some reason i had never thought of the scene at the end of the mermaid princess as an act from diana, even though there is room for that reading… i always assumed she was truly in that much external distress knowing the consequences of losing hoffman’s fish (consequences known only to her!)

and that her disgust is from his caressing her while she was in that state. i suppose a huge part of this is the awareness that this is a peek into a different, vulnerable diana expressing something other than sadistic cruelty or scorn, so it’s intuitive to view this moment as a set of