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Favorite song this week: IDWBS by Friday Pilots Club fridaypilotsclub.bandcamp.com/track/idwbs

Happy #FursuitFriday! I found a cute wolf @mianthroweekend.bsky.social I had such a good time at MAW. I'm so glad a first time con did so well. My wristband badge is the best part, because they had so many attendees that they ran out of badges. I will be going back. 🐺: @rezadventure.com

Saw other people doing this and thought it looked fun.

Does anyone else struggle to leave the hotel room at a con? My fursuit is brushed and laid out. I just need to put it on and walk out, but I have this overwhelming feeling that I don't belong here and I should go home. This seems to happen at every con I attend.

Thanks to @iangray.bsky.social for letting me hang with him in NYC this weekend. #FursuitFriday 📷 @dirdwolf.com

I've been trying to get out of the house more to improve my mental health. For the first time in my life, I'm gaining the confidence to enter the world and do things on my own. Thank you to my friends in MI, AZ, OH, and RI for inviting me into your homes this past month and making me feel wanted!

Went on a road trip around Southern Arizona and down to the Gulf of California before LVFC. Saw this Organ Pipe cactus with two Saguaros growing practically in the middle of it. 📷 @drkmggy.bsky.social

The pool parties at @lasvegasfurcon.org were simply off the hook. I felt like I was in the coolest party I’d ever seen, something you’d see in a movie. Animals everywhere, in the pool or sunbathing. And that was the first time I’ve ever been caught in a furry generated whirlpool! 📷: @rezwolf.com

Exactly one month after losing my house, I've been forced to give up my daughter. I don't know what to say right now. I'm just deeply sad and trying to process what's happened. What's the point of anything anymore?

I spent most of last week confined to my bedroom with the flu. Despite how much I hated my life for several days there, I gave thought to the fact that being sick and feeling miserable doesn't allow you to be rude and mean to people—especially to those who are trying to accommodate and help you.

My house is officially no longer mine. This hurts so much.

I am so tired of people taking advantage of me, pushing me around, and being abusive. The people I'm spending Christmas morning with don't want me here—and the feeling is mutual. I wish I had my own place to call home and the toxic people in my life could wallow in their misery away from me.

I'm tempted to make a tech-related job board, with the following criteria: - No AI - No blockchain - Every job must allow 100% remote as an option - Compensation must be fully transparent Unfortunately, I feel like it would, on most days, be empty. Too many tech companies are up to some bullshit.

I'm pulling out of my driveway for the last time. I've now lost a house twice in my life, and I can say it's not any easier the second time around.

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Anxiety was bad, so I had an edible in the airport while waiting for my next flight. Got the munchies. Went to the store to get some gummy bears. They wanted $8 for a bag! And I thought I was high. Airports suck.

This shrinkflation thing is getting out of hand.

Some of my most memorable moments in the furry fandom have been with @spottacus.org. He'll be missed. 📸 @dirdwolf.com

The fursuit parade at AC went so much better this year compared to last! @drkmggy.bsky.social nose booped me afterward and documented the occasion.

It's @rezwolf.com and @dirdwolf.com at #RF2015

I just watched The Life of Chuck. If you need something positive in your life, I would recommend seeing it.

Why is it so often when I'm at my lowest points and my head is filled with dark thoughts that no one is around or available to talk? I apologize for using this account to vent my depression, but sometimes it seems that shouting into the ether is the only thing I've got.

I'm really struggling; my anxiety is sky high, and I want the pain to stop. I wish I had local friends to hang and cuddle with, because I do not want to be home right now, but I have nowhere I can go. I'm just going to get high and try to sleep.

I hiked two trails today, a total of 8 miles, climbing over 750 feet. A trail guide rated one of the hikes as "difficult" and read to allow at least 2 hours to reach the summit. I did it in 50 minutes. Suck that, trail guide. I'm feeling accomplished.

Oh murr...

Since 2022, I've managed a divorce, breakups, lying, cheating, hospitalizations, arrests, suicide, and three job losses. I'm financially ruined; my best option now, sell my house. I don't think anyone understands the amount of time and work I've put into this place. I feel defeated and really sad.

After #LVFC, @dirdwolf.com bought a Conn Prelude Model 312 and bestowed upon me the privilege of figuring out how to transport this 200 lb piece of 1970s home decor halfway across the continent back to Michigan.

#MCFC #MCFC25 #MCFC2025

Imma cute wuffy

Lost my job today, for the third time in less than three years. I was six months away from being financially stable. FML

Having someone to cuddle with would be really nice right now.

Got my werewolf sticker today. :)

Anthrocon 2024 group photo, thank you to everyone who came!! ❤️ 📸: @marrokmaddox

Today I got scammed out of $140 because I trust people too much and I feel guilty when I tell people "no". I'm so stupid...

It sucks when you find out you like someone more than they like you. Today, I was on the other side of this situation, and telling someone you care about that you don't want to be their boyfriend isn't any easier than being the one to hear it.

Left #MCFC2024 early to drive down to New Castle, IN to watch the solar eclipse. The clouds made getting a good pic difficult, but I think this one turned out alright. Pic w/ @dirdwolf.com 📷 @frostyboyo.bsky.social

Had a great time at #LVFC2024 this year! The hotel felt like one big furry college dorm, and while I'm not as much into partying, I enjoyed the chill and relaxed vibes! Main downside was the Saturday rain putting a damper on fursuiting that day, though it cleared up by night.

I hooked up my turntable and listened to a vinyl record for the first time in 20 years. Sure, the dynamic range and convenience doesn't match digital, but there's something about setting the needle down, hearing it drag along the groove, and seeing the music happen that feels organic.

Lies...

A year late, but I finally posted the pics I took at BLFC2022. www.furtrack.com/index/photog...

Since others are posting, here's my contribution. None of the pics I got of the ring turned out, but I thought this partial with the clouds was kind of cool.

Drop a pic + your height 5' 7" - 171cm 📷 @drkmggy.bsky.social

Just relaxing last weekend before heading off onto an adventure. 📷@dirdwolf.com