Sae

Heya, just jotting this down as a personal entry in case anyone still is wondering how I'm doing after the gofundme and whatnot, mainly to assure people that I did not just take the money and run. I'll try to keep it brief, but expect a few posts in this thread if you do end up reading. (01/07)

forth from where I had previously just given up. Part of me just wishes I got that after they found out about me being trans in the last few months before they left, but it is what it is. I'll take whatever relationship with people I can get at this point lol. (06/07)

Heya, just jotting this down as a personal entry in case anyone still is wondering how I'm doing after the gofundme and whatnot, mainly to assure people that I did not just take the money and run. I'll try to keep it brief, but expect a few posts in this thread if you do end up reading. (01/07)

This culminated with the main place just telling me to 'check in a month' because they were having issues processing it. There technically is an option for me to move to another state, but that is an option I've barely touched on and I'm worried about leaving what people I do know (cont.) (04/07)

Heya, just jotting this down as a personal entry in case anyone still is wondering how I'm doing after the gofundme and whatnot, mainly to assure people that I did not just take the money and run. I'll try to keep it brief, but expect a few posts in this thread if you do end up reading. (01/07)

Still searching for a job, have had a few interviews that ultimately led to nothing. Definitely very stressed because in order for me to have a place to live, I need a job. The deadline of my landlord moving is still unknown, and I need a place sooner rather than later. (02/07)

Alright, so this is admittedly going to be a long series of posts that not many will see, but I still feel as if it's worth putting out there. Shit is bad. Like: Unbelievably bad. Despite spending my money solely on food, gas, and rent, I'm almost out again. I'm going to have to pull money- (1/09)

lot to put out online, but I really don't have another outlet for this. Some family in my life know bits and pieces, but never the whole story because they wouldn't believe it. The ones that do know (my sisters) are far too busy to be able to sit down and help me with this. I don't know.- (8/09)

Alright, so this is admittedly going to be a long series of posts that not many will see, but I still feel as if it's worth putting out there. Shit is bad. Like: Unbelievably bad. Despite spending my money solely on food, gas, and rent, I'm almost out again. I'm going to have to pull money- (1/09)

out. Knowing that my parents were right in thinking that I wasn't able to be on my own, all the while the only other option was to leave everything behind and go to a country that was completely foreign and not nearly as accepting on a national level. It's scary, and I'm (metaphorically)- (6/09)

Alright, so this is admittedly going to be a long series of posts that not many will see, but I still feel as if it's worth putting out there. Shit is bad. Like: Unbelievably bad. Despite spending my money solely on food, gas, and rent, I'm almost out again. I'm going to have to pull money- (1/09)

submitting all of the required info. Because of this, getting a new therapist and medication is currently in limbo until I can. I had to say goodbye to a therapist of over 5 years due to this. On top of that, actually having a place to move with that irl friend has been slow.- (4/09)

Alright, so this is admittedly going to be a long series of posts that not many will see, but I still feel as if it's worth putting out there. Shit is bad. Like: Unbelievably bad. Despite spending my money solely on food, gas, and rent, I'm almost out again. I'm going to have to pull money- (1/09)

out of an investment account set up to me when I was really young. Only issue is that I have to go through my parents to get anything out of it, since it's still in their name for insurance reasons. I've been looking for jobs for the past few days now, although I know I should've been- (2/09)

Hey so update, I gotta find a new place to live again. Just found out today that they're selling the house as is, when previously someone else was gonna buy it and let the people who are renting out rooms stay. I swear to god, I can't catch a break.

Finally got around to withdrawing the money from the gofundme. Been dragging my feet because of mental illness cropping back up again, been making everything an absolute slog. This is alongside even more shit happening, but for the sake of brevity I won't elaborate here. 1/2

(TW for ED mention.) MFW (my face when) I know that the first year of my transition has been knee capped from being blue-balled with food from when I lived with my parents, alongside recovering from what's most certainly some kind of eating disorder (I don't have a reaction image for this):

BPD is a fucking nightmare to do any research for (actual research, not just TikTok bullshit or whatever), because every time I want to further ways I can properly cope with it: I get bombarded with statements from others saying that anyone who has this are awful people to be around lol. (1/2)

Quadruple late update (as I'm still trying to recover from this emotionally lmao), I finally have a place to stay since my parents forced me to rent out a room from a friend. Not complaining about the room itself as it's fine, but I'm still coming to terms with being sidelined by family lol. (1/3)

I also haven't had the chance to withdraw the money from gofundme, so I paid for it out of my own pocket lol, there's $900 down the drain. As for now, we'll see. As mentioned above, I'm still trying to recover from it all as there was a period where I was crying on and off for 24 hours lol. (2/3)

TRIPLE UPDATE (I'm gonna curl up into a ball and cry lol), my parents are kicking me out again, as I've not fulfilled their standards of applying to jobs and rooms for rent in the past few days. This is after I almost got sent to the hospital by my counselor today due to mental health issues. (1/2)

DOUBLE UPDATE (My life is a rollercoaster and I'm gonna hurl), I'm back at my parent's house. I was able to talk with them in order to get an extension while I search for a proper place to live. I'm on a day-by-day system so it's still a bit unstable, but we'll take those. (1/2)

UPDATE to this as promised (apologies if it seems like I'm milking this, that's not my intention). My parents are insistent on kicking me out tonight, so I will finish packing my essentials before leaving to crash somewhere for the night. (1/2)

An update on this, first on what's going on and then a thank you. The date got moved to Monday, when I previously thought I would be kicked out today. My parents told me that I need to have everything packed by then in order to be out of the house. They also mentioned about snagging (1/4)

Second, I'd like to thank everyone immensely for supporting and sharing the Gofundme. I did not expect for so many people to take notice of it in the first place, nonetheless donate to it. It's meant a lot and it's made the past few days a lot more positive and worth trying. (3/4)

An update on this, first on what's going on and then a thank you. The date got moved to Monday, when I previously thought I would be kicked out today. My parents told me that I need to have everything packed by then in order to be out of the house. They also mentioned about snagging (1/4)