Sai ✧✧ Working . . .

Sai ✧✧ Working . . .

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🔞 OC/Art + Life + FFXIV + 100% Human Suffering ꜰʀᴇᴇʟᴀɴᴄᴇ ɪʟʟᴜꜱᴛʀᴀᴛᴏʀ Comm : http://saibraeus.net Card: saibraeus.carrd.co Vgen: vgen.co/Saibraeus --- Gpose: cianixiv.blu.ski

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I'm really looking forward to a break so that I can make my mini WoLzine and do some studies! It's a lot of fun working on comms but I think I hit a wall sometimes working on techniques that don't translate easily.

I’ve had this plant timer light for two years and every day I’ve gotten up to turn it on, worried that if I was too late the light would be on till like 3 am…. Today I found it auto turns on and off if I just don’t touch the button the night before (:

This was also a test batch to see if I can offer merch + art commissions together in the future but I'm not sure if I can trust the quality enough to be so hands off with it;; Also my package got lost and showed up randomly so @__@

The reason I don't like doing application style commissions is because I always end up taking on way too many O(-< I generally love drawing for people so I don't feel proper declining things. Really gotta hold myself accountable for the sake of my schedule @_@

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So I guess I'm just a little emotional at having found someone stable and understanding without just paying lip service. Anyway, to others who are probably struggling though the same, it's not normal to walk on eggshells around real friends or to feel like you have to explain/rationalize >

It's almost 2 years since we've been writing daily and after years of horrible/emotionally volatile ex RP partners I'm finally realizing I can actually draw for them without fear of wasting time. It was such a long, awful stretch of time that I was beginning to think I was the problem. >

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reminder that discord's trying to reintroduce their "Global Age Verification" as of very recently. if you haven't cancelled your nitro, do it! if you know other people who haven't, let them know abt this. not giving them anything as long as paypros/the gov keep being a bunch of pussies about this

Sarah 💜@vyletbunni.com

oh they are DESPERATE desperate. they almost never send promo emails for nitro.

Debated putting this out or not but basically my grandma passed away a few days ago. I have/had a pretty horrible relationship with my extended family and I've gone no contact with them, but since I love my mom most and she's the sentimental sort, emotionally it's a little bit complicated for me. >

I could write a whole novel on that den of scum and villainy but it's an incredibly uncomfortable read so I won't. Just, I'm still a little slow creatively now since I've had to hear about things I intensely do not want to hear about from people I never want to see again. >

My mom was forced to take care of my grandma who's misogynistic as hell, and she got so sick that I was at the ER with her for a few days. Hence, earlier things were pretty touch and go. Thankfully my mom's doing a lot better now so I'm just glad it's over. I'll be fine in a few.

I know personal zines don't sell but I kind of really want to make a WoL one too... Saw someone do it at AniRevo and it just seems so ?? Fun ?? It was really simple, just a staple booklet but it's such an adorable labour of love.