jordan

atp i feel like i can safely say that my desire to transition was largely (but not exclusively) due to feeling perpetually unsafe in the body i was born with. i think the expectation is that this realization comes w regret & de-identification w transness or s/t but like... nah...changes nothing rly

...is still decidedly nonbinary, as thats how im most comfortable being parsed, but like... if you're going to force me into a stupid box i guess i'd rather it be the girl one, bc those ppl tend to pmo less :p its crazy to me tht ppl feel justified getting mad at sht like this.

atp i feel like i can safely say that my desire to transition was largely (but not exclusively) due to feeling perpetually unsafe in the body i was born with. i think the expectation is that this realization comes w regret & de-identification w transness or s/t but like... nah...changes nothing rly

on an individual level i think i got off pretty easy wrt misogyny. i had "masculine" interests and tendencies, and this was protective. but men were still happy to remind me (and people w the same coercively assigned sex/gender as me) of my place. women & girls could be cruel too, but not like that.

atp i feel like i can safely say that my desire to transition was largely (but not exclusively) due to feeling perpetually unsafe in the body i was born with. i think the expectation is that this realization comes w regret & de-identification w transness or s/t but like... nah...changes nothing rly

in my true heart i am against the death penalty for a variety of reasons one being that it doesnt work to deter anyone BUT...imagine if would-be coup doers got da firing squad and ts was livestreamed directly into billionaire's skulls. /blodthirst /wistful

computer kind of makes doing anything in blender that isnt just single lowpoly/midpoly char render annoying as fuck these days🥴

i kind of hate shoppin for new computers bc it makes me Crazy but now w everytrthing being 1 trillion dollars idw even try. i think i got my current machine in like 2021 for 700 used off ebay and i kindaaa dont think i could get anything better for More Than That now lol... we will adapt

did something like, happen dsjklahjkglshg

Tonight was a damn tubi original

listening to these ppl having a convo abt csa stats and they keep saying "men" when referring to offenders and ppl w paraphilias and they acknowledged that women can offend and have paraphilias too but they just have less data and im like ok yeah how does speaking in this manner affect the convo tho

these are researchers who know more about this than me obviously but if we can acknowledge that most crimes against kids r borne of opportunity/circumstance and not some pathological attraction why not speak to how children r vulnerable to everyone incl. caretakers most of whom r women u know

Susumu hirasawa happening at thunnercat heh. Yay cool to hear him in this context

ok to be real this was actually the most hype part of the night for me but i still had fun klhgjkhgghf thundercat is cool...i like several of his songs and appreciate his (and his bandmates) skill. but improvisation the way they were doing it on stage just isnt my thang. polite crowd 4 the most part

ive seen so many "de-enshittification guides" that make it seem like the person making them has never used any of the services theyre pushing u away from or toward. hello?

sorry idk why i started majoring in michael jackson these last few days but ive gone from "can't say if allegations true" to "i think hes innocent but shouldnt have shared a bed etc." to "he was victim of multiple character assassinations and the media's collaboration is kind of horrifying" ..!!