Selvain

I missed being such a good influence.. Like being able to plant seeds of certain knowledge and then watch it grow with that person(s) weeks, or a mere month later an them being like "I'm doing x y z now." Idk, I feel good that my mind is capable of doing actual good again.

I didn't put the "Bird Reich" on the 2026 Bingo card, but here we are.

I realized with my last food post how insensitive it was for me to not include various types of cheese breaded length. We'll cheat today and I will be using the American Bosco Stick. A bosco stick is beautiful cause it has so many various lengths.

Novelty: I normally don't recommend taking these in one bite. Mostly for safety sake, and recovery can be a process that isn't worth it if you wanna eat more later. Really work every inch similar to commercial, use your hands even. Sometimes cheese bursts a little early so make sure to eat that up.

I realized with my last food post how insensitive it was for me to not include various types of cheese breaded length. We'll cheat today and I will be using the American Bosco Stick. A bosco stick is beautiful cause it has so many various lengths.

Snack size: For fun we'll take it in one go if possible really feel the warm cheese fill your throat. Usually a pretty enjoyable experience if done right. Consumer: I usually just give the tip of the breadstick some love sometimes you drool and it runs down so makes it easier, this is cozy.

I realized with my last food post how insensitive it was for me to not include various types of cheese breaded length. We'll cheat today and I will be using the American Bosco Stick. A bosco stick is beautiful cause it has so many various lengths.

You have your snack variety: 4-4 1/2inches consumer stick 5 1/2 - 6inches And if you're really pushing it you have your 7 inch commerical stick. Now if you're seeking breading and protein from a stick larger than that you're going for more novelty cause 8 inches is a lot, and safety important.

WHY THE FUCK IS MY BIRTHDAY ON INTERNATIONAL LESBIAN DAY I SWEAR TO GOD SOMEONE IS FUCKING WITH ME.

Fuck they made an anime specifically to drag me in.

There are many labels that make it hard to socialize and build relationships with people. Decoupling negative connotations people have is a life long journey. You feel like even a slip up is scary, if you're a professional you have to actively be your best 24/7. It's an EXHAUSTING process.

I'm probably realistically one of the less resource needed BPD individuals. I've been moderately successful in my life. But there is a spectre that just haunts you. Knowing one shift causing it all to collapse. I've actively have/had hid knowledge of my BPD from others to avoid judgment.

There are many labels that make it hard to socialize and build relationships with people. Decoupling negative connotations people have is a life long journey. You feel like even a slip up is scary, if you're a professional you have to actively be your best 24/7. It's an EXHAUSTING process.

My fellow Trans people, never doubt your power, just do shit. I'm literally working on a co-op project rn because I got tired of fearing for the future. I just took my reigns an said "fuck it." I filled out some documents an gathered some members I trust.

The thing that always amazes me as the SWERF attitudes that exist in some sex positive spaces. They won't outright say it, they use certain language that is hyper coded against sex work or they are socially rude to those who they think "pay for sex or porn". It's clear they view that consumer low.

It's important we combat this cause it will help breed better outcomes for everyone. They'll be forced to be honest. Sex workers can make friends that respect them an their work. And consumers don't have to fear judgement. And doing so starts with small conversations like this.

The thing that always amazes me as the SWERF attitudes that exist in some sex positive spaces. They won't outright say it, they use certain language that is hyper coded against sex work or they are socially rude to those who they think "pay for sex or porn". It's clear they view that consumer low.

I think my reflectiveness to not be able to relax and turn everything I do into commodifiable work is really a detriment to how I see and build relationships. I see this in a lot of the sex positive communities I run in. People immersed in the culture BUT not within effects of former full service.

I think that's going to be my decoupling project for next few years. But it's gonna be hard, and cost me a lot of time or understanding with people. But I gotta get out of the "SWer survival mode" that was drilled into me so well by ghosts who taught me everything to be where I am today.