shock

hello I am shock, consider this a formal greeting: I have loved games my entire life. playing, watching, talking about, & listening to my friends talk about them too 🥰 I left my job in february to pursue my dream of making my own game & I hope you'll hold me accountable hail to the king, baby.

new video playing BOTW bingo!!! 🤍 youtube partner I am coming for you!!! youtu.be/Uctbh31nLRE?...

It’s that time of year again! I will be live in ~1 hour with my charity stream for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention with Team NeverWinless! All goals and incentives are on the following image 😇 Let’s have fun today! Donate here: afspwalks.donordrive.com/participants...

I just spent 25 minutes with my heart in my stomach frantically trying to figure out why people were saying vinny was a full blown Logan Paul supporter. bro there are two separate pkmn creators named vinny and sauce and people are just writing "vinny/sauce", "vinny&sauce"?? HELLO SOME TACT PLEASE

ALERT NEW MARYDEAREST VIDEO NOT A FIB youtu.be/t5kkaKsihwI?...

why wasn't I invited to the earlier secret duskbloods test where everyone else got to practice so much?

can you fucking nerds please go to bed or get a job so I can connect to the duskbloods network test in peace

Hi everyone!! I am officially less than 50 subs away from being monetized on YouTube! If anyone has a spare sub they can throw my way, it would be greatly GREATLY appreciated ☺️ 🔗 youtube.com/@ayemandagam...

really bad news about mistria. it's just as good as they said and I'm doomed

Yall im Pro Twitch Partner Rio now 😭🎉🥳

why is it SO much harder to resist the urge to buy a game that you won't play than it is to just not a play a game you already own!!!!!!!!

girl who has DONE IT!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭

if you've ever been as proud as i am right now then sorry but no you haven't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I would like someone to help me understand the purpose of this button. I have already put in my destination and started driving? "Hey gemini I was on my way to a job interview but thought you might have a better idea for somewhere else I could go?"

BOTW BINGO DAY!!! 🤍 competing in botanical_bekah’s bingo comp today and it’s going to be SO fun 🪴🤺 twitch.tv/marydearest

tried to set up a solo archipelago randomizer today and I'm thinking I might just sell my computer instead

sent a scary email!!!! that is enough work for me today I'm pooped

koroks are calling and I must answer!!! botw bingo practice and partner pushing!!!! twitch.tv/marydearest

putting duvet cover on took ten years off my life but happy honey added 30 so good deal

drawing pokemon from memory is hard but loving my community is easy!!! thanks yall for the most incredible end to this pride month - you make me proud beyond words!!! 🌈🌈🌈

bryce is cheese

Doing a Pride fundraiser tonight for @tkoalabama.bsky.social 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 TKO Society is an Alabama Black trans led non-profit that establishes & provides health & wellness services to their LGBTQIA+ community in the South! stream link: twitch.tv/ayemanda donate link: tiltify.com/@ayemanda/snamers-for-tko

if ur company has ever made a "were sorry..... that our deals are so good and we forgot to tell you" post u are dead to me

I would just like to say that I am so proud of mary for how hard she works in so many spaces and ways and also that she is so close to unlocking the partner application and every view & lurk & chat & raid means so much to her and me and also that she is live right now at twitch.tv/marydearest =)

writing shitty code with my bare hands the way god intended just to feel something

steam machine is dead in the water valve u are nutso for this one

no ayemanda blue prince and no alana god of war until next week and I'm supposed to just be okay with this?

when you finally find a thread of someone describing the exact tech issue you've been having but all the replies are gaslighting them and they deleted their account LMAOOO

what the fuck are stock futures? you can just decide what you think different rocks are going to maybe be worth in a few weeks and people will pay for that? and you can make a ton of money but only if you're already rich? nate was wrong pull the damn lever dude this whole place gotta go

wtf I have adhd too follow me not amanda

I always feel a little goofy downloading 7 new AAA games onto my steamdeck before travel knowing full well I'll be at a place with great internet the whole time, but now I am so validated bc I've been on this plane for 9 hours and probably stuck in the Cleveland Airport overnight so HAH

I can't help the way I am but I do not vibe with fastfood breakfast menus

hiiii i'm going to do a charity stream on may 13th and 14th (the 14th is my biiirthdaaaay so you'd better come through) benefiting @tkoalabama.bsky.social!! this is my first charity stream EVER so let's start off with a bang (haha get it because my $300 goal is for me to get bangs)!

HELLLLLOOOOOOO I'M COMMITTING VOTER FRAUD CATCH ME AT EVERY SINGLE POLLING LOCATION

HELLO student body!!! vote Mary for your next @twitch partner for soda in the drinking fountain and arts and crafts being added to the curriculum !!!!! (and also lots of cool and fun and flirty times) more details to come on this ~push- but let’s DO THISSSSS

U.V.S. Nirmana is now available on Steam! Set off on a journey of uncountable eons toward the edge of the universe. Stop by distant worlds and ancient civilizations, helping them as part of your pilgrimage with your companions, the Renunciants. store.steampowered.com/app/2536720/...

Sorry man, too busy. @chris.neatdu.de

an invitation arrived for you!! 💌 come join me on stream tomorrow (tuesday, april 28th) for a special celebration!! i’m turning 30 this week and celebrating 5 years on Twitch!! 🌸 should be live around 1 pm PST for community games, cupcakes, and lots of reminiscing on the past half of my 20s!!

My hottest “I have no data to back this up” take is that phones aren’t making young people less happy. What’s making them less happy is living in a world where everyone is having their reality defined by recommendation algorithms that can only care about whether something keeps you watching.

my animal crossing bunny day eggs IRL! 🎨🐣✨

maybe a little more than what torchic was asking for 🤭🛁

can someone help him

crying over these forever besties!!!!

me

Just learned how british people pronounce urinal, don't text

will you be my valentine? 💌💗🎀 limited stickers, art prints and letters from me available now! testing out the concept of a dearest snail mail club 👀♥️