Solace

“Dont make me seem like a whore for having intimate fun with friends” .. The literal description of being one.. like wut?!

What I need so badly~😩

𝓗𝓐𝓛𝓛𝓞𝓦𝓔𝓔𝓝 👻 @ 𝓟𝓤𝓡𝓡 🏮 - 𝔇𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝖀𝕻 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔤𝔢𝔱 𝕯𝕺𝖂𝕹 - 11𝔭𝔪 𝔈𝔖𝔗 𝔒𝔠𝔱. 23𝔯𝔡 🎃 𝕸𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖞 🎃 𝕶𝖚𝖗𝖔 🎃 𝖂𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖊 🎃 𝖄𝖚𝖓𝖆 - 𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖞 @ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖌𝖊! 👻 𝕻𝕽𝕺𝕸𝕺: 👻 𝕲𝖜𝖎𝖟 𝕵𝖔𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖕!! vrc.group/PURR.0016

Was randomly looking through old family photos. And I miss you Dad so much.. 😭

I feel so socially akward at times.. sorry if i run away 🙈

imagine being loyal.. oh wait. half yall dont even understand that concept..

The post Detour fomo depression hitting.. I’ll go one day..🥲

I might not see the new year honestly.. if i dont get wut I so desperately desire..

Sorry for crashing out.. going through it.. posts deleted.. wasnt right of me.. *sighs*

Woke up crying.. why did I haft to wake up to this shit world.. wish i never woke up..

Sorry.. just frustrated cause i sorta fell a little for someone i didn’t initially know was poly.. and ugh.. i hate it hate it hate ittt

I genuinely don’t understand open/ poly relationships.. like respect to you if you swing that way. But I could never.. Knowing ur giving that same kind of attention to others would fuck me sideways mentally.. like I want all that shit for myself yoo.. fuck the others..

ngl.. i might straight up disappear soon..

𝟏𝟎/𝟎𝟗 𝟏𝟎 𝐏𝐌 𝐄𝐓 –𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐔𝐍𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍– Party time – Don't get lost on your way here Featuring DJs: Azumastar @reallydev.bsky.social @jazzputin.bsky.social x Kojo @solacevr.bsky.social Doors @ 9:50PM ET #VRChat

why do i always haft to be the cuck watching the person i like always all over others, and never me! literally how its been since I was a kid.. Like when will there be a girl all over me.. *sighs* am i really that unlovable..

If i dissapear soon..

ill never be good enough for anyone, to want it to be me over anyone else..

If anyone sees me tn. No you didn’t.. I was just a drunk figment of your imagination 😌

Can’t say how proud and thrilling it was to play this set @ OFFLINE Red Room Edition! youtu.be/Dq3wlr5qzAo?... on.soundcloud.com/yH8fN00bbu2i... #VRChat

depression is kicking my ass

there was a time where i thought every problem could be fixed through conversation, now i know that talking means little without genuine understanding. you can explain your pain perfectly and still feel unheard. its crazy thinking about that.

Every night.. *sighs*

the only ai i need is alcohol intelligence because I cannot socialize sober 🥹

Hooked up my Radiomaster tx16s radio controller to Wardogs. And Im lowkey getting cracked at this flying heli thing. Clips to come soon! 🙌

And yes the pfp you saw of me over the weekend was my face irl. Face reveal woa. If u missed it oh well.. but i ain’t hiding no longer.. don give af no more 😅

I really wish I wasnt just an option.. I wish someone just chose me, and wants it to be me all the time..😢

Had a good night~ Eeeps den Warchuds tmr 😜

I wish I had someone needy and always wanting to spend time with me.. *sighs*..

I got so spoiled the other night, still in disbelief 😅

Felt 😫 , me too 👉👈

So that new steam frame, I might aswell put myself in the list for the 256gb one right? Cause I see their is a microsd slot. No need to get the 1tb one right? Unless there is a reason im unaware of?

I need a cutie like myself by my side~💕

Whoever my future girlfriend is, I hope you show up soon..

I dont think Ill ever be good enough for anyone..

I drunk, but when awake up . Wardogs!?

Same but im struggling with the sleep.. 😞

I wear a smile while drunk sometimes.. but really im crying..

Finally uploaded my set from the incredible night at Rave Factory last Friday! Give it a listen & some love! Probably one of my best sets I played in a while! Huge thanks to Rave Factory for having me! 🙌 soundcloud.com/solacevr/mak...

Ya.. I kinda cooked one of my gnarliest, best sets ever at Rave Factory last Friday! Should have been there if you missed out! Set will be posted soon! 🔥

Anyone? 🥺

If you have any family close. Tell them you love them.. I miss my dad so much.. 😞

fumbling the cute girl is my profession..

Is it just me, or do some of yall get lowkey depressed and sad like me when you see couples, or even people who def be talkin, do lovey dovey cute shit? Just cause u so badly wished it was you gettin that sorta attention.. heck maybe u wish it was you cause u be crushing a little on that person..

Any girl out there wanna fall in love together or somethin? 👉👈

RAVE FACTORY: SHOOTY BOI’S EDITION THIS FRIDAY WE GO STUPID, WE GO CRAZY!! DOORS @ 7 PM PST SOLACE TOXICTRATE OLY MURDOKES THEHOMIEDOUGGIE POSTER: Douggie JOIN VRC GROUP vrc.group/RVEFCT.1468 DISCORD discord.gg/RAVEFACTORYVR P.L.U.R. FOLLOW THE MUSIC #VRChat

This weekend was incredible! Thanks to everyone who came by to one of my two sets. Came to Purr. Or came by to hangout and say hello! Felt really welcomed and was a lot of fun! Lots of love! 🫶

tysm purr for having me!!! it was such an amazing night :3 yall better sex yo asses in yo bedrooms to this shit❗ set link: soundcloud.com/toxictrate/p...

ppl be like "GTA 6 STRIP CLUBS ABOUT TO GO CRAZY YEAHHHHH" but then look at people having sexual experiences with other real people on vrc and go "Y'ALL ARE WEIRD DEGENERATES EWWWWWWW!" 🥀💔