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Spooky Heartbeat Aero! ๐ŸŽƒ

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18+ he/they I write EzKayn fics. Often NSFW; MDNI. Cms: closed (1/1) ic: @awildes_ / hd: @coffidelay.bsky.social

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I wanna elaborate a bit because LiB was originally going to be pretty dark with assault and literal murder happening, but very early on I was struggling with committing to it and overtime I became more interested in showing Ez and Kayn's friendship growing more than just jumping right into them

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// Revospring // I made a statement months ago about this actually. No, he will not ever hurt Ezreal, aside from the emotional trauma and paranoia, but he won't physically harm him. Originally, this was not the case, but I honestly don't want to write Ezreal being harmed.

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reasons. One being that Ezreal being assaulted genuinely physically makes me feel sick, so that idea very quickly got scrapped. And I felt like if I had Kayn kill the old man, that would open a complicated can of worms for Kayn's mental state

So in the end, LiB became a much more calm story about them getting closer and a lot of the darker elements were removed, although there are still some in there and the conflict with the old man is still there and has to be resolved somehow...

I wanna elaborate a bit because LiB was originally going to be pretty dark with assault and literal murder happening, but very early on I was struggling with committing to it and overtime I became more interested in showing Ez and Kayn's friendship growing more than just jumping right into them

Spooky Heartbeat Aero! ๐ŸŽƒ@sourscribe.bsky.social

// Revospring // I made a statement months ago about this actually. No, he will not ever hurt Ezreal, aside from the emotional trauma and paranoia, but he won't physically harm him. Originally, this was not the case, but I honestly don't want to write Ezreal being harmed.

fucking. Plus originally I was floating a few ideas for the creepy old man, he was gonna show up and attack Ezreal in his apartment, and in another idea he was going to try to kill Kayn for "getting in the way" and both scenes would lead to Kayn killing him. I think I decided agianst it for a few

// Revospring // It's alright! I posted it so long ago at this point, I can't even remember if it was on this account lol. I'm excited to get to the next parts and show how Ez and Kayn get even closer ehe, and how things wrap up. A good and happy ending for sure!

// Revospring // I made a statement months ago about this actually. No, he will not ever hurt Ezreal, aside from the emotional trauma and paranoia, but he won't physically harm him. Originally, this was not the case, but I honestly don't want to write Ezreal being harmed.

// Revospring // Thank you so much! I'm so happy and excited for the boys, and I don't think Ezreal is ready to have a supportive father-figure in his life ngl, he'll be so emotional. I'm glad people haven't forgotten about Mr. Creepy Old Man, he is certainly a looming issue...

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Ellipsus is doing a thing where if I backspace to connect a paragraph to the previous one, it deletes the last punctuation in that previous sentence, adding an extra space between paragraphs whenever I press enter, and when I ctrl+z to undo anything, I have to press it twice...?

I'm so mad because I crashed out last night thinking I need a break from fandom because so much has been piling up and making me sad and miserable but at the same time I come on here and see nice messages, see cute art, open my email and see comments on my fics and I feel >

terrible for wanting to leave the people who have quite literally kept me from being so depressed for a long time. I want to take a break because parts of fandom do make me miserable, but I love my little EzKayn corner of the internet, as long as I don't look at my FYP or >

doomscroll. I need to get better about cutting myself off and focus on what is good and that is the people who want me here. I'm just tired of this back and forth in my head where I feel good but then the next day I feel unwanted or hated in certain spaces. I need to stop caring.

We can enjoy Live My Life *and* be upset about the og cast being replaced and wish we could have gotten to hear their version. These things are not mutually exclusive. I love LML. I miss the og boys. I'm sad and angry for them. But I appreciate the new aritsts too. Man...

Just had two of the worst League games of my life. Last one had an Ekko feed a Katarina, yelled at everyone to ff and that he was gonna stay in spawn, came back only to feed more, then at 33 minutes the game was terminated. Love this game.

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knowing there are people who are still doing their best to pour passion into their craft & communities makes my heart grow... creatives are so amazing ... the human spirit so resilient ...

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