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I really hate feeling like I wanna go out and do something, but since I have nobody to go with I just end up being too nervous to go anywhere. Not to mention it seems like nowhere has good schedules of events, and nobody even seems to go out anymore in general. Just makes things really discouraging

Went and saw ikiru tonight! It was really good, even though it could definitely be a looooot shorter and still hit the same emotional beats. But given the age I think it's still a very good end result. I was certainly getting a lot of feelings by the end.

Man, even though I finally got a therapist, I still just feel like crap recently. Too much stuff going on and no one to share the load with, I think

I just signed a @theactionnetwork.bsky.social petition: Petition to Keep the Academy of Natural Sciences Open to the Public. Sign here: actionnetwork.org/petitions/pe...

Oh no. The corporate training videos use AI generated fake podcasts now. This is even worse than the normal crap. Like it honestly feels borderline abusive

I was hoping that when I moved to the city, I'd be able to open up more and maybe actually make some connections. But I feel like I'm still stuck, I wanna go out but I don't want to be there alone! But of course, I don't have anyone to do anything with! And don't even get me started on dating. Ugh.

Oh God. I had one vm crash and disappear and now it seems like all of my server is getting fucked up. I'm terrified, I have so much crap on there. I'm already annoyed that I had to reconfigure one app, but if I have to do everything? I don't know if I want to go through all that.

Gooseworx, I hope you can make more stuff in the future. I know it was a very rough experience at times, but I really want to see more things by you. I think you have a really beautiful mind to be able to make all of this.

Been having a pretty good time at pride!

Really looking forward to going to pride for the first time in a couple days! I even finally found a top that actually looks pretty good, so I just need to get over the whole anxiety of going by myself.

It only took 2 months, but I've finally got my new modded gba sp working! I hit a point at the end where I was like literally tearing my hair out trying to figure the damn thing out. But it all works now!

You know, you never expect the artist that draws furry futa porn to be a right wing moron. But here we are. Such a shame, I liked their style. But better to just block them and move on.

I don't have many people to share this with, but I recently came out (kind of) at work! I told my boss I was trans, and luckily they took it pretty well. Pretty encouraging. Still not looking forward to more of that, though.