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I’m so tired, and no sleep aids, prescription or otc, help me sleep these days because my endocrine system is actively fighting it. Going kinda crazy as I already have anxiety and this adds to it chemically. Wheeeeeee (putting Cammie’s grumpy face here to reflect my mood)

Thirteen years ago we got a house and I got a diamond ring linking me to this guy. It was a very good day.

Halls, creator names in pics #elderscrollsonline #esohousing

Nobody told me #beavers smiled like #quokkas. My world will never be the same.

Connor has a bob tail so he looks funny when loafed. He's enjoying the warms. #cats

News regarding the BIGGEST housing change in #ESO history! More slots!!!! 🎉🥳 youtu.be/T_k-4FMwg2Y #ESOHousing #ElderScrollsOnline #TESO

Nighttime at our homestead, the spooky Mingo flock has landed too

Happy song for a beautiful night youtu.be/dElRVQFqj-k?...

Freestanding buildings made from scratch, creator names in pics #elderscrollsonline #esohousing

Our house again has glowing eyes this year. #halloween #spoopy

#TESOctober 2026 Week 3 - Moon - Standing before the mighty Moon Gate of Anequina 🌑

I don’t know why but with facial hair and messy hair he’s like an entirely different person with another vibe. I really didn’t recognize Chen si at first. #chensi #cdrama

I used to look at people who lived in a way they didn’t like even though they could change, and I couldn’t understand it. Now I’ve lived in a house for 12 years and there are still things not hung, gardening not done, fixes not made. And now I get it: inertia and a lack of energy bc life drains you.

I’m so tired I can’t even retain a thought

#TESOctober 2026 prompt 3, “Moon”, featuring Zerith-var and a dark eclipse. Zerith-var’s questline is in the running for my favorite in the entire game. Also, I was lucky to witness the 2024 solar eclipse in person, and the dark beauty of totality reminded me of Azurah immediately.

This was our boy Van Gogh, we lost him a few years back. But he had a lovely spoiled (albeit only a year and a half) old age with us, after a very hard life. #cats He was the longest at the shelter and needed medicine. We gave him care, cuddles and love and I’d like to think it mattered.

Kitty siblings in their usual cuddle format. #cats

This is the first time I haven’t logged in every day of an event since I started #eso, a year after it was released. I can’t explain it except it’s fun while I’m on, but getting on just makes me sad for what it used to be for me. Now I’m not playing or reading anything, just watching #cdramas.

I verified this is real. She has been named Segway. #armadillo

Two or three days more of blow up jacuzzi. It’s still raccoon fall, as these two teenage raccoons played all over the deck. Pretty adorable.

-Gavin Koldane: Racing Into Nowhere: Thieves Guild: Daggerfall Story Quests: werewolf- #ESOFam #ESO #ESO_JP #ElderScrolls #TESOctober

Her fur is so curly it makes her look like she isn’t real #cats this is my Cammie.

I would love these spoopy things. But I haven’t had a real Halloween since high school.

What I wish I’d known as early as when I was enjoying neverwinter nights by #bioware - never fall in love with a company that exists in a capitalist framework. The endless search for profit maxing will always beat the creative arts involved, one day. Enjoy it while it lasts but prepare your heart.

#TESOctober prompt for Grave! I miss roleplaying in Evermore. I know. Cursed words. But the NPCs there have imprinted into my mind. My doodle take on Bugbekh and Chrismin! #ESOFam #TES

This sounds amazing.

Left, me now, ~138, me in 2018, 210 lbs. glp1 and colitis. In the loss, my tummy stayed bigger than I’d like but my butt is completely gone. Flat as a pancake. It’s not how I wanted it to go…

You'd wonder what the name of the tree is, It's not a Birch Tree, as their from Earth, Its a Birch adjacent Tree. #ESO #ESOfam #VirtualPhotography

🏰 What happens when 20 ESO builders are given one simple theme: Castles? Apparently… almost anything. 😂 From royal courts, fortresses, forbidden keeps, enchanted realms, the idea of a castle is taken in some awesome unexpected directions. 🎥 youtu.be/rBNtxqg9S4w #ESO #ESOHousing #ElderScrollsOnline

My nosy #raccoon

A little treat before the spooky days begin 🐈‍⬛👻🤍

“She arrived with a cat carrier and opened it for Pretzel, who stepped out onto the hardwood floors of a mafia boss’s stone mansion, surveyed the room with his single eye, and promptly threw up on a very expensive rug. Damien’s housekeeper declared that finally somebody in this house had taste.”

Floors, creator names in pictures #elderscrollsonline #esohousing

I do not understand why the worst fears and memories come to me when I’m trying to fall asleep.

Going to get to freezing tonight so husband brought Jack, my lemon tree, in. That’s how you know when fall is truly here. This is him behind Chuck. He’s in a cage when outside to protect him from damage. *sigh*

The Guardian of the Treasure🦀👑 Bouldertree Refuge 🏠open for visitors #TESOctober #esohousing #ESO #TESO #ElderScrollsOnline

Some #cdrama actors

#TESOctober Treasure I managed to finish it before my train leaves. Hooray! #ESOFam

It was time for my groundhog to begin hibernation, yet out of nowhere yesterday was 80 F. Chuck woke up, came out to drink. I’m not 100 % sure, but I think he got the hiccups, and he wobbled over tripping over a stick. I looked it up and #groundhogs definitely get hiccups.

Lowering my colitis medication came with much colitis. Need to go back up in dosage. Every choice is a decision between two bad stuff. Always. Pic is a very old, slow, possibly sick #opossum hanging out in the bird bath on an 80 degree (!?) night in October. A possum spa night.

Grave Stakes in Black Marsh Mantled a little bit of Bob Ross for this #TESOctober Grave prompt.

I am a viscacha. No question. What are you?

Commission for VespertineDri of their SkyrimRP character who's an Ohmes Raht! Gotta love Elf-Cat #Khajiit #Skyrim

gossiping (2022) + #elderscrolls + #teldrynsero + #geldissadri +

This is stupid adorable. “I’m a pop rock candy” #cdrama #wangyibo nice to see him smiling, too. youtu.be/FJGNPmYZnuk?...