🔞Paul's dilemma

🔞Paul's dilemma

@stoneaviary.bsky.social

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Ive made good progress in upgrading my self-reflection. Ive identified the issues that prevented me from getting together with a certain lovely person. I’m going to start working on them

i still just fear this absurd "interraction" that i do here and anywhere on internet, cause noone will read it all and sympathize w me anyway. it all just turns to me rambling about anything and egoistically dumping my dark mind for everyone and noone at the same time. its kinda destructive 4 me??

as much as i love (in what fucking way?) lamenting fate on the internet, i would rather prefer not. all i really do here is scrolling through porn and complaining about existence, damn i look misserable

Even after some of my friends started ignoring me or left me, for some obscure reason, im still optimistic. I feel myself like a goner. I really dont whine in real life. I write on the internet things that i dont actually share with anyone.