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@styrofoam99.bsky.social

27 second life + misc diary 🔞🔞🔞 art: @sferics32.bsky.social

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therapy's been going well so far, every session he reminds me to work on unmasking and self-compassion, i feel wound up so tight

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how do (other) artists typically feel about someone home-printing off someone elses art just to put on the wall, not share or resell or anything, do people care at all or is it a faux pas? i always wonder since some artists i love dont sell prints

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not like anyone would even know if i did but i dont wanna like.. yknow... i always wondered bc for my art i dont think id care at all, even if i was selling prints already, id personally be happy if someone told me they did that

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if im foodposting i got this tub of massaman curry paste for like $8 at my local asian market, you need very little of it at a time and it lasts a year in the fridge, infinite delectable meal.

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ive drawn quite a lot but im struggling with going back to posting art because i predicated most of my online existence on avoiding being seen as either annoying or evil and shaving off any part of myself that extended past that zone, but i got sick to death of it

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everyones annoying or evil by someone else's measure, none of it really matters, you can't avoid conflict even when you try to consider everything. but im like, what does being myself even look like for me? it's like the mask got fused to my face and then cracked apart

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not to just complain endlessly but i got 3 beautiful text messages telling me medical bills will eat over half my dwindling income and then everything else is happening always

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i feel like a computer that's been left running for several years without shutting down and im piling up background processes and getting memory leaks and shit