Literally Suswave

some of you seemed confused by my last post. rest assured: it makes complete sense. just ask the author.

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So if you struggle to be creative stop thinking about yourself and the perception of yourself for five fucking seconds this is science ™. Thank you for coming to my podcast tldr

(And also creativity does not necessarily mean whatever you’re doing is like, good or interesting. Have you ever talked to a person who’s stoned as hell? Or seen art by white women w dreadlocks?)

(I’m also using art as a shorthand for all ways creativity manifests not just a literal painting but in thinking and in relationships and in communication and in politics)

Is this confirming my biases? Absolutely lmao. But also I know I choke artistically (and just like, in general) the second I think about being perceived as the person making the art instead of just being the person making the art

Paired w artists describing that flow state as something coming from outside the self, ‘divine inspiration’ etc, kinda seems like to be meaningfully creative you have to climb out of your own asshole for five fucking minutes

I have several paragraphs bear w me: I’m first to call bullshit on brain science because it’s reductive eugenics 99 percent of the time but I was listening to an interview w a neuroscientist who studies creativity (and voiced appropriate scorn towards pop/science brain narratives)

Highly recommend listening to the latest album of a band that put out an incredible album 10-15 years ago and saying oh my god. This is so bad

stolen valor this was @parkdalecryptid.bsky.social's theory and I was too asleep to do the accreditation the way I meant to

please stop talking to me like this

SCREAMING HEADS AND SUNSET OVER SPHAGNUM BOG CAN I GET A HELL YEAH!!! I LOVE OUTSIDE!!!

i didn't know that rothko did a basilisk

you are content to watch our enemies squirm uncomfortably but i want them to suffer and bleed and disappear from our lives

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‘Thank you for feeling like shit so my jokes land better’ - @suswave.bsky.social

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get disowned is an all-time shredder of an album

listening party was a hoot and the EP is out now! reportedly some of y'all really enjoyed it. which is weird of you. 💖 decimae.bandcamp.com/album/organ-...

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your careless rationalism for what exists is showing

i will destroy every sport in existence before i let another trans kid be abused and degraded and killed just for trying to have structured fun with other kids

yes i am one of Those Trans Women who gets really angry about stuff where the public can see . i hope that's okay

watching everyone in tech stumble over themselves to Both Sides Bad the ai debacle lately has been interesting . "the pro- and anti- sides need to come to a compromise" idk man i don't think that's how it is. they should just shut down all the llms and throw the companies in the trash. no compromise

I cannot imagine anything less like a painting than Bobs Burgers quotes or show tunes but peace and love on planet earth

Get married to a sicko you’ve loved for 12 years so you can have someone who knows exactly what you’re invoking with a painting without you having to explain it. And also if they’re short they can check you for ticks after a hike. Follow me for more wife pro tips

get in the pit. 20 minutes until ORGAN SPORT.

hey. today I want you to spend eleven really fucked-up minutes with me. assuming, of course, there's an internet left.

hard klumping tonizamboni.bandcamp.com/track/klumps...

hey. today I want you to spend eleven really fucked-up minutes with me. assuming, of course, there's an internet left.

oh fuck me this php event is gonna make me lose it

new castlevania is so pretty and fun to play. why does all the dialogue suck so fucking bad

every time I schedule an EP release I'm like "ah, yes... finally structure. not just some willy-nilly bullshit." and then immediately drop some stupid fucking single to utterly dunk on myself decimae.bandcamp.com/album/just-c...

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Unfortunately there is a very real and literal art duct and if I don’t express it daily it gets all turgid and inflamed and itchy and I get really bitey

every time I schedule an EP release I'm like "ah, yes... finally structure. not just some willy-nilly bullshit." and then immediately drop some stupid fucking single to utterly dunk on myself decimae.bandcamp.com/album/just-c...

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don't be like me ! don't be hot and sexy and sooooo cool and funny and have multiple skills and abilities that boggle the mind

hey. tomorrow I want you to spend eleven really fucked-up minutes with me. {{WED 10.21 ✧ 6PM EDT ✧ DOORS 5:30}}

Organ Sport Listening Party ✧ 10.21 ✧ 6pm EDT decimae.bandcamp.com/merch/organ-...