Tesonya

Damn... time just flies, doesn't it. Hadn't realized how little I've been doing more than lurking around here. But - things are brewing in the background as I rise out of the dark to return to... well, the slightly more present me. Have a nice day everyone! Stay safe.💚

Just made some grilled cheese from flatbread with guac and it was amazing.💚

"We fall. We repent. We survive." - Sir Pentious One of my favorite lines in the series.💚 #hazbinhotel

Being cat-blocked when trying to get creative work done - as cute as it can be at times - is one of the very very few downsides of owning cats.😅 #artist #cats

Week #11 - Goals. I have them and I have no true clue how to get to them. The only thing I know (and I firmly believe) is that little steps will always be better than none.😊 #motivation #creation

As someone with about a billion life dreams, aspirations and very little self esteem or courage, I am doing what I can to not give up on yet another dream. My novel will happen! My game will happen! My dungeonmap-adventure business will happen! Just taking it one step at a time.💪 #motivation

IM ON ALTSTREAM!!! I really have faith in this platform and I want it to succeed! Ill start testing streaming on it soon. Feel free to follow me there! Humans First, AI NEVER! #altstream #fuckai

Week #9 Hope everyone is doing, at least, okay-ish. Trying to pull myself out of the funk.

Week #8 - And things could not feel more sluggish. Having real trouble getting out of my funk these days and I keep telling myself: Selfcare is not giving up. Taking a break is not giving up. YOU are NOT giving up. #monday #motivation

I know that my Load Order of 300+ mods is a joke and cakewalk to some people, but to me, with weeks of tweaking, testing, FO4-editing, .ini & .bat creating, it's an accomplishment! It is finally finished! Now I only have to decide what character to play.🙈 #fallout4 #gamer #modding

This is what people mean, when they say, modding is its own game. Been working on my new Modlist for 3 weeks now, just modding and playtesting.😅 #fallout4 #modding #gamer

Week #7 - Nothing fancy happening on the Tes front. Been struck with a bit of a cold, so I am doing the only reasonable and responsible thing: Binging series and sipping tea all rolled up to a burrito of cozy! Stay safe, happy and healthy, everyone.💚

I am really loving the snuggle weather we've been having these past few days. It's a nice change of pace and I am sure nature appreciates the rain.💚

Week #6 Last week was filled with lots of real life stuff - okay, my attempted goals and work and all of that are part of that, but this one was more about health and doctors and stuff like that. No worries - all is well.😊 Just need to recover and than shift myself back into gear.🙈 Stay safe! 💚

Week #5 begins with a hint of exhaustion. This weather is just getting the best of me, so I deemed todays goal to be: Get something done. Anything. No matter what it is, just something. Pick up a task, tackle it, finish it. 💪 #monday #motivation #creation

Appreciate and cherish the people and things you love.💚 I love my husband. I love my cats. I love Anime, good food, music, games, art and so many other things. And I love myself - at least more than before these days. #movitation #love #selfcare

Please tell me that I'm not the only one who will be binging things like A Nightmare Before Christmas, Coraline and Little Shop of Horrors these days? I mean... September is, after all, practically spooky season prep month! It's time to get in the mood.🎃🌕🐈‍⬛ #halloween

I approve of this message.💚

Week #4 in getting myself into consistency and creation has already shown it's first setbacks... but, I won't let that define me. Falling will no longer define me or my journey. I just got to dust myself off and jump right back in.💚 #motivation

Week #3 of getting my stuff together! 💪 Going to finish my first bundle this week (really excited because I do not excel at finishing things), will be setting up shop and start with bundle No2. Also plan on updating profile things for streaming again. 🙈 As stated: Changes are coming. 💚 #artist

Of course I pick a few days after the newest update to reinstall Fallout 4... That is so me.😅

It can be so annoying when you are trying to put some linework on a sketch but cannot really decide what brush looks better in the end? Rough or basic? 10pt or maybe 5pt instead? How do you choose? Or do you have that one go-to brush? #artist #krita

After a busy week of trying to get back into my groove, I can say: I think I am starting to get the hang of Krita and I am really liking it! Just whipped out my last sketch - for now - and am really looking forward to putting more work into it. 💚 #artist #krita #wip #sketch

Week #2 of starting several projects at once and at least up to now there have been zero regrets. So... here's to productivity! Here's to enjoying the process! Here's to starting small! #gamedev #artist

Happy #indieanimationday Check out the pilot episode to Dirty Method, now in production! Dirty Method will be an adult action scifi! See some animation clips in the comments.

I cannot tell you how many clips don't get a like from me because they just push the guilt trip in second one... When a clip starts with "You're just going to scroll" - yes... I think myself: "Fuck you then." and do just that.

Next time - probably like 10 years from now - I get a drawing tablet, I might get one I can use without my PC, just it and me, my ceiling fan and bed to lounge around on. The further the heat rises the more appealing that picture becomes. #artist

Werewolf: The Apocalypse with Onigiri & Fuze Tea - Great way to spend a Saturday! 💚🐺🌘

If I could manage to setup my tablet at a more permanent spot, I'd be tempted to use it more - which I'd consider a good thing... So, might annoy hubby about that later. 😅

My head is in a constant project back and forth and as exciting as it is, as overwhelming it is threatening to become. So: Time to organize! - Mon: Writing - Tue-Fri: Mapmaking - Sat&Sun: Small Game No 1 Of course a "Not today" for health reasons will always be okay.🤔 #devlog #organize #thoughts

Baby steps.💚 #godot

Lost my morning to some sketching... and really had fun with it. Krita is growing on me, even though nothing works as I am used to, so... I spent a ton of time undoing and re-clicking things, trying to program my helper correctly.😅 #krita #wip #sketch

Glad we can opt out of it... but still sucks that they even implemented it in the first place.

Ive noticed people on my side as well as my friends side of streaming who will create a fuss or complain willingly and proudly, making us and chat uncomfortable. If i see any of that shit anywhere on my streams and especially against my friends, I will point it out immediately and block you.

The first drawing in... forever... that actually reached this state and for using a new software and a tabled I haven't quite gotten used to yet, I'd say: Not bad. I am not realizing, that I forgot the light reflection in her eyes, though.🙈 Open for critique, btw. #krita #artist #digital #oc

#krita #artist #digital

Wanting to do so much at once can be exhausting, but at the moment I am diving into - at least it's "just" two - projects I really set my heart on... First one is completely different to the second but both involve art in a way... So... Here's to doing stuff. And to downloading Godot...

These days, whenever I lay down with one of my cats... well, I fall asleep and then *poof* the day is gone. If I weren't tired anyway, that would be okay and I could work on my project in the evening. But, I'm am. So... tomorrow no cuddling of any kitties before the work is done! 💪 #thoughts

Actually wanted to get some drawing done today before the heat peaks, but I was so tired, I just snoozed off in my chair and am now not only at the loss of several hours but struck with a tightened neck. Well - on the bright side, I got some sleep. 😭🙈😅

Drawing feels so far away this time around and Krita is quite different to CSP... But, that's just one of those things we artists have to work through on occasion, I guess. 🙈 #krita #artist

Most Indie games deserve every bit of your love.💚

Steam is throwing so many cozy games in my face today. So. Many. My wallet cannot bear this, so I must stay strong and (for now🙈) download all the demos and remind myself that I haven't finished SV or MoM yet.😏 So... all that is left to do is to tell my brain to SHUT UP!😅

😭No matter how much I love CSP, it keeps ruining my work with that halo-nonsense... and I cannot afford that right now. Tried forever to fix it only to find out, that it really is a CSP thing... so: Farewell CSP, good morning Krita. I hope we can become friends.👀 #artist #krita

Writing these past 2 days has made me painfully aware of how bad my monitor looked. Playing a game or watching a vid can overshadow that so easily some times, but staring at that writing software is a whole different story.😅 Mission accomplished.💪

My sleeping rhythm is so off these days... I go to be around 21:00-ish, get back up around 2:00-ish and am dead tired during the day. Fighting the urge to nap as I type, because I have hope for some better rest if I can just pull through. 💪😅🙈

C'mon on! Give him your money! It's not like you won't get a really amazing and unique piece of art out if it. <3

Just a reminder, that this is usually the best way to approach things - Even if you do not master it, just keep it in mind and reach for any star you wish to touch.💚