Tess Fowler Gutierrez

Tess Fowler Gutierrez

@tessfowler.bsky.social

Autobio comics from a 44 yr old cancer survivor with autism and 20 years in the freelance comics world. Visit my shop for print books! Shops: tessfowlerart.bigcartel.com Email: Tessfowler7@gmail.com ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/tessfowler

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We're ok. This is just life. Gotta lock in and focus now because this hit at the worst possible moment (amidst processing the 2nd printing) and it may nuke our ability to keep self publishing physical books. Pausing physical orders until we are on firmer ground. All orders still happening!

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The reaction to my memoir on Instagram was overwhelmingly in the "string him up" camp which I do understand. Its just not my style these days. Lol Also ooo Bluesky let me upload more than 4 images!

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Been catching up on shipping lately. Missed out on scanning quite a few but we got these two in. My art has changed so much in just a few years. Its kinda shocking honestly.

Oh nothing insurance just cut me off from the oncologist I've seen for 6 years randomly without warning. I'm ok. Just means a lot of jumping thru hoops to get everything I have right now, and a delay in care. 90% high risk cancer patient here, and I'm in limbo again. This is American healthcare.

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Parts 1 and 2 of a diary comic about my existential dread. I think on paper. My emotions don't make sense until I draw them. What does this one mean? I know what I see in it. What do you see?

Working on heading to Amazon for a paperback version of the memoir. My EU audience seems happy about it so I'm pleased. I remain leery of interviewers who usually discuss cape books tho. It deserves a serious discussion. Yet outside interviewers fear my comic background.

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The response from readers has been more than I could have ever hoped for. Its helped a lot of people feel less alone. I'm proud of that. I've never been 100% proud of myself until this memoir. Just wish I knew where to take it from here. Tessfowlerart.bigcartel.com

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Forewarned is forearmed, right? What happened to me ruined so much of my life. It affected everything. Is it too much to hope for to have this discussion, in this climate? Am I screaming into an impossible void? ...she asks as she types into the void.

I'm okay. I promise. Just had an inbox full of survivor stories this morning and I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm exhausted. I will keep talking thru the work and I will help who I can. Of course. But I'm pissed that victims pay a lifelong price while predators get to thrive.

Working on heading to Amazon for a paperback version of the memoir. My EU audience seems happy about it so I'm pleased. I remain leery of interviewers who usually discuss cape books tho. It deserves a serious discussion. Yet outside interviewers fear my comic background.

Tess Fowler Gutierrez@tessfowler.bsky.social

The response from readers has been more than I could have ever hoped for. Its helped a lot of people feel less alone. I'm proud of that. I've never been 100% proud of myself until this memoir. Just wish I knew where to take it from here. Tessfowlerart.bigcartel.com

I likely have to take the plunge to try my hand at filming again. Chris and I can discuss it on camera. I just hate that I'm being forced to do this instead of spending my time working. Interviews I can do. They're controlled. Doing it myself seems counterintuitive.

I'm tired. We live in a world where grooming children is just another topic for political talking heads to bandy back and forth. Why do I have survivors piling up on IG with no support systems? I made a book about what happened to me and my hope is that it will help with healing and PREVENTION.

Thank you so much for taking the time to write this. 🥺 I'm so grateful.

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I bought a digital copy of this book and I had to take like, 3 breaks while reading it. It's raw, unfiltered, heart-wrenching and beautifully drawn and painted. My heart broke several times while reading and I closed this book feeling hope and love after so much darkness. It begins again with hope.

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The Old Man had a live in girlfriend and a belly full of rage. His eyes were dead unless he was in front of a crowd, or making me cry. He will never do time for his crimes against me. I carried that darkness with me into every dr office, not knowing I was haunted. Tessfowlerart.bigcartel.com

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I'm giving it a go with Amazon. Thank you to everyone who DMd or commented. I hope this goes well. More soon.

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What say you Bluesky friends? I'm unable to afford a softcover version of any of my books because pricing is double that of hardcover. Take the Fall is dying on the vine after a great self published debut. And I'm continually advised to get it onto Amazon PoD. But I need advice. Sound off please!

What say you Bluesky friends? I'm unable to afford a softcover version of any of my books because pricing is double that of hardcover. Take the Fall is dying on the vine after a great self published debut. And I'm continually advised to get it onto Amazon PoD. But I need advice. Sound off please!

Hey...has anyone else been struggling with Google more than usual lately? I'm searching things that used to come up and now there's nothing. Or it brings up something totally unrelated. I mean I get just a few hits back. Wrong results. Totally unrelated. Feels odd.