The Creature Feacher

I just want to be wanted

How does this whole feeling thing work. I starting therapy and I don’t know how emotions feel. Can anyonesummarize

Thinking of making a me-archive at some point. I am probably gonna put it on my website once I revamp it. If you want to see my website before then it’s the same as my Bluesky handle

“What is your biggest impact on the internet?”: I participated in art fight

Which do you think it is?

noo vincent don't do it

Can you believe it guys! Halloween, just a week away! It got here so fast

Sometimes I am normal and want to play games and make art and sometimes I’m the other me. Both are me

Toby fox

(Vaguepost)

Started therapy but it won’t help me with my goal

Are normal people real?

Wow this notification I got from app made me dopamine! I should do that more often! (Not like I have many other sources)

Starting (vaguepostcore) today, hope it turns out well and I get (vaguepostcore) out of it

OwO

My most influential moment so far is having second top comment on a TheGrayCuber video. And it’s a Deltarune meme

Maybe I should too have a tv head

I finally came out so hopefully sometime soon I can start living

Hopefully by later today I will have my computer working again. Wish me luck

Me when:

Disassociating at the function

I want hormones but literally I tried to ask but the thought of saying those words just hurt. My parents probably would be fine with it but I am too frightened

Plant vers zomb

“What sort of echo chamber are you in to have these thoughts instilled into you?” Asked nobody. Thats th thing, I have never really been in any communities. I enjoy some fandoms but no one in them knows anything about me or my existence. All these thoughts are organic coming straight from the source

Or maybe I do hope they find it? Maybe this is a cry for help and not even I know about it

I basically have a line where my inner thoughts are only seen by online people and my outward qualities are only seen by irl people. I just hope no one I know irl finds this page

Anyone else think they have depression but when you go to check the symptoms they go away just long enough for you to conclude you were faking it for attention when absolutely zero people have ever paid attention to you?

I like to think im self aware but I have no fucking clue what is going on in my mental health issue riddled head of mine

Stuff and events should be fun but most of the time I just see how successful everyone but me is so I end up just feeling bad and then feeling bad for feeling bad and so on

You ever really wanna specificpostcore but you are scared of the ramifications so you just stick to your vaguecorepostings instead?

Time to make myself less mysterious but also feel more at home on the internet: I am so bad at horror games. Some are fine if they aren’t that scary like the archives from Doors. But unless it is multiplayer and I have another player with me then I cannot do it. Even if they are irl it doesn’t help

The dilemma on whether to be ominous online or express myself fully has been answered by doing both :3 and if someone finds out too much about me I can just… I don’t know…