Winterthorn🔞

I don't know why but I have a rather crushing longing to be at sea lately

Nope didn't help still edgy and snarly

No idea why but having trouble settling tonight, feeling very snarly. Gonna go out and see if an extra ound of weapon drills helps me settle

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Got a new wax seal for packing christmas gifts this year

Winterthorn🔞 reposted

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Musk should be in prison.

The insoles on my only shoes have worn out so bad I had to take them off to avoid strain injury, lead to giving my hiking group a surprise lesson in barefoot trail running. It was actually quite enjoyable, It's such a bone deep skill I always get surprised when folks ask after it😅

Yet again dude hitting on me getting pissed when I asked if he would be down to join me for morning runs. Like dude I'm trying to up my cardio and you listed running in your hobbies! #datinghell

Best pics I could find at the pumpkin fest, main display was placed terribly so really wasn't any place tp get a good pic

Trying to build up the motivation to go to the local pumpkin fest this afternoon

One of the weirdest things I encounter when trying to date is dudes hitting me up. Freely admitting they are too fat or out of shape to fuck let alone top then getting wildly offended when I suggest starting out as friends/work out buddies

Fever seemed to have broken, went outside to do my weapon drills before bed. Normally consists of running through spear, great sword, longsword short sword. Got through to half of longsword before winding out...

Turns out I just adjusted to the heightened temp and decided that I was better like an idiot barbarian😅

Well water is back on which is nice still feel like shit. Workimg on prepping to make a soup for dinner

Currently sweating my damn skin off with a 100f fever and the fucking water is out with no warning. Probably the stupid fucking gas station construction hit the main or some shit

Barnacle goose mini for a friend #minis #minipainting

Ahh! Why!?! Just had a sneezing fit while having dinner and had a sinus full of fuck off hot salsa!

It would be truly fucking incredible to just get a damn break from being a person for a bit

For context got yelled at by some dumb old dude for being "unchristian" or maybe unmanly was hard to tell. All because I complimented woman's tattoos

Fucking finally! Construction work out front of my place has stopped! Had a terrible head ache all freaking day and between the two job hunting has been extra fucking awful

Got a couple good pics while out

Got like three hours sleep and roled into a bad pose at some point so all the major joints on my right side ache like I got a fucking flue shot in each one

Well, the vanilla ice cream held a bit too tightly to the heart mold but the tiny skulls seem to work much better

Finished that fairy for a pendant, still haven't figured a way to get a good pic of her under the blacklights. Sucks because the contrast added by some neon green on the dress and the pink on the wings give a great affect😅 #minipainting

Well, gig I had today ran short. Rare event of a moving gig where the home owners actually had everything pack before me and the guy with the truck got there, they booked us for six hours and it only took two and a half to load drive and unload...not sure what to do now

I can't sleep for yet again, bored as hell just sitting around. Finished both the novel I was reading, robin hobb's ship of destiny and one piece volume 112 today and none of the games I have are really grabbing me sadly

Currently one a wandering venting walk after yet another no show date, third chance I have given this dude because yeah I get a date after a shift that ends at 10pm is a bit of a rough thing. But fucking hell man you suggested it, after two times your just being a disrespectful scumbag

Debating getting redressed to go for a late evening walk

Having no luck with making halloween plans this year it seems

Being kinda rough night, seasonal depression stuff seems to be hitting early this year

I need to get some magnification set up to do the faces on these tiny minis #minipainting #minis

Various mushrooms from my walk today

Who can tell which patch I was workinv on with a crackhead pestering me?

May be in bad taste but damn does this childs grave feel like a D&D puzzle between the empty portrait slot, the name and the inscription #D&D

Finally worked out a a stitch that looks okay for detailing the cuffs on this sweater! Still crude and clusmy but workable which is the point

21 Sept

Well, my week is off to a fuck of a start. Was just about asleep and got a notification from my bank of a charge zi didn't recognize. So my card is locked, their call service isn't active at this hour and because their site is burning garbage I can't even view my freaking transaction history🤬😮‍💨

21 Sept

After digging through every fucking option on their site, the suspicous charge isn't even listed and more weirdness such as a charge from getting lunch last thursday at burger kind is dated today, still pending and for some reason out of placement order in the record being before a charge from 20th

Just had a really funny first! Pretty often I go walking at night in some of the sketchier bits of my town. Mostly because I like how little car noise there is on the route partly because I'm an adrenaline junky and get a sadistic kick out of taking weapons off muggers.

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It was honestly pretty cool. Let him take a good few swings and just deflected and redirected until he gave, then sat and talked for a bit. I apparently just taking his knife and telling him to run rather then actually kicking his butt was very affective in scaring him right.

Funny part is that first time I didn't kick his ass because he looked so damn surprised and confused when I took the knife out of his hand that I just decided he wasn't gonna be fun to fight

About 2 years or so ago I took a knife off late teens early 20s punk that decided to fuck around on the wrong night. Tonight the dude straight up challenged me to a rematch🤣 Like literally stepped up told me who he was and asked for a rematch now that he has cleaned himself up.

15 Sept

Had an appointment and two gigs today and all three cancelled

14 Sept

Mood wasn't great to begin with but just got the call that I didn't get a job I have had to do five fucking phone interviews about. Fucking zombie economy

13 Sept

Well, I was gonna start embroidering the collar and cuff accents on a new sweater I got. But I forgot that embroidery floss is high among the must frustrating craft materials in existence

12 Sept

Damn it, lonely and wanting cuddles

11 Sept

Gonna go get some canvas to make a sturdy bag for clearing up glass in the local park, I need something to haul out enough to actually make some impact on the mess with out impacting the litter bugs dumb ass faces

11 Sept

Just killed what may well have bern a brown recluse using stupid improvised blow dart like this to pin it before smashing spider dart and all with a shoe

10 Sept

I don't have much bread skill ex but my experience of food coloring tells me there is no way that's only 2 drops of red food coloring

10 Sept

Never mind, friend pointed out I'm dyslexic as fuck and it's 2 teaspoons not two drops!