Toyce 🪽Randamu World

💚 ACGGOODS - Halloween Drops 🎃👻🛍️ ❤️💜 Halloween Jayvik Patchwork Plushies are now added to my store! Be sure to check out the pairing bundles deals for a cheaper deal! 👀✨ Biggest thanks for supporting and loving my gremlin brain children.🫰🏻✨ toydreamer.acggoods.com #jayvik #arcane

Reckon I’ve peaked new heights of cuteness with his birbo fit! Aaaaa 🥹😩❤️✨ If you wished to get him solo he’s now available on my ACGGOODS store 💚 #hermes #hades2 toydreamer.acggoods.com

Can’t wait to start on Charon next but I’ll have to tide over tmr’s chemo session first. Rly hard praying my body has somehow adapted to the drugs and won’t be giving me so much issue as the first round. May the pre-meds give me an easier time 🙏🏻🥹

Sighs jus got notified smash con has data breach like wth why would someone even hack a convention man. All this data leaks are seriously fucked up. Now I gotta block me card and wait for my replacement to arrive. Super annoyed af.

Cannot get over how crazy adorable hermes’ kigurumi design be looking aaaaa even the sis approves 🤣 Legit loving his design sm, squealed a little when the mock-up appeared 🥳 Wisest choice to add him into the lineup. He is so baby I can’t wait to release him 🥹❤️✨

Shaved the head after the hair became far too matted beyond saving, simply can’t wait to get more bandanas to wear on my bald pointy head hhh✨👩‍🦲

Completed the halloween jayvik plushies aaaa now I can relax and slowly think about the next couple of designs to make 😌 Yes im gonna add in my Charmes babies + RE9 Leon✨ cus I still want the charmes bbs in doll forms Designing is abit tiring but I’m having such a blast creating them dolls 🥳❤️

Honestly I really REALLY hope my next infusion will be gentler on me. Yearning to work on the surplus of merch and print ideas, hopefully in time for next year’s event. Currently only have one event lined up cus been too sick to even think about applying for other events sighs 🥺🙏🏻❤️

BB Jersey and scarves acquired as a gift from sis since I didn’t get to see them this year. Also daymn the scarves be looking real pretty as bandanas - ngl tiny bit excited to shave my head 😂🎁✨

Speeding the golden boy, hopefully by tmr 🙏🏻✨ Just rly want to get both of them ready on my store before the next chemo session takes me out again and also just in time for halloween hhh🥹🫰🏻✨

Very pleased. Managed to catch up with work and clearing them off with much pleasure. Can’t wait for the weekends so I can play more catch up on my own stuff. Rly need to finish that halloween jayce plush design cus Viktor’s waitingggg 😂

Finally dischargedddd and home sweeeetest home 🙏🏻😭✨ So turns out it seems I suffered a virus attack just when my immunity is low since the rashes turned out to be hives like instead of what I originally suspected as chemo rash.

Just well back with a huge present of medicines and more follow ups with specialists appointments sighsss

… guess who’s going back to ER again for fever and hives 😭😪😔

Sighs gonna have a long talk with the chemo doctor cus wdym I got so weak I had to call for an ambo. I can’t with this. This life is not living. And fucking ER trips are expensive as shit. Don’t even know if I can claim them back. Fml fr. Also vertigo is refusing to leave and setting up camp in-

the fucking head. I’m gonna ask them to refer me to ENT cus I have a bad feeling the chemo triggered a past vertigo issue from a year ago. Am so angy. This quality of life is triggering me a fair bit. Im this close to calling it quits if things don’t get better and ended up being permanent.

Gods. Got my ass kicked all the way by side effects, not fun. Sobs. Had to make a trip down to ER on the third day jus to rule things out with a bunch of test for safety measures. And when I’m finally feeling more sentient, monday has arrived 😂 Man im tired but grateful im at least more alive now

The past days have been a solid knockout stage of me turning into a zombie that simply eats and sleep. Also trying to combat my all time low hypotension is frankly annoying.

1st day of chemo and it’s abit shocking how quickly the side effects are setting in come night time. Was not expecting it cus I read that the norm is usually day 3-4. Rly hoping the effects come fast and past faster. Already feeling like my body weighs a ton 😪

First day back to work and oof huge chunk of workload to chip away at. 😪 Tho glad that they are finally understanding enough to find someone to help unload the filming aspects of things. Gonna do what I can and hopefully chemo be kind to me 🙏🏻

Had the most big brained idea cus I happened to finally find a manu who can customise headscarves aaaa 👀✨ for just in case the chemo decides to make me lose all my hair, im gonna make full use of my bald head to market my art HEHEHEHE

Cutest loots of the day. Mofusand will always be love 🫶🏻✨

Gotta give him that glowwww

Riding the high from yesterday with the leto twins 🫰🏻✨ Been meaning to make something for them. Took a while to nail down the idea and loving how the mockup is vibing so close to my vision 🥳

Biggest takeaway with life atp is realising I get a new day to keep making art, the best gift I can ask for that I used to take for granted 🥹🎨🙏🏻 Prolly be the only reason I’m being put onto this earth for. Given it’s the only thing my gremlin brain is good at focusing on 🤣

IM CRAI HEPPI - Doc just called to say PET scan be all good and clean!!! Oh lord I can finally breathe and kick scanxiety in the butt 🙏🏻😭✨ Tho I still gotta go for preventive chemo, at least it’s one big worry gone and I can focus on dealing with just chemo. A win is a win, I’ll take it 🙆🏻‍♀️❤️✨

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Lmao I even asked the doctor again to repeat herself jus in case I misheard 😭🫰🏻✨ My nerves is strung so high the whole day. Could barely focus on the things I’m doing

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My piece from @toydreamer.bsky.social is here!!! It looks so good im gonna frame it this friday!!

Haven’t had such luck in a while. Did my first 3 packs for the 30th set and pulled the gold lugia chase is mad mad insane. I rly wanted this card too 🙏🏻🥹 The collecting game is so hard these days, took me so long to spot these at reasonable pricing.

Was a damn good choice I decided to redo his design cus I hit a roadblock of decisions and ended up not liking his previous design. Cus dayum we is cooking him today. He turned out so cuteeeee 🤩🫰🏻🥳✨

23 Sept

Sketching ideas on a rainy day is a cozy kind of happiness ❤️✨🥹 Next Up: Halloween Jayvik Plushies✨ Of cus I won’t forget my hextech boys. I am simply unstoppable now that I have access to this product. And best part? Don’t gotta waste time on crowdfunding anymore! Weeeee 🥳

21 Sept

Puppers Achilles 🐶 can’t with this kigurumi series. Everyone is turning out super cute!! 🥹🫰🏻❤️✨ Just left with one last patty babe to go with him 💙

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Nobody understands just how badly I want little hades plush dolls to feed my happiness. Desperation is me. Me is desperate. Me need happiness. Me make happiness.

Oop today’s events got postponed, seems like it’s a sign for me to deviate abit and get cracking on making them merch designs 😍

Partly also I’m prioritising the designs for now as they’ve given me my chemo start date and productivity is gonna be an all time low when I start treatment. Could still slowly continue with wips but given the likelihood of brain fog and who knows what other side effects, designing would be hard.

18 Sept

Aaa they finally added dolls! I can now design the long awaited kigurumi ideas I have for patrochilles and maybe add more characters like mel and zag eeeee 🥹🫶🏻✨

12 Sept

(Wip) a baby debut of my original series 💕✨

10 Sept

Charmes Pin-ups - Accomplished 🔥✅ Also featuring a feral someone in the comments #hades2

10 Sept

Said Someone 🧡💦

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10 Sept

Also the ancient song that inspired me for this set 👁️👄👁️ youtu.be/txqhNzIW8rg?...

7 Sept

Dozing and suddenly had an epiphany of original ideas that I want to make - and have always wanted to return to that magical inspirational phase I had from more than a decade ago. Also contemplating having this collection’s core stem from my recent diagnosis since yeah we gonna fight this.

7 Sept

Love that the brain is back to it’s ideas mode and it’ll be refreshing to dabble back into things I used to and never stopped thinking about despite my pivot into fanart. Perhaps it’s time to bring them all back. Better now than never. Time is such a volatile factor these days

6 Sept

That feeling of being back in your natural habitat. Doing what you do best ✍🏻✨

6 Sept

Taking baby steps with this. Dialling back to simplicity and focusing on what matters. Never rly thought about it initially but it seems the recent charmes piece and this wha one might be a sign pointing me in the trajectory I need to be on.

5 Sept

Took a walk to train my weak leg - yay to reaching 5k steps, I couldn’t even hit it yesterday without resting and holding onto support 🎉 Probably the only positive thing I have with this body of mine and I would like to think is that it heals fast. Surgical wound be itching like crazy too.