Baxter Williams

Baxter Williams

@trustbelieveknow.com

Ex-Christian pandeist. Still exploring Christianity out of fear of Jesus’s threat of eternal punishment and empathy for family agonized by the idea of me there.

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Really interesting to me that the first ever survey of population statistics for homosexuals (from 1904) found about 2% of men and 5% bisexuals. And the latest modern Gallup polls have basically the exact same numbers

"In essentials, unity. In non-essentials, liberty." sounds like such a healing innovative quote until you realize that arguments have always been about what is essential, and this quote is just a truism.

It wasn't really the AI math discoveries that surprised me, as much as it was the reveal that there is an algorithmic system of truth called Lean that can confirm math results. Like, what do you mean we had an ultimate authority on truth for math just floating out there? Of course AI made progress!

The fact that I romanticize physical stores is weird. What exactly did I value about going shopping? It's probably more that I don't like staying home. What is the opposite of "romanticize"? That is what I feel towards staying home.

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Physical stores are going to take an even bigger hit than I realized.

It seems to me that the "soul" aristotle talked about was more akin to "life force". I can totally understand fascination with life itself, but personally I'm more fascinated by consciousness.

I still have to untangle this. It seems to have something to do with a disagreement with the Catholic church about people immediately going to heaven after death. But also could be a correction to misunderstandings among the laity from "Doom paintings" in England?

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Wait so Tyndale is to blame for "sheol" being translated sometimes as "grave" and sometimes as "hell"?

Imagine being allowed to hope and have joy at the thought of existence without any weight of divine hiddenness?

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There is such a beautiful message in the concept of pandeism that I will have such a hard time sharing with people because it didn't come to me via divine revelation.

I recognize many people find more hope in interventional theism, in prayer, in asking and receiving. For those people, who have no internal struggles with predetermination or who have no struggle with eternal damnation, selective revelation and favoritism. For such a one, I endorse Christianity.

There is such a beautiful message in the concept of pandeism that I will have such a hard time sharing with people because it didn't come to me via divine revelation.

Universalism is really the only option that is scandalous in its mercy. It's a bit upsetting in a way. It really makes one wonder what the point of this mortal existence was.

So my basic steps for this deep dive study of "Hell". (1) tabulate all the mentions in OT, NT, church fathers (2) group verses by like phrasing (3) group verses by time frame of publication to assess development of thought (4) repeat all these steps again for "judgment" and "spirit"

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Btw, of the 109 mentions of Sheol, Hades, or Infernus that I've found so far in the Hebrew and Aramaic scriptures, only 25 of these are found in the scraps of the DSS and the DSS agrees entirely in all 25 cases with the Masoretic text. (with the exception that the DSS includes a mention in Tobit)

Btw, of the 109 mentions of Sheol, Hades, or Infernus that I've found so far in the Hebrew and Aramaic scriptures, only 25 of these are found in the scraps of the DSS and the DSS agrees entirely in all 25 cases with the Masoretic text. (with the exception that the DSS includes a mention in Tobit)

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Updated to add the Dead Sea Scrolls, for kicks. Had to rely on Google Gemini for the apocrypha / deuterocanonical works among the DSS, because I couldn't find english translations online and I can't read Hebrew or Aramaic.

Updated to add the Dead Sea Scrolls, for kicks. Had to rely on Google Gemini for the apocrypha / deuterocanonical works among the DSS, because I couldn't find english translations online and I can't read Hebrew or Aramaic.

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I'm officially committing to a deep dive into historical critical study of "Hell". Here's one of the spreadsheets I've started during the research phase.

How am I in my mid 30s and still pulling an occasional all-nighter when I procrastinate on my work? This is college brainrot behavior. Why can I not do what I know is better for me??

I forgot this was an OG protestant book and was jump-scared by the Pope Cave Monster.

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I'm only 45 minutes into Pilgrim's Progress, but I gotta say it's a little too on the nose. Like if you told an allegory of baseball with a main character named "Batter" who used a "stick" to hit a "round object".

I'm only 45 minutes into Pilgrim's Progress, but I gotta say it's a little too on the nose. Like if you told an allegory of baseball with a main character named "Batter" who used a "stick" to hit a "round object".

All I want is for there to be a deeply interested researcher who is neither for or against Christianity. I have such a hard time trusting the conclusions of Christians who have a moral obligation to spread the gospel and atheists who come across as obviously biased against it in their writings.

I'm officially committing to a deep dive into historical critical study of "Hell". Here's one of the spreadsheets I've started during the research phase.

I ended up getting the entire Oz collection on sale for like $5 and listened to 7 of them. I think my favorite lesser known one was "Dorothy and the Wizard of Oz", which is book 4. The Valley of Voe was very interesting.

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