Cryote

Cryote

@tweedwolf.bsky.social

I'm Cry or 31F 🔞 Lycanthrope/Latransthrope Animal 30+ yo tweed wolf | it/its/coyote | bio/ethology grad and naturalist | artist, writer, hiker and geochacher | queer | a bit of a yapper Mated to avalonsrealm.bsky.social ⚔️ Canada 🍁🍂

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Alright so Not dead But no plans to come back here. I come to lurk tags and artists sometimes but social media bad and not worth it for me. Anyone who wants to talk to me knows how and I don't want to rely on bluesky for that anymore when it makes me anxious Sorry

Alright so Not dead But no plans to come back here. I come to lurk tags and artists sometimes but social media bad and not worth it for me. Anyone who wants to talk to me knows how and I don't want to rely on bluesky for that anymore when it makes me anxious Sorry

Alright so Not dead But no plans to come back here. I come to lurk tags and artists sometimes but social media bad and not worth it for me. Anyone who wants to talk to me knows how and I don't want to rely on bluesky for that anymore when it makes me anxious Sorry

If you, for whatever reason, do want to speak to me, I am most active on discord and telegram and mutuals are free to message me for those. I do not want to make them public.

Alright so Not dead But no plans to come back here. I come to lurk tags and artists sometimes but social media bad and not worth it for me. Anyone who wants to talk to me knows how and I don't want to rely on bluesky for that anymore when it makes me anxious Sorry

Ough okay ive given myself enough psychological damage from being here too often so putting away phone for awhile it is making me mean feeling and I dislike that! If you have my dm info you are free to reach out but unfortunately bluesky hurt brain rn

If I had to pick a gender related flag it would be this tho. I have a lot of hang ups with transess as it assumes a gender and while I did transition I do not view myself as having any gender that can be put into words

Why did you transition right answers only etc If I was gonna die I was gonna die in a body I made myself through blood sweat and tears and I was not about to let anyone take that from me no matter who I lost

Uncut Femmes@juliagiantrat.bsky.social

why did you transition, right answers only do or die.

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Puberty hit, everything changed and I was expected now to act like a proper woman. But I never could. I was being scolded all the time for being too boyish, I failed every test a little girl was suppose to pass and I didn't know why I was so repulsed by being a girl

High-school happens, and I meet my first trans man. I had never heard the term trans, but thought "wow thats so cool I wish I could do that!" Then I ignored the feelings for another 10 years until I was crying during my third degree, looking at my body

Why did you transition right answers only etc If I was gonna die I was gonna die in a body I made myself through blood sweat and tears and I was not about to let anyone take that from me no matter who I lost

Uncut Femmes@juliagiantrat.bsky.social

why did you transition, right answers only do or die.

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Was very blessed in a way growing up because women were not forced into hyper feminine roles on my dad's side, so I was included in a lot of "male" activities, because my grandma would advocate for me for me to join and I'd also throw a fit

I remember at maybe 5 or 6 my uncles use to call me my dad's little shadow, his oldest "son". It was a joke but I felt so euphoric. I remember looking in the mirror at my grandmother's house and staring at myself, wondering what my body would look like as I grew up and got breasts etc

Why did you transition right answers only etc If I was gonna die I was gonna die in a body I made myself through blood sweat and tears and I was not about to let anyone take that from me no matter who I lost

Uncut Femmes@juliagiantrat.bsky.social

why did you transition, right answers only do or die.

I remember studying for my third degree and suddenly was hit with a "I can't do this" as I looked at myself and it was 25 years of repressed feelings hitting me at once I went to a doctor next day to start

Truly hope it makes a lit of folks unreasonably mad that the most popular cartoon in the world rn revolves around the unprocessed trauma of being trans and stuck in a mind/body hell you can't escape

Cryote reposted

Animatronic dinosaur drawing at the "Dinos Alive" exhibit in Oakland, round two! Due to the wild lighting, I had to do most of the color work after the fact. Here's a big montage to start, and I'll post the individual spreads as replies... (1/4)

I may not believe in much mystical stuff but I do genuinely believe in the nonhuman/pack animal mind link like once I consider someone pack mind is now locked the fuck in, my ears perk at u from 5000000000km away

In all honesty I am actually so proud of my growth over the last year + I put myself through several intensive therapies, I followed up, I made life style and communication changes because I want people in my life Outside bsky my mental health is thriving compared to before and I am beyond happy

Cryote@tweedwolf.bsky.social

I swear i am a genuine and caring person who has worked a lot on myself social media just makes me feel fucking crazy I am not like this offline uughaha

And despite my moaning, the therian community really helped me so much @kr00bs.com thanks for all that time ago making a safe space for me to be me, I made so many long term friends and I love so many Genuinely probs wouldnt be here if it wasnt for that support

(Also if we dont dm much or at all that doesn't mean I dont love you or think we are not friends I dont function like that I remember all of you and cherish all the little momemts)

In all honesty I am actually so proud of my growth over the last year + I put myself through several intensive therapies, I followed up, I made life style and communication changes because I want people in my life Outside bsky my mental health is thriving compared to before and I am beyond happy

Cryote@tweedwolf.bsky.social

I swear i am a genuine and caring person who has worked a lot on myself social media just makes me feel fucking crazy I am not like this offline uughaha

And despite my moaning, the therian community really helped me so much @kr00bs.com thanks for all that time ago making a safe space for me to be me, I made so many long term friends and I love so many Genuinely probs wouldnt be here if it wasnt for that support

Seriously it was so shortly after I surrounded myself with critters who were open amd honest about themselves all this fear of being judged or hated melted away and I realized I am not alone and my flaws dont make me broken and Yeah Happy