Ngawia [Sea Turtle] (Brad)

Ngawia [Sea Turtle] (Brad)

@unclechilliman.bsky.social

Trying to escape to a better place, but learning that your better place may well be right where you are in this moment.

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I live in a rooftop tent up in the hinterlands west of the Sunshine Coast. It gets cold for this tropical boy, so I rarely leave my tent unless I have to. Why? It's 16C outside and 22C in my tent. I weigh 60kg wet and have no insulation. My fingers and toes go numb below 20C.

Bear likes his softish bones. This is a whole lamb pelvis. He'll chew that all up. It helps to keep his teeth clean and his gums tough. I leave a bowl of kibble out, but would prefer to feed him a mix of offcuts, chook frames, and mixed veg. But the offcuts and kibble have to do for now.

I just spent three hours doomscrolling YouTube shorts because my Premium subscription expired, and I HATE ads. It's easy to scroll past an ad in the shorts feed... I think I also discovered why doomscrolling through shorts on any social media platform is so prevalent.

I departed Twitter due to the extreme right-wing views being flooded across the platform. Sadly, #Bluesky is fast becoming the platform for extreme left-wing views. Is there somewhere in the social media webiverse where we can just post random photos and talk rubbish, but not political rubbish?

So... somehow, a Christian anti-trans channel's short ended up on my YouTube feed. I had to make a comment after reading all the 'Jeebuz saved us!' comments. I wrote: "I, too, was transsexual until Jesus entered me. It was then that I truly knew I was a man. It was a painful realisation..."

Ngawia [Sea Turtle] (Brad) reposted

BREAKING... FIGHTER JET CRASHES INTO SAN DIEGO HARBOR... BOTH PILOTS EJECTED PRIOR TO THE CRASH AND ARE IN STABLE CONDITION AFTER BEING RESCUED BY A FISHING VESSEL... IMAGE CAPTURED FROM SECURITY CAMERA FOOTAGE...

And the dark thoughts invade. Staring at one of my sharp tools, thinking, "I could just jam it in my neck, and all the bullshit would go away." I'd just drift off. Then I think, "Jesus mate, there'll be blood all over the place, and it'll be a pain in the arse for someone to clean up."