Vann

Vann

@vantaray.bsky.social

🗡️He/Him - 29🗡 I draw my OCs, fanart, and post pics of my dog 21+ only ty Header by @/kazkazuki

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Fuck it, Elia lore. He thinks he was a paladin in his past, pre-gargoyle life but he was actually a healing priest. He died around 38-42yrs bc he was so spiteful towards a paladin he worked with. He refused to heal the paladin's wounds, knowing that he would be the only way they could escape the -

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Elia

Burning building they were trapped in. So he sat in a corner and watched him bleed out as the flaming building collapsed on them both. He was reborn missing most of his memories, but carrying a longsword. Now he's living a lie and doesn't understand why he feels so detached from himself. I like himm

He was also between hatred and disbelief of the gods prior to his death, and now follows one blindly as he doesn't remember his past experiences that lead him to resent religion. He feels a lack in his conviction which he sees as a flaw in himself when in reality he's denying who he actually is (:

I wanna talk about my OCs so bad but I'm genuinely considering posting my written work with Blackwell when I'm finished so I almost don't want to spoil anything?? Or I could talk about Elia more 🤔

After several weeks of heightened anxiety I have suddenly reached such a point of not giving a fuck anymore and I hope that's a good thing lmao

For those who do not keep reptiles, people who do often have the same bad dream where they suddenly have way too many snakes in the same enclosure or snakes in a box somewhere that they forgot about. Even my friend who only keeps tarantulas has has the dream. I've had it like 5 times. Crazy

Im going to a con next year and now I'm wondering if I should try to cosplay...................................

Verso maybe??? I dont knoooowwwwww VHD? Bloodborne Hunter? Rogier? Marth? Actually i do kinda wanna cosplay Rogier but that seems expensive

Spoilers for You Can See Everything I guess but that documentary was not at all what I thought it was gonna be and the only reason it's even rated R is bc of a random penis shot

Still thinking about how my boss told our coworker that my graphic design work was better than what chat gtp makes so to use my design instead 🥳

Losing bioware has been a long time coming and I accepted it a while back but everyone drawing fenhawke about it is making me emo about it

Taking Warlock to the vet for a vaccine update and thinking about how last time I took him was the same day as the kirkening lol

Also he has been doing much better btw! Warlock's neck injury has seemingly fully healed Unlike someone else's neck injury LOL but thank god Warlock is okay

I have a ton of unfinished Esens from this year in my files. I hated them at the time but now that it's been a few months I might return to them and see if I can fix them

grifffiiiiinnn

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Blackwell WiP. Been using Will Graham as a reference and it's a little toooo tellable lmao

Also sorry for not being as interactive. Over the past few weeks I've discovered that scrolling on here makes me feel like garbage. Idk why. I've just kinda been trying to post a little bit otherwise

Been trying to get better at learning facial anatomy bc I thought it would make me better at stylizing but it's just slowly making my art style more and more realistic. Which is not what I wanted 😔

The problem with decorating my house for Halloween is that nobody ever notices because I have goth and halloween-like stuff up all year round. Like they just think it's new decor. Which I mean it is but I'm trying to be festive about it

The more I've thought about Whalefall after seeing it, the more I want to include heavier metaphors in my art and writing

I've been so busy and stressed out it hasn't really hit me that it was October until now and I really feel the need to do something festive about it

My versicolor and my jumping spider both successfully molted! My versicolor is soooo blue now. Once she's had some time to harden her exoskeleton I'll try to get a picture

You know what would be fun? A yearly OC recap template. New OCs, OC changes, etc. OCs wrapped. I kinda want to make this in preparation for December. If I made that, would anyone be interested in a blank template?

Tbh glad I jumped the gun on this and saw it opening night because my entire fyp on everything is flooded with spoilers. Idk if it's residual from all the Bryan resident evil content or if it's just that every time I see a new movie this happens to me

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Just saw Whalefall with my sibling. Chat I would NOT want to be in that situation